Showing posts with label silent night. Show all posts
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Saturday 24 June 2023

Anti-flag - Racist

I like the responses to this video. Black Twitter gets to roast the Conservatives with questions like "was she on fenatyl?" "I may need to see the other half of the video" DEI also applies to white people. She was the thug and bully. Has a black boyfriend and attacked a Black girl. Assaulted someone previously. White supremacy. Racist can take the L. Reported.
The right wing clowns now using DEI as an insult just like they do with Woke. Gary is a prick. It is hate. You are bad as the criminals. White privilege Shamima Begum will be vilified though.
It has been said that Shamima was groomed and trafficked. But the right wingers don't want to hear that. Had it not been Isis. No one would have given a shit. 
 Karma will eventually get to you.

White supremacists in the comments making it all about race. These dumbasses are tone-deaf.




Snibston still exists. It was a museum when I worked there. I was pretty much let go because of my social media use.

She was recently on The Breakfast Club and on Joe Budden's podcast. Some Black folk are getting behind her thinking this is going to a change for her. Others still see her as a grifter. Ben Shapiro and The Daily Wire are antiblack. Was Candace a DEI hire? Maybe she can hire the NAACP to sue. Was Kanye right? That phrase people mention about the leapord eating faces party.  

It is a wonderful future. Karen is manifesting it to become reality. She must be the one in the image being laughed at. Quite a few Black people working for Nasa. The white supremacists will be mad. Pure jealousy.

Some of the islamaphobia and racism coming at him.

Another post about the Nasa guy being an abuser. Some dumb takes from people. The white supremacists will now run with this.  I did deal with racism from Black/Biracial people. This would trigger the Twitter users.

Jackie, Calvin and Ian aren't very bright. Did she not know what he was like when they got married? People in the replies are slating her when he is the arsehole. These wankers that follow him will be triggered. First Candace now him. A sellout and a grifter. The people complaining about the England flag on a Nike kit are demented. 
People in the comments are pleased. Had the roles been reversed. You would be calling for the man's head. Also Daniel Penny was a murderer. Stop trying to compare this to that incident.

Time travelling while Black

You are apparently brown. Blaming Pakistani folk and retweet a white supremacist

The people whining over the England flag and Nike really need to get over themselves. 

What a cunt



 

The Zionist being a muppet. You clearly are a racist idiot. What exactly is American supposed to look like? Fuck Farage. It has probably been mentioned that the people whining about Black History Month, Diwali, Ramadan and Pride won't have anything negative to say on St Patrick's Day, St George's Day, Independence Day for USA, New Zealand and America. These muppets are whining about TikTok being banned. You are really making an issue out of nothing. Also the same people concerned about Princess Catherine are the ones that had been talking shit about Meghan.
Antiwhiteism and anglaphobia isn't real. No one mentioned Islam. These clowns in the replies playing victim. Clearly they hate being called out for being racist. She claims that the white girl had been bullying the black girl and the whites in the original tweet want her tried aa an adult. Someone trying to push a false narrative. Yet they try to blame black people. They will be quiet. The antiblackness in the replies of both tweets and community notes. White supremacists lack compassion. These cunts are prolife and all lives matter and scream save the children but justify a teen with a disability being killed. Even victim blame sexual assault victims. They take pleasure at countries facing genocide. Which is why I will never respect the right winger. Wind your neck in Karen. He couldn't be deported. I don't need assholes like this posted onto my timeline. I wont be posted anymore of them as they are irrelevant.
So they haven't given up on being Nazis. The irony of Zionists complaining about Antisemitism when they show hatred towards Palestine and all Arab folk which is also antisemitism. What a bunch of cunts that have been highlighted. What are you fucking doing?
As the parents failed these Right-wingers, they will need the book. The white supremacists will still use this as an excuse to get out of paying reparations. The dumb pricks trying to defend Schaffer. The clown can end up like his mum. His wife is a turd. As are the ones defending him. 





Karen mentioned replacement. She was being racist. Saw a qualified black woman and thought nonsense. Charlie Kirk had spoken trash.

Politicising her death

 White supremacists being tone-deaf

Rest in power Aaron.

Reporting people on Twitter is useless. You can get your account locked or suspended but a bigot gets away with it. 


#pdiddy Some folks would have victim blamed the female accusers. But regarding the male ones the homophobic jokes come out. People that knew him were silent. They even assume that he is trying to kill people.
People of Twitter. Keep whining about your favourite celebrity voting for a certain politician or siding with a specific country in a war. They don't give a shit. I don't care about who they are dating or having a baby with etc. Time to log off. 

The screenshots are fake. Zionists are getting desperate. Spreading misinformation about a dead man. They obviously lack compassion.
This woman is right. However some person in the replies called her a Pick Me. Definitely delusional. This who the photo belongs to You could say they were "Bamboozled"

The men were being weird about women dancing. But some of the responses are racist. The Conservative men can suck my dick. Hope you phaggots swallow. 

Asian Americans lost a court case regarding affirmation action

Racism is pathetic  This racist tried to derail the conversation. A bot or troll.

This Pro life organisation is a terrorist group. Clear white supremacy at work.

This clown just wants to put himself in these bipoc spaces. He isn't owed shit.  

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misinformation
 People bodyshaming Amy Schumer should stop. It is uncalled for. See the comments section on The View. She is an asshole because of her Zionist views. Michael calling somebody a race hustler. See the thread.
When you come for Black women. #fuckaroundandfindout #BlackHistoryMonth 
 Obvious that Karen would play the victim. Collette is a white supremacist. Cunt.   She is a clown just like her defenders. The irony of Collette calling someone else a racist. I see what you did there There is a time and place. People can wear what they want.

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White supremacists are retarded. 

White supremacists are a bunch of clowns. These fools will make it about race but won't let bipoc talk about racism.



The people that sent hate should have been aborted. 


Fascist is deranged. 



All antisjw youtubers are like this. 


White supremacists are the biggest Karens. Moms4Liberty carrying on the tradition. 
Selma is a white supremacist the idiots in the replies thinking that she was right. She isn't. 
White supremacists are evil. They lack compassion and empathy.










Looking at the quotes they say it is a scam




This is disrespectful. She might be anti military and anti war but objectifying the guy doesn't help. His role is better than of a porn star. 


Conservatives are a bunch of dumb fucks. 

Rightwingers should be banned from using the term #woke as they clearly don't know what it means. 


Right wing women are triggered by the way rightwing men treat them. They are all for White supremacy. Also are against Feminism. These Karens should shut up and take it. Tara Mccarthy needs to be smacked with a foldable chair. Lauren Southern can't seem to make up her mind about what she wants. Sydney Watson is a white supremacist. She deserves all the misogyny. Schaffer is like her. The tool wanted Native Americans deported. Pearl is probably a lesbian and just trolling. Melonie is another racist. Who spells their name like that? They are rather quiet if black and brown women are attacked. 




There is misogyny in the replies to tweets about Logan Paul's fiance and the Pinkydoll Onlyfans leak. Soyboys. 





A pro lifer and owner of The Babylon Bee being a cunt. 


Doctor Who: Power Of The Doctor. A centenary special. The final outing for the Thirteenth Doctor. Starring Jodie Whittaker, Mandip Gill, John Bishop, Sacha Dhawan, Sophie Aldred. Featuring plenty of cameos. The Fam are having to deal with the Cyberlords. Meanwhile The Master has put a plan in place. Ace and Teagen have been investigating disappearances. The soundtrack is good. Chris Chibnall also left the show. Doctor Who: At Childhood's End by Sophie Aldred. In the beginning is a young girl that has runaway from home. Trying to find shelter in London. Onto the main story. Dorothy is a mature woman who is working for UNIT. She runs a charity. Gets these vivid dreams. A spaceship is seen hovering around the moon. So using her resources she needs to investigate. Young girls are being abducted by these aliens. The Doctor and her companions have arrived and will cross paths with Dorothy. It is a good book.
I have watched the modern rebooted Hellraiser. Based on the novel by Clive Barker. I do recommend that you watch the original film series. Starting off with a millionaire obtaining the cursed puzzle box. Six years later you have our protagonist Riley, an ex junkie. She has a boyfriend. She lives with her brother, his boyfriend and roommate. She does steal the box from the millionaire. Eventually she would try and research what the box is about. Impressive special effects. The Cenobites are beings from another dimension. They were probably seen as demons. What if they are aliens. Whenever the box has been activated they come to collect. There are gifts that can be given to the user. Good soundtrack. Not sure if there will be a sequel. It is a good film. The trailer was impressive. I will look at discussions and trivia. Good cast of actors. There will be mixed reviews.

I am watching V/H/S/99 on Shudder. A horror anthology. I recommend that you see the previous films. Nice touch of nostalgia. Costumes, music, visual effects on point. Opening with this lad playing toy soldiers. Next there is a teenage punk band who want to investigate a location where a famous band died. You see how the members are insensitive towards their drummer. Somewhat predictable. The next scene is this pretty brunette who looks like Billie Eilish. It was predictable. A hazing ceremony. The game show was obscure and funny. Great acting. Nice tits. Annoying characters, a Gollum impression. Steven Ogg is in this. See Imdb for cast. There are more stories. I will let you find out. Imagine what the reaction channels will think. Interesting locations. I did feel that I may have seen it before. 


Quantum Leap 2022. A reboot/sequel to the original show. 
Raymond Lee
Caitlin Bassett
Mason Alexander Park
Nanrisa Lee
Ernie Hudson
Georgina Reilly
Takes place 30 years after the original. I hadn't realised the original was set in 1995. This is set in 2022. The project has been reinstated. Ben Song is the protagonist. He uses to the machine and takes a leap into the unknown. Addison is his hot fiancรฉ. She is on the team. She is a hologram helping Ben in the past. They acknowledge what happened in the original. Worth checking both shows out. Mixed reviews. I know some antisjw are probably whining. The special effects can be questionable. I do wonder if Scott Bakula will reprise his role. Ben has suffered amnesia. He is in the middle of a heist. He will have to help people in order to move on. I could see some reaction channels watching this. Trivia and discussion will be looked at. Cast are familiar. Dedicated to Dean Stockwell. Soundtrack is good. Great acting, costumes and sets. You might also like Timeless, Doctor Who, Outlander, La Brea, Loki. 



I watched Black Panther Wakanda Forever. A sequel. 
Shuri: Letitia Wright
Queen Ramonda: Angela Bassett
Okoye: Danai Gurira
M’Baku: Winston Duke
Nakia: Lupita Nyong’o
Namor: Tenoch Huerta
Riri Williams / Ironheart: Dominique Thorne
Everett Ross: Martin Freeman
Valentina Allegra de Fontaine: Julia Louis-Dreyfus
The antisjw clowns whine about it as indigenous and black people are represented. A nice tribute to the late Chadwick Boseman at the beginning. King T'challa is dead and the nation of Wakanda is in mourning. You do get origin stories of some characters. Shuri is trying to cope with the loss of her brother. Busy with her work. Queen Ramonda is dealing with the UN. The Vibranium is up for grabs. Namor is king of the sea. His people are under threat from the humans. As this ship has been attacked Agent Ross is going to investigate. Fingers are being pointed. There are references that not everyone will get. Nice special effects. Good acting and fight scenes. Riri is a young scientist that helped design a machine that detected the Vibranium. Her life is in danger. There is no post credit scene. You might like the soundtrack. Nakia is looking fine as hell. I do think of the actor with the plate in his mouth. The emotion felt for T'challa channels what the actors felt for Chadwick. I was in the screenroom 3 seat E3. I was on my own for a long time. There was a couple sat in front. I recommend that you see this film. 




The Guardians Of The Galaxy Holiday Special is an episode that I saw on Disney plus. The last time we saw the crew was on Thor: Love And Thunder. Starring Chris Pratt, Pom Klementieff, Sean Gunn, Dave Bautista, Karen Gillan, Bradley Cooper, Michael Rooker, Bin Diesel. There are flashback scenes in animation. Peter is unhappy. It is Christmas and he hasn't been on Earth in a long time. Mantis and Drax decide to do something special for him. There are cameos, fourth wall breaks, references and Easter eggs. The third film is out next year. I like the soundtrack. Great performance from the band. I bet it could go viral. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. 



The soyboys in that thread and some in the replies on Tiktok think that making negative remarks about a woman makes them better.



Kyle Rittenhouse has run out of money. Karma eventually comes around for these fools. 
John Fetterman misled his voters. He is a libertarian. 
Casual racism. The owner deserves to be scammed. Bitch ass argument


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These two idiots are antiblack. 

Debbie is a racist. Deborah will reduce the girl to a skin colour. It is people like her making race an issue. Marxism is great. Her husband most likely finds her insufferable. White supremacists are evil.  

A Nazi Karen appearing on tv

Everything posted to the Internet is archived. 


People on reality TV. Some white folk think they know what is racist. Probably Farage fans. Probably paint the black woman Nella as a villain. It is all irrelevant. It seems some weird joke was made and a youtubers who I have never heard of was offended. People that watch this are stupid. I should not even add this. Plenty of misogynoir on this account
These people weren't disciplined as kids. Cancer is no joke. Right-wingers lack compassion but some of these leftwingers are are just the same. 


The only reason these people write negative comments about Reva from Obi Wan Kenobi is because of antiblackness. 

Kari Lake is a racist. America is racist. Obama is not to blame. Trump is wrong. They did not shoot Ashli Babbit for no reason. This is how they treat bipoc delivery workers. Some reply guy has to come out with a trash take.

Some numbnuts having think pieces over Pokimane selling expensive cookies. Penguin reckons everyone is talking about it. Just you. She might be out of touch. It is capitalism. 










If you don't care then why make a video about it? You antisjw do like to whine a lot. https://youtu.be/XDvkTTbq_0k?si=aMOde-REQqoy0oaR






Getting these dcma requests. You can get the full video from Faphouse. It allows you to download videos as a paying subscriber. Seems Annie is a bit of a Karen. It isn't theft. Your comment was uncalled for. A lot of others have videos up by this company but I am the one that receives a Dmca takedown and a nasty comment from the owner Annie. I am not stupid. I do not have a shit face. This seems like a microaggression. I should get a refund from Faphouse. 
This Karen has an issue with the black person in the photo. Look at their other tweets.

I follow this feminist as she got crap from misogynists. However some misandry is being retweeted.


Centrist? Typical white supremacist that supports Israel. 




Jdhillon and these antiwoke people are retarded. 
There is no antiwhite anything. 




Will Ben Shapiro and other Conservatives call this out? Maybe they only like using the false claims against Ilhan Omar and Jeremy Corbyn.

The irony of Israel whining about Refugees when they created them.




I remember when using MySpace many years ago. I got chatting to this nurse in NYC. Once she had found out that I was Indian. She started being racist. "camel jockey" and "sand nword" Karen has probably died from Covid or something. Karma. All because of #semptember11th Retard. 
No good person owned slaves. If they were good then they would pay reparations. CRT and Black history books are needed. This is white privilege in action. He has hidden replies. Maybe will delete the tweet. Anyway I am done with Twitter. Mute. 

Some idiot rapper with his bigotry.

Calling children bitches. 

Uses "identify politics" and claims to be leftwing. Very sus. Not everything revolves around you.


The far right in Ireland caused a riot. 
This coloniser idiot has to leave this reply. You aren't even from Ireland why speak on their behalf?
Some Israeli people are at the border of Lebanon. Seems that they want to create another war. Fascists. 

Azzyland is a youtubers that Sssniperwolf imitated. 

Sssniperwolf had enough of the countless videos about her made by Jacksfilms. She has a criminal record. It won't end well. 



Tariq Nasheed and his Fba folk don't care about Palestine or Israel. 










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Now you can rest, Maxi.





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African American studies and crt are needed. This white supremacist Karen just compared slavery to his mum not getting a credit card. Desantis wants idiots like this. 


The Banshees Of Inisherin. Colin Farrell · Pรกdraic Sรบilleabhรกin ; Brendan Gleeson · Colm Doherty ; Kerry Condon · Siobhรกn Sรบilleabhรกin ; Barry Keoghan - Dominic. A comedy drama set on an island just off the coast of Ireland. It is 1923. There is a civil war happening on the mainland. What I first noticed was the amazing scenery thanks to the cinematography. Interesting location. I believe that tourists will flock there. This film will win awards. Nice soundtrack consisting of classical and folk music. Great cast of actors. The way they riff off each other. The accent is strong. You do feel for the characters. Colin had the standout performance. I had watched Calvary which starred Brendan. That's why I decided to see this. You will also be familiar with Ballykissangel and Father Ted. I have always wanted to visit Ireland. Go to a village. There is minimal special effects. Kerry is attractive. Pรกdraic is a farmer, a nice guy and lives with his sister Siobhรกn. She is smart and caring. He has a friend named Colm that is a musician. But one day Colm has decided that he no longer wants to be friends. I know the feeling as I haven't had any contact with a few people. He is a miserable bugger. He does warn him to stay away. Pรกdraic is relentless and annoys him. There is the local police officer who is pretty shady, he has a son named Dominic who is a trouble maker. I have had thoughts about the mysterious Mrs McCormick. An elderly woman that is always present in certain places. What does she represent? There was some foreshadowing and so I predicted correctly what would happen to one character. Was there more to the friendship than was let on? I like the pub. Great landlord. Sweet, quaint. I did think about how the film ended. Maybe it could have been better. But overall it is a good film. There will be trivia and discussions. Showing on Disney Plus but will be available elsewhere. 

Mohamed from Fareham has used my mobile number. Now is his number similar or is it done internationally. A fucking removal company website had the details. Then 6 different numbers called. Just taking the piss.
I have had 10 calls, 1 voicemail, 3 texts. The company that has the comparisons hasn't got back to me. This Mo from Fareham seems to input my mobile number. Now I don't think that it would be possible for two people to have the same number. If his number was similar with 1 digit difference. Maybe the number was cloned/spoofed. Different phone providers using the same number. Contacted the Fareham Council. Did try getting to the police. I did manage to find his details before. Am I going to have to go to that town and track him down? Then stab him to death. The comparison site hasn't got back to me.
Pro Israel zionists at a protest calling for genocide of Palestinians. Who will condemn them? 









Sungchul and Jake are racist idiots. Need to learn history. 






Human rights lawyer and Zionist being an oxymoron. Churchill was a war criminal. Someone will be firing up the gas chambers. 


Always some weirdo that doesn't know the meaning of woke. The original films still exist. Clearly these muppets don't understand history.

Definitely a fascist








Mp for my county. 


This cunt blocked me again. 

I went to the cinema to see a new scifi horror film from Blumhouse. In the room were several people however this woman was quite vocal and that annoyed me. Anyway it is M3GAN. 
Allison Williams · Gemma 
Violet McGraw · Cady 
Ronny Chieng · David 
Amie Donald · M3gan 
Jenna Davis · M3gan
Jen Van Epps - Tess
Brian Jordan Alvarez - Cole
Stephane Garneau-Monten - Kurt 
There were scenes where I knew something bad was going to happen and to which characters. I had watched Brian on YouTube, Jenna is also on there. Ronny was on The Daily Show. Moving on you have Cady. On the road with her parents. There is an accident. Afterwards she goes to live with her hot aunt Gemma. Who is creating robotic toys. I like the satire. I am reminded of Robocop, Westworld and Child's Play. Gemma has secretly been working on creating a robot girl that could befriend a child. The boss is obviously annoyed. There are the two colleagues working at the lab. The personal assistant is helping the boss. M3gan is cute, creepy and clever. I like how she is very observant of humans. She is evolving and would act and think for herself. She is meant to help Cady with her trauma and protect her from harm. She becomes obsessive and will remove anyone seen as a threat. 
The special effects and stunts were great. Fantastic acting. You will like the soundtrack. Good horror. I think M3gan is a brilliant character. She may look like a girl but she is a powerful machine. She may be a psycho but is she really the villain or are the humans the bad ones? There is something that the personal assistant Kurt was doing that there should have been more information on. I have been a fan of James Wan and Jason Blum since the early days. They never disappoint. There is talk of a sequel. But it should have been a standalone film. I recommend this film and you should see Archive, Tau, The Machine, Morgan, Replicas, Chappie, Short Circuit, Terminator, The Matrix, Ex Machina, Robocop, Extinction, Battle Of The Damned, Westworld, Child's Play, HUMANS, A.I, I Robot. See Imdb for cast and trivia.

Joey Marinara is an idiot. Joey doesn't know the meaning of woke. Somehow thinks that these people deserve to die. Not very pro life or all lives matter. 

Youtube recommended this Survive The Jive channel. It seems that the guy is a white supremacist. Hero Hei is being called out for antiblackness in the comments section. 










The accounts that I reported for spreading misinformation and for bigotry weren't to have broken any rules however when I stated a fact then I get my account locked.


Best of luck to the Williams family



Hunter taking shots at the Asshats. 

Does Charles Bousey and his team at Spoutible know what they are doing? 
+442034753631 called me. I couldn't understand the woman at all. 

I had this dream and it was strange. I worked at a hotel with my colleagues. I wanted some privacy. Maybe to use poppers. I would look for a toilet. I had been watching a horror movie rented from a company. I find that midway these Halloween figures came to life it was the delivery team. They removed all the props. I had been looking online and these roofing companies were asking questions about the types of ladders and they would leave bad reviews. I was later on an island, resembles Jersey or Greece. Open fields, everything was orange. I thought myself as one of lThe Beatles. I think I Am The Walrus or another song was playing. Then a field where it was green. There were many people about. I got to a town and there were old buildings. I had started filming on my mobile. Trying to avoid the town folk. There was a beach with rides. Sort you find in Blackpool. I would be at a convention. Then thinking of Doctor Who and if I dress like Tennant. There were washed clothes that needed drying. I clambered over to pull mine out. A series would be rebooted but be supernatural. 

 I dreamt that the Tate brothers lives down my street. I watched how Tristan put margarine on his toast.

Idiots offended over a toy octopus should not be watching University Challenge. 
Daniella never cared about Black people. Zionists like Daniella Greenbaum were antiblack from the beginning. Looking for a way to demonise BLM. False Antisemitism claims against anyone standing with Palestine. Like they did with Ilhan Omar and Jeremy Corbyn. 








I remember years ago on a post regarding someone being cruel to their pets. There was a troll in the comments. I looked at his profile. He was a Tommy Robinson fan
I mentioned this and the Kens and Karens of Loughborough Spotted were triggered. One asked what was wrong with supporting Tommy. Another accused me of being in favour of child abuse. White supremacists are such retards. 99 problems but a bitch ain't one.
I have to call up an engineer to deal with the boiler as some folk are incompetent. Having to sort the guttering as again am let down. If I wasn't being asked to lend money then maybe I could have got that loan or paid for something. I sent an enquiry via the website. I sent a regular email a week ago but no response. Then rang up the office and goes to the owner/engineer who is busy. Hadn't called the other engineer who had some work booked. No text or call back. Advised to carry on using the boiler even though it states online that I should not really. I think that I may need to pay them as they aren't bothered. I am clearly wasting my time. Just ring someone else for fucks sake. I could have tried the number if the office staff are back from holiday. Helyn has often sent the emails. I assume that this might be her but she is hot. I give people enough time, my patience and money is running out. One step closer.





I have an appointment booked now. I was using my damaged sunglasses. One piece had fallen on the ground and I didn't go and pick it up. It was on the ground for a while. I come back and it is there and I did not pick it up regardless of who would see me. I binned the glasses. They were a good pair. Maybe I could have got them fixed but I was going to get new ones. Family wanting all this stuff cleared from the house. I will do it on my own time. He wants carpets replaced and organised a meeting with this agent. It does not need doing. I won't be paying a single penny. I have given you money. The scaffolding finally is arriving but I am not in the mood. It is my week off. Can't get any peace and quiet. I still have to get money to sort the guttering. I should have sued Pete Evans. The lining does not work. 15 years guarantee isn't it. It could be too late or pointless. That was the only issue. He may have thought the product would do the job. The joints needed sealing. The fact that he ignored me is what bugs me. It is never too late. Not sure where that other review went. Call it a loss. They did alright on other areas. The windows do not need to be open. Keep the heat in. The boiler is to be dealt with. Waiting for the engineer to arrive. They set him to arrive at 8am. I did not sleep for 45 minutes for this. Had to move equipment for access to the boiler which I had mentioned. No sign of John. Why book him in early if he cannot make it? I could go back to sleep. I had been gym in the morning and so would get up in time for 8am. Again I am asked about the doctors appointment. You can't just go to it if there isn't an appointment. I have to call Ideal as it would be cheaper. The engineer explained alot to me about what could be done and it might not solve the issue. Engineer from Ideal would be down. I have a payment plan guarantee with D&G. I would have had to pay more for BK to sort it. I need to leave this house. I filmed the fog outside and this Indian guy on the bike goes "wow" as soon as I looked his way. Dickhead was being sarcastic. Or was astonished at what I was doing. I don't really care what he thinks. I will do what the fuck that I want. I don't owe you any explanation Karen. You are irrelevant. Fall off the bike. I won't give you any more thought. So Mo has used my number again. The police and council should be doing something. I should just contact them again. Getting texts and calls. But they won't give me his details. I contacted Local Moves. I tried speaking to them earlier. Another company called Get A Mover. Block them. Cancelling your plans in 3,2,1... I have no choice but to kill him or act like him and ruin things. I told her when the doctors appointment is and she has left an hour early. I am not going to sit there. I would say when she was meant to leave. The guy with the stroller says that some white male came to his house. Said that he knew me and he worked for the company. Took money of him. This was probably made up. Nothing to do with me. Call the police. I used Wowcher to buy sunglasses. They haven't been delivered. It seems that I have to redeem a voucher by signing up to something. I am not giving my details or paying more money. I will have to have a refund. The injection was already had and appointment made and I had only just arrived. So a waste of my time. Rang work for the rota and no one answered. I saw a dead Swan floating along the canal. Listening to Capital Extra and the presenters are annoying. Talking about Love Island when no one really is interested. Music isn't bad. Seeing the Arab guy with crutch come into the store twice and not buy anything. He was up to something. A lady says that he asked her for money. He used one of the lighters on sale. Buy it ffs. These guys at door not looking at the opening times. I had to explain when we open and that we don't sell cigarettes. Why do people think that? That one miserable blonde gave the silent treatment. Who on Earth fucked you? Trying this poppers not working the first time. I did spot two attractive women at the gym. One ginger haired, tall and a brunette in green. This guy is doing squats, clearly not using the hip bridge machine yet puts his bottle on it. All I need to do is ask and he will surely move it. Otherwise it is wasting my time. Or just use the barbell. I am doing other exercises in the meantime. Does annoy me. Why the fuck the plug had to be taken out when the extension lead is still in use. Don't need to switch off the socket I still need it to charge my phone. The iron needs the amp changing. I get to the gym and there are a few students here. Spotted some attractive women. Tall blondes. One brunette with large breasts in a white top and another who I thought was the same, in grey. A nice redhead in black. I was going to have a shave. Not sure what that would achieve. I am here to train and aren't going to pull. I won't mention gym again. Got to be respectful. I served these two blondes that were really pretty. A sign from the building next door fell off because of the wind almost hitting a woman. A car and van had crashed. One into the traffic light. My family member asking to borrow money when you should be paying back from earlier. There was a tall guy, a student after Vanish products. His friend was down the aisle. I showed him the way. Upon them heading to the till. He was walking out and had this Nivea Sunscreen in his hand which he put in his pocket. I should have asked him about it and rang for the manager as she could check cctv. I checked the tickets but there was a zero count. I didn't Challenge 25 this student buying a lighter. I believed this man with a beard to be old enough. He looked to be in his 20s. There was the Asian woman that asked about the 60% discount sign. Majority of items were reduced. She expected to get a discount at the till. The man with the crutches was in but then was near the snacks. Went around to the other side. He would be on his phone leaving. I should have alerted my colleague. Immediately with the "just this/these" from customers. The delivery is tomorrow when we had thought the changes were this week. Whoever threw the coffee cup hadn't emptied it. The bin bag was closed but the liquid spilt through it. Some black woman just about rest her foot on the stool. I found three pieces of glass. Has anyone been sweeping up? Boxes not being flattened or thrown into the cages. Remove the plastic from the card. Left stuff in front of the fire exit. Audit has started. It was windy so the lid needed to be placed onto the cages. Act and think fast. Deal with shit then. I do not need to add other things. It is irrelevant. I was sent the pack of condoms from online. It arrived in a small box. Just needed a padded envelope. I could not get a refund from Wowcher. Entered my details with Belap and paid for postage. The nights out are still happening. But I am no longer invited. I knew that this man in blue heading this way was going to ask me for change. Not sure what his situation is. Hope he doesn't ask me again. Having to wait in the back or come back later for when the shift starts because of audit. This couple came in. He has a brummie accent. They picked up items to pay for at the till. He was doing something reaching for the waterfall. He was fumbling with his bag. Clearly putting something in. I had served them. He sets the alarm off. He had mentioned the perfume. He says "it's the nuts and bolts in my leg" Clearly should have asked him to stop and gone over. Now with the Edge Training management should confront them. I reported it. I knew that he needed watching as he has done dodgy stuff before. The caucasity. All staff were at the front. My colleague says that they have been coming in a few times. The other colleague had said about Jamaican girls that they have an attitude and a chip on their shoulder. She said the old not being racist but, she also wasn't trying to be sexist either. That was clearly racist. This was after the assistant manager talks about a rude customer and I asked for the description. It was one customer and I knew that she was prejudiced. The irony. She was complaining about pronoun badges last year. Nicolas Williamson being retarded. Also served the bigot Phil Harpham that used racial slurs years ago. Joanne Royston has used a slur. Tom Squires did make racist comments. Charlie whatever called me a slur at school. Dylan Bradley was racist too. Jason Allen was being ignorant. Back to work. She had watched that couple but was uncertain of what he took. The other colleague was blasรฉ about it.  I served this hot redhead. I had this pain at the back of my head. There was no one observing cctv for 30 mins earlier today. No police available later to help Boots. Capitol Extra actually played 99 problems on the radio. The theme for Loughborough. The shoplifters weren't officially reported to the police. 
This young black man working for Royal Mail put the wrong post again. But came to correct his mistake. This young male was being watched by Tango Victor. He had already stolen from other stores. He set the barrier off on his way in. He was acting innocent. I should have hit three bells. The assistant manager saw him. Now he had grabbed a few laundry packs. He intended on leaving with them. He went back up. The manager was at the door. She should have gone over to see if he would put something in his bag. He dumped the items. The manager wanted to check his bag. He argued. Tango Victor should have warned me that he was coming. 
My reaction time wasn't so good as I had used poppers in the morning. I should not have. Skipped Challenge 25 someone over a nail kit
This old woman wanted mops. For using with hands. I pointed her in the direction. She went off on one. Something about mucking about. The manager was cashing up and so I had to call her. She bought these cloths. Should have been specific. Acting like I didn't know anything. She apologised. She mentioned that I should do some housework. Well you cunt, I do. Some couples trying to buy over the limit of painkillers. Well they were allowed to purchase them separately. Husband and wife. A guy wanted Ck Summer which we didn't have and he wanted someone to help him. Manager told him the same thing. I have to mention that the shoplifter from last Thursday had the audacity to come in. I rang three bells. Supervisor took her time getting down to the front. I had to point them out to her. I reported it to Tango Victor. It should have been reported to the Police before. I had scanned an item for a price check, the scanner gun should have been behind the till. I hadn't voided the item and the next customer had been charged for it. Luckily she noticed and got a refund. The door was left open and a pick up not collected. Don't want to fail the audit. Some woman's card app on her phone wasn't working. She wondered out maybe to get a signal or something. I had already scanned the items and couldn't void the transaction. I rang for my colleague but he hadn't answered. 
Got my food from the German Kebab place. Box wasn't closed properly. I had used poppers earlier. Big delivery tomorrow. It arrived late. So we opened late. The Auditor had arrived. I still had stock to work down my aisle. I should not have used poppers last night. So many cages. Overhearing my colleague singing. She wasn't even closing the fire door properly that's why the alarm wasn't on. My brother still asking for money. You are supposed to pay back that other lot. How the fuck can I get the guttering sorted? I didn't bother asking this student for ID for lighter and another for nail glue. They are old enough. I just did not care anymore. Still need to do the job. I should have got the moss killer spray or powder and applied it whilst it remained dry. It will rain Thursday morning. Instead of using poppers. Take a look from the ladder. Not asking for ID regarding these face razors. The black girl with her brunette friends came into the store. These lads were with them. The lads tried to use a fake note after. The girls would steal an item is why they need to be watched. Some woman called it an health and safety issue when the manager opened the carrier bag. Was my manager wishing her harm? The owner of another store wanted a homeless man gone. I served this short blonde with nice legs. This redhead buying hair dye was miserable. I saw that shoplifter Natasha Wright. My brother still puts a new toilet roll on when the old one isn't finished. My mum talking to herself in the night. My other brother needs to pay back what he owed. Tell his lazy partner to get a job. Stop going on nights out. Forget about Valentines, birthdays and Christmas. I knew when he rang up that he would ask for money. Wants to get the money to me once he sells the car. I will trash it to teach him a lesson. Block his number. Just say no. 
I should not have used the poppers yesterday. I needed speed today. Tried this afternoon but they weren't having an effect and so poured it away. Should have waited. I did better on the delivery. I need to keep it up. I would have used my poppers. My younger brother was working downstairs. My other brother used my phone to look up up a new phone. I had told him not to take long. He then later came to use it again. It pretty much wasted my time. Especially as I would go to sleep early as I will use the gym. Having to have the cleaner use his Bluetooth speakers. Getting spam emails and phone calls. Trying to get my questions answered on an AI stream. It isn't happening. Some turds are spamming so they get a reply. I had to go into work as someone called in sick. I had to keep an eye on these girls. These two guys that I feel were dodgy. Both came in and were looking around. Then left. Spent all that time. Clearly would have taken something. Someone had attempted to steal £599 worth of stock from Superdrug. The staff got the items back. Tango Victor swears when told the amount. Very professional. It is all over the radio. Sarah Foster was out. A shoplifter or known associate. Sarah Kline was with a man. She is someone that I knew from school. Apparently using a fraudulent card. Never liked her. People saying "just this/these" how about you say hello. Do you not have any manners? Let me do my job. I should be offering sas. Ask them anyway. This pensioner probably in his 60s. Complaining about the hiphop afrobeats music. Enquired about where I was from. A white male and he used to live in Botswana. He says that people were racist to him calling him a "white bastard" were they really? He spoke to a "coloured" girl as he put it. She was upset about something. He went onto say that you are born where you are born. Ignore the ignorant. I think that it is better to retaliate. I had a large basket of stock to scan with only one till open and it was near closing time. I didn't Challenge 25 some student buying razors. My head has been hurting. A few hot blondes in the store with nice legs. The type that work out. This shower gel was spilt everywhere. I wasn't sure if I had scanned this drink I may have done. One lady thought my colleague was useless. Another thought that the manager wasn't helpful. You wanted to pay for the items on card and wanted coins in change. Another woman wanted 2 fivers. Well she would need to make a purchase. A woman returned this hair dye as the holes were in the wrong place. A blonde asked about jobs. I did tell her about Indeed but she said that she was done with it. Hours were reduced so no one else is getting hired. The manager was throwing out the rubbish and I needed her to help a customer. I wasn't going to go to the gym. I was going to use the poppers. My brother then feels the need to use my phone. He had it for half an hour. It puts me off. I went to get it back and he wasn't done with it. It is getting late as it is. I would have needed to set the alarm. The phone would run out of power. You already used it to look up phones before. Just go to a shop or look online at the library. I do feel like smashing something. My mum talking to herself repeatedly saying the same thing. It disturbs my sleep. It is 22:18. You can go on your own to the doctors. I ended up overdrawn and not having enough to pay for the guttering as not paid back. The fact that it should not be an issue now. I hadn't sued the company. Poor job and ignoring me. I can get part refund. I will warn people about using the service. Trading standards will know. The product was shit. The other company didn't stop the leaking. I can let it go. Karma will come. I am taking all the cash for the car. I am not lending any money. Deal with any racists or other abusive twats. Record them and get violent. Shoplifters shown no mercy. I need to start stabbing or slapping people. Gym training, all this shit for work. The poppers weren't doing it neither was this gyno porn video. Waste of time. I had left the fleshlight on charge. My brother was checking his form. I was meant to put it away. I could have gone to the gym at anytime. Never got a response from Chronic Way but still added his name to the release. Not enough money to put down a deposit. I have to make sure that I have money for other things. The delivery had to be cancelled. The driver reached his legal limit on the road. I had got to the doctors but didn't sign in. They wanted me to. This man was talking to the receptionist. A woman comes in talking loudly on her phone. She was loud without it. Went to the desk. Should have stood a few feet away. It was approaching 7pm and my brother had the TV up loud playing the music. I was asleep until that point. Now it is more difficult to get back to sleep. Instead of ringing up a roofer I did fuck all. All people that use the word woke as an insult are twats. My brother had come to my room about 6 times. Wanting to find info on a restaurant for his birthday. Needing to use my phone. Taking too long. Having a conversation on the home phone and coming back for an update. Deal with it yourself. Has to look at other options after having booked a table. Wants to see films available at the cinema. He is loud when doing the ironing. Slamming the thing. Your voice is strained yet you talk so much shit. My mum rambles. I get no privacy. Having to check the bathtub as the button that operates the sink plug isn't being used properly. Does no one wipe the toilet seat or use the brush? Do not break anything as I will make you pay for it. Had not been fast enough on delivery. Fair bit to work through. A staff member called in sick. Head office let us have a free fragrance. I wasn't bothered about it. Two of my colleagues were nagging me to take one. I will sell it on ebay or donate it to charity. The manager and another colleague weren't being very professional. The tone in which they spoke to customers. Laughing at some. Is it that time of the month? Had a customer ask about my neck. Whether ai had problems. Mind your own business. My brother asked for money again. I said no. Still waiting to be paid back. Doing excess exercises for speed. All for a job that I don't like and plan on quitting. I had been asleep and my brother decided to use the iron at 9.40pm and slamming the thing. Going back and forth to get an item of clothing. Finished 10pm. I needed to be up at 3.30am.
The delivery was small and that training helped. The Welsh guy was talking negatively about migrants and charities. As he was approaching the till. 
I had to do the edge training. Not working on my phone. Could have gone straight to the library after work but went home. Should have remembered. Now I had to come back to town centre. It is raining. The fucking card doesn't let anyone in. I went into work to try to use the ipad. Management told me to come in for tomorrow's shift and use it then. I had been told to have this training done by the end of today. It has stopped raining. A wasted journey. I tried to use the poppers twice and it was barely working the first time. I had served a lady and she was with a regular customer that I also served. The barrier went off as they exited. Now I may not have detagged the laundry item. She had a Primark bag where an item could be tagged. I thought nothing more of it then checking with management. I found these two tags which were possibly from the day before. Now thinking of this dark haired guy with glasses. He came and went. I find vitamins placed by a wrong ticket. These box of lozenges. All of them opened. Different date codes. One box half empty in the draw. I am clearing someone else's mess. I was much faster on delivery but can't let my mind wander. I also had this pretty, middle Eastern woman wanting a sim card. Something about 3g. Not understanding much. I asked about her phone provider. I was busy as it is. It is difficult if you don't speak English. I had these overs, stock that won't go out. I put them away only for them to be worked by someone else. I wasn't going to overfill the draw. I put them away for a reason. I had left work and was meant to go into the bank to get an appointment for a loan but went home. Sooner I get this guttering nonsense sorted the better. If I was thinking of ringing another company. Just go with the one that isn't a let down. Others either get it wrong or ignore me. 
There was this man with receding hair, brown trousers, black jacket. He had been stealing from other stores. He imitated the rings as I was calling for management. He bought a drink. Tango Victor were talking about him. The security guard from boots retrieved an item that he took from that store. He had it down his trousers. This other chap in red coat, beard and slim build. I had watched him before. So should have immediately rang the bells. I waited and watched him. He started to stick items into his pockets. Condoms and blue pills. The manager got the items off him. He was reported. If I alerted the staff early then he would not have a chance to get an item. Not be niave or give any chances. Trust my instincts. Some woman not knowing the paracetamol limit, the sign is up. It is a Hail storm now. Had walked through it. I don't mean to be rude but the supervisor hadn't answered the bell on more than one occasion. Had a long queue too. This student I was serving. I said "thank you very much" he replied with "no, thank you very much" takes the piss. What is the point? The caucasity. The old lady that asked aboutthe Chardonnay asked why they weren't in. Because they haven't fucking delivered it. My colleague with her godawful singing. I heard that the HSBC building was on fire yesterday. The roof was being rebuilt. Faggot still winding me up switching the toilet roll, use your common sense. Still asking for money, you just paid me back. Mum's room does not need painting. These people are meant to visit and see what can be done for the property. They best not fuck up the plumbing. I don't need to help you move anything. Mum starts bringing the stuff from her room into mine at 6:30am and doesn't close the door. My brother will move the stuff. Twats not buying the car. Talking to yourself at night. It has been over an hour. You retards will have to deal with all this yourself. If I haven't killed anyone in Loughborough then consider yourself lucky. I had made the DistroVid payment for which I am getting a refund. Hardly been asleep for long and woken early. The toilet gets blocked again. The button operating the plughole hardly works. Half of the time I only seem to be the one hoovering, mopping, dusting, putting the laundry in the machine and wiping surfaces. Mess not caused by me. Others will do something. It is St Patrick's Day and also a former friend's birthday. Happy Birthday Alan. I won't add any more as it isn't healthy. I had booked another appointment for a loan. I could just pick a company to repaint or repair the guttering. I could just say fuck it. Get the pipe installed and move out. Instead of blogging and saying stuff. Just quit the job and move away. No one else will do anything as they are just useless. Leave it for them to sort out not my problem. I will be stuck here paying this shit off. I don't have to do anything. I didn't Challenge 25 for Beconase Spray which I should have done. I did say that I could not serve the same person twice for painkillers. The woman used a card and then coins. Two packs for her and another for the husband. This teen got her grandfather to get the nail glue which is also age restricted. Should not really have allowed it. She was going to get another but couldn't. Some girl didn't give eye contact when handing the product over.
Went to the bank again about a loan. Can't get a loan or credit card. I should have rang the Whitecroft as to give them two weeks notice. I have to save. Well I can't do that if I have to lend money. Royal Roofing were useless or the product was. I found a student card. I can just post it or drop it off at the college the next day. I could have gone straight there as I was in town. Most students headed home. It was windy. I couldn't be arsed. Waste of time, I could have gone to the cinema instead or just straight after. I went to the college. The journey seemed long especially after work. I did end up going through one building. Then there was the student union. Some students were looking and I could not get in. Looked a twat. I finally found reception which is in a new area. It had been 8 years since I was at the college. I would go Tesco. The doctors have already booked an appointment for the injection. There is one this afternoon. But not enough medication which I should have ordered as I had a month to get. Have to rearrange or miss until the next one. My mum had already gone in the morning when it was booked for 3pm. Have to rearrange if my brother can't take her. For some reason the socket had switched off. I had left something on charge. If you aren't using anything in the room then leave it alone. Why the fuck is this woman using the toilet with the door open? Why does he still put a new toilet roll on with the old one? Taking too long in the toilet. Blocking it. Not wiping away the water that is on the floor after using the brush. My cousins are visiting and so I could go see them. Did he plan on getting married during 2020? Could you not have planned it? Same for my nephew. Turds at the gym not clearing up after themselves. If you can use the weight then you can easily put it back. My mum decided to go out after 8pm to buy some milk. There is enough in the fridge. There is more delivered in the morning. My brother useless as he is, just sees her go out or the door closes but doesn't go out. So I have to go out. It is raining as well. It was dark. My other brother came out in the car. She had come back and I tried to get her to walk back home but she was determined to go to this other shop. There are cars waiting who knows what they must have thought. But I don't care about them. If it looked bad as I was trying to get her away. Nothing dodgy. This family is a bunch of twats. I won't be chasing after her again. It will be her fault, she should know better. Next time he sees her leave go after her. No one else washing the clothes. Clean up after yourself especially when using the toilet. Getting asked to lend money that I don't have. If I didn't answer then there is a reason for that. Not getting paid back the amount owed or soon enough. I won't be able to put any money aside. Fuck the guttering. I am moving out. Job isn't worth it. Find something that pays more. I need to leave this house. No rest for the wicked. I wasn't going add anything but this Karen pissed me off. The shop was closed. The manager was doing banking. It came close to opening time. This blonde with glasses, blue blouse and green coat. Tried the door. I did say that she would need to wait a few minutes. The manager hadn't come out yet. She tries again and asks if I could open the door as she needs to buy something. We'll Karen, I don't have the keys. The manager will open it. I had to go tell her. Her card declined but then let me have the change from the cash payment. The caucasity of this cunt. The world does not revolve around you. These shoplifters came in, circled and left. Some woman had shown me her bag. She was Eastern European. Now it might be her that put laundry pads into her bag. She had dumped them. She had shown her bag and asked for permission to go in. An Indian guy wanted to pay part cash and card for a bag of sweets. Made it confusing. 78p on the card. But cash has to be taken first. Getting told that I need a machine for asking sas. This shoplifter couple circled the shop. My colleague alerted me to them but didn't hit three bells like I asked. I had to get management. This northern woman nattering on her phone not saying shit to me. I had to try to remember which of the tall ginger guys was the racist from years ago. Some guy in camouflage trousers had spent a few minutes up one aisle then left. I was suspicious. 
My mum decided to use the bath. Just as I needed it as I will go to the gym. Why are you up now anyway? It is 2am. You will delay things for me if I have to wait. I would have to do everything at the gym locker room instead. I got to use it. Left at 2:37am.
I could have gone to ask for a repeat prescription from the doctors. I didn't have a mask so didn't bother. It is raining now. I was considering going today. They don't take requests over the phone. I will go another day. All this computing equipment arrived at the house for my brother. How are you buying this yet asking me for money? This man wanted two tens from his £20. He would wait for this woman to wait. I did explain to the cunt about the policy. Just take it to the bank. The guy with the stroller beckoning me over. One you won't give me money owed. Two I am not buying your shit. So I kept walking. You turds continue to ignore me when greeted at the door. Also not saying anything other than "just this" at the till. This woman jokingly asking if I can be trusted, why they have left me alone at the front. Shut up Karen. How hard is it for my colleagues especially management to break down boxes also places items by the relevant shelves? Not to forget the shit and loud singing. This Asian woman did carry on shopping when told that we were closing. Supervisor did have a bus to catch. Sandra Leoung had these two large parcels for her Bunk business. No one was in. The delivery driver left them in our store. The supervisor told him that we couldn't accept them. There was another parcel left with us before. Dump it back outside or send it back to the courier depot. The woman was coughing loudly and I felt it on my arms. I did see this ginger haired guy with a bun wearing grey joggers and bottoms. Wandering around the store. Something felt like I should be concerned. I thought he was OK. He was adjusting or sliding something down his trousers. I wrote the description. Didn't tell the manager until after as I had customers to serve. I ought to have said something straight away. I told my colleague. She hadn't told the manager when ai eventually gave the note she said that I should ring three bells. She could not see anything on cctv. It isn't my fault. We watched this couple down one aisle and another girl on the other side. Nothing purchased and they left. I watched a guy with alcohol cans as he went down the aisle. Bunk has their items left with us thanks to the delivery driver. Why is no one in? Had to double check this Scottish note. I told this old couple about the paracetamol limit about not serving the same person. She paid with cash and card. Should not allow it. The caucasity of these cunts. 
I tried to get the medication from the pharmacy. The slip was given but nothing was had. I was told to talk to the GP. The receptionist did think that I was ordering there and then. Her fucking colleague put it in before the weekend. Don't they communicate? I don't have to collect as the medication will go straight to the nurse. That would have been easier in the first place. My brother has some sort of game that could generate money. However he would need my bank details and email. The money for fence repairs etc. I am not signing up for anything. Money would be paid back to me. Sounds like a gambling platform. Just send me the money straight to my account. I have been messed around enough. I decided to give my email. My other brother had switched off the socket. I left something to charge. The scaffolding tower is to be removed. Just a waste of time. Some guy at the gym says hi to me but I don't know him. My youngest brother was using the iron and when the power went off he wanted me to switch it back on. He was already up and now he asked me to bring the bin into the garden. He is up and could go and do it himself. How lazy are you? I am not a lackey. My mum comes in asking if I was alright. It was after 8am. I was trying to sleep. My brother asking to borrow money and have some deposited into that game. Though I am getting it back next week. It is the final time. I will cover the wood on the verge. Just needed the ladders. 

I could have sorted the verge yesterday which I wanted to do as my brother wanted to wait till Tuesday. Now it is raining and the water is leaking back in again. I will have to get that pipe installed. 

I was bringing the cages out the back and some guy had parked his van in our section. Practically blocking anymore cages being placed. He did arrive and move his van. 
The manager felt like cleaning the toilet. I eventually was desperate as I made my way home. Stained the underwear. 
These two pretty women were buying alcohol. As I served the blonde. I noticed her photo was slightly different to how she looks now. I assume that she dyed her hair. It looked a little like her friend. I had toook at them both. I should have denied it if I had concerns. Both are over 20. This woman had paid for her stuff but was a £1 short after being handed the remainder finished the transaction. I find a coin on the till desk. I thought it was her that returned but no. Did I overcharge her? This student Id card had been handed into the store though it was on the streets. Now I am to email the university. Hopefully she comes back for it. I should deal with stuff there and then. Not dwell on it. An appointment had been set with the doctors and my mum was taken there but somehow it had been changed. No notice given either. The nurse is meant to receive the medication straight from the pharmacy. But they had gone to lunch and it was locked. Takes the piss. My brother still asks for money and hadn't paid back the other money. I will not send anymore. I don't see how the other money that I sent doesn't seem to last. I want paying back quickly. Do not ask again. Mum has to repeat godhari. I was trying to use the poppers and it has worn off. My youngest brother calling to my mum to wash her hands upstairs. She already did that and has to repeat himself. She is just being slow. He keeps placing two toilet rolls on the holder. Are you OK? I wanted to use my poppers and fleshlight but as my other brother has come to the house he will just disturb me. Can't get privacy or here. I should have just gone to the gym. I can use them tomorrow. Maybe go to the library. I start to use my fleshlight I was erect. I hear this knock on the door. I had to get dressed to answer it. Person had gone. There is a leaflet from Hdre in the letterbox. I see a woman walk down and then up the street. It basically put me off. Try to get aroused again. Now a family member has come back so it is pointless. Did this woman knock or was it someone else? 
I used my poppers. As they are a new bottle it will wear down once opened. I have to stop using them. If it affects my speed or thinking then that is an issue. I don't need to be using on certain days. So I had to have a bath, take creatine. As I would be working a late shift. I should have just slept. I did serve this guy and he had gone back to grab something before. He set the barrier off and gave him the OK. I should have checked the bag and got him to walk through again. This brunette was after usb cords. I wasn't sure if we still had them. She assumed that we did and went to check. She comes back saying "you were lying to me" as she left. I saw her go by with Robert Tebbs who I know from years back. He has got in trouble with the law. She deserved a slap. I ought to have warned Tango Victor. I was in the middle of a transaction but the guy was using his phone banking app and needed to transfer money. Only one till on I had to get it voided. My supervisor was in wearing a crop top of sorts. Looking good. Some alcohol was being bought with other items. The son was probably in the 20s. The mum packed the items and he used her card. I would have asked him for ID. The poppers did affect me as they would. Was slower, the intrusive thoughts were a distraction. My colleague was in the office for close to 10 minutes and I was waiting to sign out. Don't waste fucking time. Keep dropping the delivery stock by the wrong area. My brother rang up just to see if mum was OK. Call the house phone. 07399224106 rang. Left a silent voicemail. Who is it? I was trying to use the self service at Tesco. The woman with the mask had to check my bag. It would not let me scan other items as it kept getting the bag weight wrong. Just a quick update. I felt the need time get it off my chest, I should just let it go. There was this couple in the store. My colleague had been following them but then went into the back. They seemed ok to me at first. I wasn't given any warning. I had been filling the chiller. The woman, bright red hair, blue coat, picked up two fragrances from the display and walked out I called out to the them, the man was tanned, had dark hair and beard. I had to grab the radio and press the bell. I did see a police officer but the shoplifters weren't around. My Supervisor advised me to be cautious. I would have gone out after them but no one would be covering the tills. She didn't even bother ringing 101 or report it online. Took the details and the Assistant Manager is to report it. I wanted to tell Tango Victor but Supervisor says not to bother, what's done is done. That is pathetic. These cunts will be back. The woman will be slapped about. The other incident last week was this Spanish woman needing some medicine for her daughter. The aunt, her sister was in the store getting the young daughter to steal makeup. Cctv had been checked. Primark reported some theft and told our store. The General Manager went out and confronted the family. The girl was crying. She got the goods back. What kind of parenting is that? Natasha Wright is a criminal, she had passed by and taken a free leaflet. She could use it to disguise and any item taken or perhaps she will get one of her friends to steal an item on the leaflet. Also this woman was on her phone and her her young daughter was paying for the goods. These Anebasol product is not to be sold to under 21s. I did tell her. She calls her mum who seems to act like it's OK but then disappears again. Dickhead. It will get me in trouble. People continue to say just this. I had my hand on my head and this woman jokes if it is the latest dance. Fuck off Karen. I hadn't asked two different people buying Killablock, for ID. They looked old enough. I should be asking. This ginger cropped haired guy came into the store. Wore a green jacket, Jack Wills top, blue jeans and had an empty black bag in his hand. Part of me, my instincts told me to ring the bell. Inform my colleague about a potential shoplifter. Other side felt he was OK. I had hoped he was. But he was a shoplifter. I felt that it was my fault. He had things in his bag. Talking to himself as he left. It has been reported. It is not my fault but his. Happened at 1pm like yesterday. Talking about it doesn't help. Acting there and then would have worked. A little less conversation a little more action. This brunette with piercings was in the store briefly. The person waiting for her kept looking back. She had her bag over her shoulder but was holding it on the way out. The General Manager was down the aisle. I was looking over too. Should have rung the bell. This blonde in green coat wanted a pregnancy kit and asked about perfume. Now she may have been upto something. I got a colleague to help. The card declined. Now she did not return. I may have watched her or someone similar before. She had been with the bitch with the dyed red pink hair in Superdry coat that stole last week. She overhead the radio and bells from outside. Her name is Ashley. This chap on his bike had stuff around his mouth. He paid for a perfume. Management were nearby. We all will be watching. Karma will deal with you. Two guys were followed around the store. Tango Victor only mentioned a name. The Supervisor was reluctant to get extra change from the safe. I did stick up for her. My colleague lagged her off. We were running low. She suggested using the other one. A man wanting body spray not deodorant. Same thing really. I asked a girl for ID, her friend jokingly asking if she could show me her Facebook. I need an ID card what the fuck are you on? I had pain running up the back of my head. I used a cream and took pills but it still hurt. On a special mention. At work. There was this woman, blonde, her teeth were sharp in some parts. She had these tattoos on her chest. Green floral dress. Pretty hot. Then this tall blonde with big tits. I did pass a green haired girl in a black top that showed off her cleavage. I find that I had payments debited from my account from Ladbrokes and Electraworks Ltd. I didn't authorise it. I should not have joined that gambling site. Having to ask family. But it has nothing to do with them. Also seeing if Playzee are connected. Is this the deposit? Or some fraudster at work. Was that Mo in Fareham responsible? Different locations. Definitely getting a refund and a new card. I am reporting it. Thanks to the advisor I got a refund and new card. Will change my phone number. Whoever you are your days are numbered. I have had to go get cash from the bank. I could have waited for my card to arrive. Didn't have appropriate ID. The clerk asked me a bunch of questions. No signature on file. The call centre guy did say it should be fine. I cancelled the card so obviously it was going to be difficult. I did say that I was in no rush and could come back. All this because of a fraudster twat. Makes me look dodgy which I am far from. She was only doing her job. The cash that I had was all spent. Can't get any more. I finally painted the ceiling. 

I always seem short on money for the deposit. This thunderstorm would be coming and it is here. I should have just called Whitecroft to install the downpipe. It had been dry for a long time. It is more like hail. The water did leak in again. The ladders have been taken away by the neighbour.
I am saving up enough and could get it replaced. Takes the piss. My brother still borrowed a large amount of money from my mum. I was going to ask to use some for the cinema. I would transfer money over. He even asked me for some. My mum is repeating the same nonsense out loud. She did this yesterday afternoon which pissed me off. Doing it again between 2-3am. Get the fuck to sleep. My youngest brother opening up those beans jars. Almost all of it has been emptied. Not closing the jar which is still in the fridge. It will go off and then that is more waste. Fuck your community guidelines. It is meant to rain on some days. It will take till a month later to have guttering replaced. That means the pipe would have to be added in the meantime. I would remove the black tape underneath as it is no good. Takes away from what money I have saved up. I did see this good waterproofing product. I would have got it but it is pointless now. It is summer, for fucks sake. There were jobs done which I paid for. Others that weren't done. I won't be paying to have additional things done or go over stuff. I don't want to dwell on this nonsense. I hadn't got my key. My mum was in the house the entire time. I had lost over an hour. I waited and then picked up a spare key from my brother's house. I had to walk up the street and rush back. I had rung the phone and knocked several times. My fault for not having my key. But she should have answered. The windows were open. I even considered climbing up the house. A person living opposite asked if I was OK. My manager had already signed me out at 10:30am but not told me until I happened to need the gun/scanner. Somewhat amused at having to see if I needed to be in tomorrow. 
My Bluetooth headphones weren't working. I had charged them. I had picked up the wrong usb cord now need to exchange them. I should not have bothered after reading the reviews. Doubt much can be done. I thought that they might be wrong. Could not see the end within the packaging. 
Saw a whole lot of lightning but there was no sound. It would later rain and thunder followed. At the gym. Spotted two pretty girls. One in black sports top and leggings with dark hair, Asian. The other is blonde, wearing a tan brown kit. Nice ass. Mixed perhaps. This tall brunette in black vest, looks alright. Wanted to use the decline leg press but it is being used. The geordie fella left the weights on the sleigh. The bearded chap had I can assume a protein bar, crumbs on the table. WiFi isn't working. I have mobile data. I tried using 15kg for the incline bench press. I knew that I would fail. A guy using another machine was facing in my direction. He might have been watching me. It is pointless writing this. A woman was going to buy painkillers on two transactions. Well Karen your dad should buy his own as he did. Some woman wanting eardrops and went to other stores for price comparison. Probably got it there. Irrelevant. What I find absurd is my young colleague had an argument with someone called Aimee. Aimee called her a fat bitch which she isn't. My colleague shames her for having an Onlyfans. She told Primark staff that Aimee was a shoplifter so she was kicked out. That is uncalled for as was the name calling. I did serve a transwoman. This chap that I served alcohol to in the morning was bad to get cans. He informed me he was putting them in a carrier bag and paid for them. Needs to be careful. Some oap left her walking stick. An umbrella was thrown away. Supervisor was ill but had to work. A man was after juice and had mentioned that they were high in cholesterol and could kill somebody. I served this couple, the blonde in blue dress was pretty. Then a young couple where the brunette was pretty, wore a dark dress. 
It was annoying me that I was considering paying for a job to be done which was done last year. People still take the piss by testing the sprays when you aren't supposed to. Ignoring the signs. I should just tell them or get management. You cunts sure love to waste products. Use your common sense. Item is handed to me with "just this" what about hello? No manners. Even a colleague will say it. Are Healthy Start vouchers accepted or not? Supervisor said no but Manager says yes. Yet again my mum is up really early yammering to herself. Asking if I am alright. Opens my door. I am trying to sleep. My brother has to grab the toilet roll in my room but there is already some on the holder and stand. I took some off and we will run out in a few days. Having to go pick up items that I should have bought yesterday. Then again I have the painkillers. Buy the ointment at work. Go see a business about fixing my bag after the shift finishes and not bother going into town. 6 or more customers were greeted by me but they didn't answer. 
The house across the road had something delivered and you hear the engine running. Woke me up. I don't need anyone wishing me a happy birthday as I was sleeping. My poppers bottle had only been open a few days and didn't have the desired effect. This other one only worked once. I tried again in the evening but it was pointless. Only supposed to use it once in a day. Need to keep it airtight. My mum yelling at 2:30am. Left shit on the seat and toilet bowl. How about you clean up after yourself. I rang three bells for this couple. The woman is a regular. She and the man seemed stoned. He might have been going for the alcohol. But I think it was the chiller. They queued. I don't feel guilty. I should ring if unsure. Now I had to ring for the supervisor for a void but then as the customer was paying part cash and card so I  had to call her back. My colleague says "calm down" fuck off. This man had been looking around. I did look in his direction but should have three belled. This geordie woman was asking about purchasing over the limit of Lemsip capsules. Only two packs are allowed. She asked if she left and came back in and I said no. She explained "how would they know it was me again" and the same old shit about overdosing. Well obey the rules. I would know. I have to be honest. If you want to end it feel free. I saw some hot women. Some were students. This tanned brunette with glasses in black dress. I didn't ID two different women as they were old enough when purchasing alcohol. My colleague is leaving. Several months ago she had returned. I wasn't sure this this brown guy took any glasses as he had paid for his stuff already. A woman in red set the barrier off. Cctv was checked. Sometimes I get it right and other times wrong. I won't dwell on it.  There was this lady that was in the queue. She apparently had to be somewhere in a hurry. Another lady in front had a basket full. So she asked if she could go in front. Another white lady needed a bottle from the chiller. However she proceeds to move up the queue then there is an Indian lady that was near the paracetamol. Clearly out of the queue and cut in halfway. I should have called out to her. It annoyed some in the back. They all need to obey the rules. Not forgetting a regular customer buying over the limit of painkillers and another one doing the same. Read the signs. A man wanted plastic tweezers. Use the metal ones. Some more pretty women. Louisa who works at a beauty parlour. The blonde with tattoos and piercings. Also a tall brunette. Then there is a blonde woman that works for Lloyds. I served two former colleagues from different jobs. A customer changed her mind about the type of antihistamines. Wanted to leave after a straight swap however it is a different barcode and the manager needs to make an exchange. This Bengali man had hold of the Mach3 refill set. I spotted it missing so I asked him when it was in his hand. He was in the middle of paying. He put it back. Did enquire about the price. The ticket is on there. I didn't report him. As we were short staffed. It was a busy day. Anyway like Romeo I am done. My colleague says that she had to stop two people shoplifting. Get management to do it. You have people who hand their items over for scanning when the previous customer has not left. Also ones that queue with the person buying an item. Don't join the line if you aren't getting anything. Some woman was telling the homeless man about a virus that may not exist. A woman wanted to exchange an item. No receipt. I don't remember serving her. She says that she was here in the morning. I should have mentioned that. My supervisor might have served her. The receipt had been thrown away. This ginger haired guy in his 20s. Scabs and scars on his face and hands. My colleague rang one bell and needed me to keep an eye on him. He paid for his items. Three bells should have been pressed. That's why management didn't turn up. The guy enquires about the fragrances. Wanted one opening to test and as he was refused he decided to take a Hugo Boss. He turned right. I should have followed. The supervisor had the radio and didn't report it. He had a Hancocks work fleece. There is the cash and carry round from where I live. Could contact his manager. The fragrance wasn't tagged as the barrier didn't go off. Furthermore these teens enquired as to the minimum wage for our company. They weren't looking for work so what's the point? For some reason my Bluetooth headphones are working again. I pressed them really hard. The charging pod isn't working. I am being sent new ones. Update, now they are charging. I would have to email them back and return it. Another thunderstorm but I am always coming up short with money I should just get the pipe installed. What was I hoping to achieve I will still need to wait a month and it is two weeks for the pipe. Takes the piss. Haven't contacted another company. First things first. There was a man in red jacket. Stubble, 40s. When he visits he pays for items. He had two carrier bags. Now as he is a regular I didn't hit three bells. I should have as my instincts told me too. I saw him putting these air freshener refills into a carrier bag. I should have been faster. He ran away. I reported it to Tango Victor. The supervisor comes out and seems blasรฉ. He won't be given another chance. I had to get her to do a refund as I explained to the customer that she was cashing up. She says that I should not have. Apparently we couldn't accept Scottish notes as she isn't meant to check them. We usually can. I needed her to grab me something and the other time I needed something checking for a customer. She wasn't bothered. I swear she is useless. A mature woman buying alcohol. Her daughter with braces wanted a can. Now I should have refused the sale or asked the daughter for ID. This woman's card was getting declined. My brother decided to ask me for more money. What he should be getting from hs employers. It is far too much and I am already saving for the guttering. £1000 or less. You will delay my plans. It is a no from me. There was this redhead. Miserable as her kids annoyed her and impatient. This man wanted to return these damaged glasses. All I asked was if he had his receipt. It is standard practice. He rants "it is cheap, only £2. Not Gucci" Well thanks, Karen. A guy was wanting to know if we had Versace Blue Jeans. He has seen that we have. The lady asked for it. He said that they didn't want any yet. Then why ask? Were they going to snatch something? Nothing was missing. Maybe they were OK. I rang three bells when these two women with large bags came in. To the manager it was obvious they would take the Fixodent. I was suspicious. A guy needed the expiry date on shampoo. A woman picked up the wrong item and so the void limit was high. The manager was busy in the office and it was the wrong time to call. This Chinese student came into the store 4 times. She kept forgetting something. Write a list. I had double scanned an item. The lady got four but I charged for five so she got an extra. There was a chap that sprayed the deodorant into the air to smell it. A woman decided not to take an extra deodorant and dumps it in the battery bin. This guy didn't want batteries after finding out the price. Put the item back you lazy cunts. I served this blonde woman with glasses. She came back with the fragrance purchased. She had opened it. The bottle looked and smelled different to the tester. That is on Head Office. It is the same fragrance but revamped. She was at the hairdressers and didn't have her receipt. She was saying that as I recently served her it should be OK. Well the manager was explaining things to her and would exchange it. But Karen kept it. You aren't meant yo return it opened. These three people had to be watched. The woman was at the Rimmel stand. Alert the Assistant Manager however she had been watching on cctv. I should have left it to her. I was worried. One guy fell into the display. The one guy does buy his items. Has alot of cash. The taller guy paid. As did the woman. They were stoned. I should have reported it to Tango Victor. A guy with crutches and a mask was watched. These two guys were watched but were OK. A colleague had called in sick. Some blonde 28 year old short woman had filled her basket and was attempting to walk out. The assistant manager grabbed it. The woman had first said "you can't touch me" She had stolen £100 worth if stock last Friday. Tango Victor were warned. Apparently she managed to steal from Boots after going to Wilkos. Three bells should have been rung as I had to see her face even follow her. These people are part of a criminal ring. This Italian woman who is a regular was after a Boots giftcards. Somebody in Boots sent her to our store. We're they thinking of Superdrug? It was bizarre. It was Wilkos. This black nurse/carer was to the side of me was she just testing the fragrance or wanted ro give me her basket? She had what it looked, like cut in the queue. A woman did say to her and not sure what her excuse was. Looks like a Muslim woman was about to cut in and a white woman that already paid for items and then wanted something else. The nurse was eating too whilst being served. Almost left the food. This woman left her purse on the floor. The man that found it had a look inside. I was worried if he would take something. Just hand it over and no snooping. She got it back. I didn't get a word out of Jude the PureGym personal trainer. This woman was told about the painkiller limit. Her daughter got one but using the money given to her by her mum. Shouldn't be doing that. Some guy outside felt the need to say "I'll see you later" as a joke. I was talking to the manager, so stop being a dickhead. The Hancocks guy was around town as was the new shoplifter woman who had dyed her hair pink. This mature man asks why all the shops were closing early and called it lazy. It is approaching 5.30pm. You only turned up. He brings these laundry pods over to ask for the price. The signs are up. Enquires about fragrances and then leaves. Not sure if he is dodgy or has autism. A woman was talking to her friend about a pregnant woman taking an abortion pill after 8 weeks or a few months. Got arrested but she wasn't charged. Why have this discussion in the shop? There was this topless young man covered in oil or something. A workman, he obviously works out. Someone is using too much toilet paper. Blocking the toilet. Shit gets left on the bowl. I am the one having to clean up the mess. I should have used the caustic soda and plunger straight away. My brother had taken a shit and should have stayed to unblock the toilet. Waking up early. I didn't use it that much. Using the brush. Have to scoop the stuff away. Ought to have done before. Mum stands there watching. Telling me what to do. I had already used bicarbonate of soda and bleach. I don't want to have to call a plumber. I will eventually go to work. Will need the toilet. Maybe if I call Emir in again. We'd need to have the floor lifted. I should pick up more gloves. When I do flush hopefully it goes. Next time it blocks I am forcing one of them to clean it. Mum doesn't press the flush properly or at all. Unblocked it. Last of the updates. No more writing about work or home. Deal with it there and then. This blonde with glasses and black jacket with crooked teeth and Geordie accent. She was the same woman from weeks ago. I recognised her and she had a few items with her. A fragrance from the discount bin. I was immediately suspicious. I rang three bells. The supervisor was being oblivious. Apparently I didn't give her much to go on. The Manager knew who to watch. Blonde was talking to herself. Clearly was going to steal the item. Her card wouldn't have worked. Just carried a vape. She got aggressive and called my manager a fat bitch. That there is an admission of guilt. She is a cunt and deserves a beat down. I should have said something. These two men. Scruffy. One in grey clothing. The other in black on a wheelchair. They had been mentioned by Primark. Not much of a description. I just knew to ring for them. The supervisor stood at the front watching them. The manager was working around the store and was accused of following them. Again they were guilty. Already stole from Primark. Arseholes. This Arab woman that works in a pharmacy. Put her stuff down to grab something else. She had left the queue. The woman behind had less items. Now she cuts back in and wanted serving. I got this card from a woman that does rakei and spiritual treatment. I don't need that shit. I had damages my Bluetooth headphones at the gym but fixed them. Now I seem to have been going back and forth about the guttering. Would inform the neighbours. Though it is my decision. I will leave this house either way. My brother still pestering me for money. There was a guy this morning drunk. Asking to use a lighter. Talks about wanting to have a good time. His trousers slipped down. My colleague was sat on the bench. There was the woman on the mobility scooter that whines about the heat. Almost ran someone over. I might struggle if I pay the deposit. The scaffolding tower needs to be going. Hadn't just called Whitecroft earlier ro have the pipe installed. Lending money set me back. Then it will cause a delay. Needed to have pulled a finger out. Wanting a skip to clear up his mess. He should deal with it. People having me convinced that I should replace the guttering. I am paying more money because other people fucked up. I could just used the scaffolding now and make repairs and clean. Buy a new ladder. There is the option of ringing another company. Don't want to waste time and money on this. Just get Whitecroft to deal with leaks. 
Wanted to buy more poppers. There was a woman wanting to buy hairdye. Now she wanted a female staff member. I should have got a colleague. She did comment that it was no good asking me as I was already helping her. She didn't want to come off sexist. Well you did. The guy that took the Hugo Boss was back in. His cuts had healed. He didn't have money for a drink. Now I didn't want to take any chances so called for management. Why come in? Another guy had been in and was watched. Someone had already taken something before I had arrived. This African woman wanted a body lotion. Her gestures were confusing. Language barrier. I didn't Challenge 25 this woman buying razor blades. I should have done so. Audit is on. Test purchases will happen. I made the call. This bottle of Radox bath foam had spilt all over the products in this customer's bag. Someone else had opened the lid to smell it and not closed it properly. This Asian woman needed help and I did call for someone to help her. Later she cut in the queue. These guys were taking their time even though the store was closing. I served this really attractive brunette. She purchased a perfume. My colleague is off sick. Others are to go on holiday.
This guy in a multi coloured cap and blue joggers definitely should have been three belled. Ignored me on the way in. He was looking around. I considered getting the manager. He was trying on glasses and walked out with a pair. He had some money in his hands before. He was putting something back into his pockets. The supervisor didn't have time to report the glasses. The guy from yesterday had stolen two fragrances before I had arrived. The supervisor hadn't recognised him. I had fucking described him. It was not reported over the radio. I had this couple trying to purchase paracetamol over the limit. I didn't challenge 25 this Chinese man though I should have. Some cardboard box was thrown on top of a cage. It had bits in it. Separate the rubbish first. This child took off a price point. My other colleague called in sick. It seems that y old friend Alan had gone missing. Possibly had mental health issues. He has been found. But he is no longer my problem. Need to see more police officers on patrol in Loughborough. Not sure why Nils from up the road is using our phone. Known him since the 90s. Used to hang out here. Some private conversation he can't have at home. My brother opened the door. Should have said no. Just deal with it. Trying to drag me into it. The only time. Could hear the rambling. My other brother had to be prompted to send the money back. Now he has arrived. I don't want to be bothered. No need to knock on my door. I don't need telling. Want to watch porn. Practically putting me off. I am going to go gym in the morning. I might as well just go to sleep. My normal headphones weren't working. The poppers weren't having an effect. The porn took too long. The fleshlight ran out of power. There was this male dressed in black. On a bike. Has a bag. Walks with a limp. He walked by twice. Now I was suspicious. I should have belled for management. He went to get a drink but then puts it back. I watched him. Did he slip the bottle into his bag? I noticed the bottle on the top shelf. He did go to Wilkos. Attempted to steal from them. They didn't let him. I could have warned them. I was expecting something to happen. Tired as I was. No close calls. Act ane think fast. Some Andrew ODare is mentioned. Give out a description. Tango Victor should be vigilant. The guy that lives on the corner of the main road was beckoning me over. I wasn't going to stop to hear his rambling or pick up any items for him. My youngest brother winding me up regarding this medication for my mum. You have been told what to do. Deal with it. Read the fucking instructions. Don't need to be disturbing me every few minutes. Asking me to sort it at hours I am asleep or at work. I can't even just have privacy. Why can't you just do it? You are a grown man. Take the tablets twice a day. The sachet only when needed. I know what the fuck I am doing. It has been over 6 hours. I won't bother as you keep pestering me. You do it if you are so concerned. I want to watch porn or youtube. Always some arsehole putting me off. I want to work off my frustrations. Don't want to have to keep adding to this post or becoming violent. The shoplifter in black puffer jacket with scars. He was wondering from shop to shop. Attempted to steal. I kept a good watch on him as did Tango Victor. I three belled for this slim woman with purple hair. It may have been a false alarm. As she paid for her goods. Primark mentioned someone in their store. I asked this student for I'd for glue. It said 21+ her ID birth date was 2004. I should have checked properly and denied her. Her friend makes a joke. This teenager was wanting to swap a teener for two fivers. I did say that I would not be able to open the till unless he bought something. He or his friends were ranting on the way out. The caucasity of these people. Go to a bank. Another criminal was arrested. Some Byron Pratt was mentioned. That wanker who I mentioned before is Byron Pratt. My assistant manager knew him from school. I had just taken a customer up the aisle. I get a call on the radio. He had just come in and left. He had not taken anything. He also knew and also the manager did, the ex boyfriend of Angel Reese. 
I may have given a customer extra change. There have been a few trans people in the store. I had to fuck up. I saw this light pink haired woman rush in. Now I hadn't seen her before. It was most definitely the one that came in on a bike. Thinking that someone might be down that aisle or she was OK. I should have done three bells. She left with a laundry pack. Hadn't grabbed a basket and when she came in she set the barrier off. I had let the team down. Had spots on her face, a telltale sign of drug use. I almost had a perfect run. Act on your instincts. Think about the previous encounters and move quickly. I served this woman that was probably inhibriated. Struggled with putting her things away and when she spoke too. I should have refused the sale of alcohol. A woman felt the need to get the large bottled water from the pack. There were some in the fridge. It is useless writing this shit. Wishful thinking don't work. This is the year that hope fails you. Deal with it at the time. I had lost my regarding pod for Bluetooth headphones. I went to B&Q. Saw this hot brunette in her 20s. Jude and this other guy at the gym were talking about high value men and independent women. Buying into that manosphere nonsense. I get asked to lend money. You only just paid me back and it was payday for you. People setting me back. I will cause harm. The longer the delay the less chance of anything being done. I am done with this bollocks and these people. A customer has lost her bag. She retraced her steps. I should have checked with Tango Victor. I advised her to go to the police. Someone may have taken it. Took down her details. Some girl had to test the spray. Nob held it down. I have looked at other companies that could maybe install a downpipe. Saving up takes long and with two companies I have to wait weeks. It continues to rain on and off. It really takes the piss. Should have just had it sorted months ago. Asking me for sellotape when I don't fucking have any. Buy some if you are wanting it. Stop knocking on my door every few hours. Kept hearing of these youths threatening an oap. Pushing a security guard over. I spoke to a guy named Shaf. He was talking about racist people in town. I recognise him from school. It seems that the guy on the corner had given money to someone who claimed to know me. He told me this before. Wants me to pop round to see the picture. Don't give money to strangers. I don't have the time to fuck around. I have gym. Nothing to do with me. I don't have to get up and go there. Call the police. Did you make it up? I really should have sued Royal Roofing. I will have to scrape away that lining to seal the joints if I install the pipe. It will cost me more money if a professional did it. I should have set the scaffolding up. Never any help to put it up. Order a brand new ladder. The tiles have to be removed. It would be easier if the bank would have given me the money. I could have just replaced it all. It would end up happening next year. I could end up not doing anything until after Christmas for additional work. I will just move out instead of wasting my time and money. I have decided to head to the house. But he wasn't in the garden. Knocked on the door. Nothing. I knew it would be a waste of time I am busy as it is. Not doing this again. Byron had come into the shop and the Supervisor hadn't seen him. He snuck a Lady Million down the back of his trousers. She stopped him. The customer was stood in the entrance as to block him. I grabbed the manager and she confronted him. Got him to give it back. I was tempted to grab it myself. But for some daft reason we cannot touch these people yer they are in the wrong. He just passed me as I am leaving. Two guys with him. I warned the shop. I considered going back. This woman with a few teeth missing comes in the store all happy. Now that is the first sign that something is up. Something told me to alert management. I also thought that it could be OK. However she picks up a airfreshner and I just hit the bell. The Assistant Manager did try to stop her and retrieved an item. She had stood at the door waiting for her. I should have hit the bell earlier. As that is what made the shoplifter turn for the exit. I needed to have gone out too. This guy who may have been homeless had a dodgy coin. Some woman had her kids with her and they were annoying especially the daughter. She was going to use the toy fan anyway without paying. The mum was telling them off. She wanted to self scan and even walked behind the till. She was made to leave. The Assistant Manager did say that she wasn't t serving and the boy replies "what use are you then?" They definitely needed a slap. This guy I belled for had to be watched but my colleagues got it wrong. Another chap was followed. A woman comes up on the other side of a woman that I had been serving to hand her item over. Give them space. Do you know how to queue? Seems that no one else has been doing the cleaning and they are at home. I ask people to use the shower curtain but they don't listen. I messaged Carl about this guttering on another house. Two different sorts joined together. Some water leaking. He will respond. I will get it done. 

I couldn't find my song where I sampled Iggy Azalea. I bought it from Amazon. Still got asked to lend money and not getting a response fast enough from the company. Also what is the point of using the scaffolding now? It gets taken away tomorrow. Toilet roll still being wasted. Shower curtain not being used. Why isn't the laundry being done? 



There are Israeli people asking for Netanyahu to resign. 




These lads that came into the store wanting to test fragrances. Didn't have the ones that they wanted to test. I would have three belled for them. But I didn't. Anyway they left. I doubt that he will have the money for the fragrances. I served this young couple. The razors flash up a message on the screen about only selling them to 21 and over. I didn't ask for ID. I thought them to be old enough. This blonde student with a nice body was on the phone. Mentioned to whoever she was speaking with that she couldn't spray the deodorant. So why did you end up doing it then? I should have given Becky a slap. A Black woman had been on her phone whilst I served her. Left the red basket where it was so the next customer handed it to me. An Asian woman asked if she could purchase more paracetamol after hitting the limit. A European guy needed more painkillers for travel however there is a legal limit. This customer had left their medical prescription at the store. I decided to drop it off at the pharmacy which was quite a walk away. The customer lives two roads away and I could have just dropped it off at the house. Better yet just leave it. 
I am not getting up early to use the scaffolding. I had got a call back from Carl and organised an appointment. I hadn't rung three bells but one and asked the supervisor to keep an eye on a person in the store. A woman first. The supervisor was near the front. The man second. I did tell her but she seems to go off to the next aisle. I saw him coming and should have hit three bells and mentioned him on the radio. He was on his phone but was he actually talking to someone? Maybe scoping the place. A traveller girl wanted an exchange but put the item back on the shelf. I should have asked someone for ID but as she was a colleague's girlfriend but maybe old enough. A black woman doesn't answer when I ask if she wants a bag. She asks for one after. Then doesn't want one. Stop being a dumbass. 
I will deal with the gutter on Sunday. 
I helped a man that mentioned ovulation tests. I mentioned pregnancy tests. He took those. His partner came back for an exchange. I hadn't noticed them on the shelf. A young girl with McDonald's food struggling at the fridge. Spills her milkshake on the floor. A man outside playing the Caribbean drums to loud music. This Muslim guy in his 20s had a fake Scottish £20 note. A description of someone similar did the same thing. A teenager tried to buy a lighter. He assumed the legal ages was 16 and I had to explain that it was 18 and did ask for ID. I was going to ID a lady but she looked old enough and had two boys. A woman in black walked in with a limp. She had a cap on. I assumed that she was Asian. But she is white with a tan. Clearly should have hit three bells. I had these customers to deal with. The Assistant Manager watched her. A woman in Adidas top was near the tester table. I called a colleague over to watch her. The manager was on break. He was meant to be near her not facing. Why the fuck would my brother be in a rush to do his laundry when I still need to dry mine. He had been home for days. It is nearing the weekend. He could have just put the wheelie bin back without asking me to do it. This woman came back into the store as the receipt read wrong. It hadn't fully printed so the amount seemed less. But when items are scanned they display the correct price. I had to go over it with her. These lads were messing around, one bit the dad on the nipple. The coach driver had to show off his tattoo. No one wants to see it. It is all irrelevant if it isn't dealt with then. 
I am going to beat one of these people to death soon enough. 
I spoke to the neighbours and they seem fine with it. They might replace theirs. I should have spoken to them months ago or hired a different company. Pete Evens fucked it up. I should have not wasted time on there and maybe got the pipe installed. Got a new company to line it and seal the joints if not do it myself. Now we didn't use the scaffolding as it would take too long to set up for a small job and these large ladders will be borrowed when you advised me to use the scaffolding in the first place. Really takes the piss. It would be safer to do. Customer comments "on your knees again" whilst I was working the delivery. How about you don't say things like that. Spoke to Carl. It takes 6-8 weeks. The bank will have to approve the loan. The office will email to commence work. I could have just got someone else to sort it or tried to get the money earlier. It goes right past my weeks off. No extra downpipe will be added. Apparently my neighbour has mentioned getting a professional in. I don't remember that. The weather can turn at any moment. 
My supervisor did say something about how I could have just shown the man where the cod liver oil was. That annoyed me as I was busy serving and was going to go over. He walked down an aisle. I served this bus driver two paracetamol products. One for children. He had later come back and brought another children's syrup. He wasn't supposed to. He got served by my colleague. I would have denied him. I should have told her and the Assistant Manager. As it is restricted. It had been a few hours and it was for his kids but that is no excuse. I had to fill in this finance form for the guttering. 
A colleague had a complaint made about her being rude well you do moan about customers. A little girl throws the product at me and tries to hit my arm whilst yelling. I'd quite happily beat a child, woman or man. I left a toilet roll pack at work. I ran to the local shop thinking that I had left it there. 

That shoplifter Byron or not his real name came back in and was kicked out. He wanted to buy a drink, he had a bag which he took out and put back in his pocket. This short older man had bought paracetamol I am certain. He came back hours later to buy ibuprofen. I should have denied him. I had put these Pepsi cans into the chiller and they were non scannable. No one had told me. I noticed this brunette doing something to her back. She was either scratching herself or put something down her jeans. It didn't look like anything was there. I did offer sas to a woman and she says "most definitely not". I see that people still make a mess of the vitamin section. 
It had been raining most of the day and still waiting on the guttering to be replaced. My phone was glitching.

I am asked for money to pay for materials for rebuilding the fence and also for painting the house. I am supposed to be paid back. I didn't ask for it to be done. I have to clear the rooms. The guy will be in at 8am. That is going to cause issues. Have to wake up early. I won't get any peace during the weekend. Have to hoover now. If my mum isn't rambling then she will ask for the medication early in the day. Youngest brother has to iron the clothes after 9pm. 

Also this guy that live in the opposite side of the street that was in the trade comes to have a look. Apparently he had asked to park his van in our garden. Just piss off. Roofline are meant to have a survey done which I am waiting for. This is all irrelevant.
An old man had been in and bought laxatives. My colleague told me this and he had returned to buy another. He should have been denied. I had to explain the restrictions to another customer. What does Imodium have to do with anything? A woman misheard me, I offered Venus seats and she thought I had said sex. A woman bought Pepsi and it tasted funny. Got a replacement and that was the same. She got a refund. It was flat. As they are stacked on top of the chiller. 
 My young cheery colleague is leaving. I had only just found out. A young lad that had come for an interview. The other staff said that he was sweet. But he will need training. I am meant to quit using poppers. I did order some more. Someone was at home and the fucking neighbour should have accepted the parcel. But I have to go to the post office tomorrow to collect it. He had painted and plastered. Left a mess. Some woman asked for change. She said that she lived in a tent. She could be lying. I gave her something to get rid of her. My phone was factory reset twice and glitches. I bought a new phone. I should not have to clean up the mess and give money. I saw this guy in a white jacket and trackies come in and he was holding a Tesco bag. It had clothes in it. I should have three belled. Other staff were in the aisle but I doubt that they saw him. A black woman had definitely brought painkillers before and was served by a colleague and she returned to buy another pack. Should have stopped her. This woman had a C section and need ibuprofen and paracetamol but the restrictions are there. Her friend got the other packs. Tried to find a eucalyptus oil product. Only found one after the customer had gone. My colleague has covid. Tested himself at work. A man had taken a basket of stock on a Sunday. On a Saturday a shoplifter was followed out the store. He had a knife and was arrested. The Byron Pratt person is actually Aiden Swift. This information is useless. I continue to get asked for money I am owed a lot. The rain is still coming and the plastering in the bathroom could have been left. I might have just put a pipe there the way it has dragged on with a replacement. Might be difficult to cancel and get my money back. I am trying to go gym whilst working in the mornings. Didn't go as I was tired. Waking up at different times. Drowsy but considered using poppers which defeats the purpose. Should have left it alone and got to sleep earlier. My phone might be working better but still has issues. I should get it fixed. I have a new one. It was clearly a dumb idea to use poppers before delivery day. I should have gone to the gym to speed train. It was a big delivery. There was stock on my section still to finish. We did open later too. The supervisor felt unwell. Also with my other colleague was off. The manager was disappointed. I can understand that. Clear my mind of those intrusive thoughts and move faster. Quit poppers altogether. I have to be honest she doesn't finish all the aisle unless there is help. Does get more stock but a lot is bulky. Cardboard not being flattened. Should have left me to finish up. Didn't give any eye contact. So emotional are women. I was late the other day. Both phones didn't go off at 3.30am. Won't apologise or feel sorry for myself. That Edge Training needs to be done. Some black woman yesterday had her headphones in and it was awkward trying to communicate with her. I still owed an hour. I have been planning to leave for a while. I can wait until other staff are back and had holidays or after Christmas. Looking at job posts, the interview process can put you off. If an agency job is only temporary it will affect me financially. I have the guttering to pay off. I know who can give me a reference. I should start applying now. I should have been here permanently. My social media and the multiple jobs will work against me. Have to play the lottery. Not give money to people. Looking at these training videos and having to combine exercises because of some damn job. It should not dictate my personal life. I stayed to make sure things were OK. The showers at Puregym were cold. 
Changing the exercises and doing some speed training did help me. I was quick and explosive. I need to do the same again. Full body workout. I could have dealt with the trolley of hair products but I was asked to be on the till and work the front. Manager was moaning about Friday to a colleague. Seems that both are still pissed off about Friday. I continue to get the cold shoulder. The trolley had been left for me. I can tell what is happening. I don't really get thanks anymore. I might as well go somewhere I will be appreciated. They aren't my friends and I do not care for them. 
They will have to struggle without me. 
I just don't care anymore for this company. No more retail. I have to do this for me. Not worth dwelling on. There was this woman in pink jacket, blonde hair, blue trackies. She wanted a bottle of water. She was queuing up but then decided on getting another drink. She was facing the other way. Put both drinks back. She had been back the second time and was probably going to go for Rimmel. She had been near household. She left as the assistant manager approached. She was back a third time with two bags for life. She had a Tesco bag previously. She was reported. Nothing taken. Was she innocent or upto something. Suspicious. A woman knew of the limit but offered to queue again for laxatives. I should have Challenge 25 two different people that were buying lighters and matches. I decided that they were old enough. I should have denied this woman painkillers as she had purchased two earlier. Use your brain and balls. Another woman that was a shoplifter was going to try to buy more ibuprofen. Some people that were deemed dodgy were bring watched and they paid for items. A customer telling me to smile. Apparently I have an unusual name according to a white woman. Finding stock in the wrong place. Three bells not being rung. Apparently a fake note from a Christian was accepted or they handed it in with real money. Advertising their church. I had the supervisor check this Scottish note which I still think is dodgy. Some twat on Capital Xtra says October 2 instead of 2nd. Most of the presenters sound retarded. Some Drake song that no one has heard of was hyped up. Mentioning Black History Month will trigger the white folk. Shayna Marie and Robert Bruce giving cringe. Do people not know how to speak English properly? I wasn't sure if a customer had put a Red Bull can in his bag. He had one in his hand. His wife was paying. Maybe it was nothing. This guy that was with Mathew Iveil who is a shoplifter wanted a bag. But had no money to buy one. You clearly wanted to steal items and fill the bag up. That little faggot Adrian Swift is coming up and instead of going around the van. He comes past me yelling rudely "move out my way" I should have said something to him or just knocked him down. No manners. I will definitely mention him to Tango Victor. He is lucky that I am polite and not violent. His eyes would be gouged out. Slammed around. Neck snapped. Retard. I had got hay-fever or flu. Others had to have it. Coughing everywhere. I usually never get ill. Meant that I didn't go gym. Some empty packaging was found. Possibly from a perfume. A couple came into the store. As they left the man said something smelled like a foreign hospital or doctor's surgery. What was the smell? Someone thought something was burning. How would you know? Definitely a right winger. I saw this shoplifter come and park his bike. I did warn the supervisor and that she should ring three bells. The assistant manager was in the office. The guy took some candles. It could have been prevented. Maybe she wanted me to see if the manager was in the office. I had signed out by then. It had been reported. I should have just gone to the office or walked over to him. This could have been prevented. Had a head start. Could have been more vocal. Miscommunication. I knew it would go like this. Too late. Won't happen again. That wanker on the bike came back and went for the candles even challenged by a colleague. The manager had seen him too. He put up a fight. I would have rushed him if not for my legs. I reported it. As he swung his bag around. Maybe to attack or just get away. He knocked the leaflet basket over to cause a blockade. I will need to take his bike. I find that the supervisor did think of him to be suspicious. Should have alerted the staff. No more being stupid. This other guy was being watched before. I watched a scruffy guy. Adrian passed by. That racist Phil Harpham that I used to work with at Berry. Used the words "jungle bunny" "paki" on the same day. Now working for Timpsons. He wanted some change. I did explain that he needed to buy something to get change. He said that he would wait for a customer to pay cash. I got the manager and she explained it to him about the policy. Dickhead I told you the first time. Cashino was suggested to him. Go to a bank. I didn't ask this woman for ID as she looked old enough. This guy had briefly come in before closing and I was warned about him being a shoplifter. Whether he actually has done something or a former colleague knew him. I did pass Lee Clayton and the black guy that Tango Victor mentioned.  Interviews were being done. Attractive temps. They will probably return. The man with the stroller wanted a lighter to use on his cigarette. He didn't have money. Talks about him giving me food. The person that took money from him works for Revolution. The regular customer that I know had been in. An Asian/eastern was stalking her. She had been behind her at the cashpoint. Saw her pin. I could have been more vigilant. As could have others. She had been suspicious of the stranger. Could have been informed. This woman was chatty. Left her basket and took the customer's purse. Took out £300 from the account. Everything has been reported. Beige coat. 
This chap with a few bags came in. Now I should have informed someone. Was in twice. Supervisor could have checked cctv. We discussed the Yankee thief. She said that he got away with stock as no one bothered to do anything about it. Don't put me into this. I warned you. You did fuck all. She wanted three bells rang for sas sold. That is for security. 
I challenge 25 this student and she didn't have ID. However a guy offered to buy the lighter for her. That is not allowed. 
Karma police will come for these fuckers. A Black woman comes into the store with umbrella open and held above her. Are you OK? The Yankee candle thief hasn't been officially reported to the police. He will be. There is red tape. No wonder he kept coming. This dumbass couple Karen and Ken tried to buy two ibuprofen, two paracetamol and a Lemsip. Two is the limit. They were told about the policy. They could pay separately with their own cards and be served by a different staff member. They were whining like retards. Your daughter will end up a cunt having you for parents. I had a fragrance opened up for a guy so he could test it but he hadn't been back 4o purchase it. What is the point? This girl was paying for an item. Her friend had these coins and she wanted to swap them for a £20. As they were together it was allowed but really should have said no. I served this woman and her daughter had a item in her hand. I thought they would pay separately but left. I should have asked. These girls had spilt coke on the floor but came and told me. I believed this woman to be old enough to buy alcohol. The supervisor had asked the colleague to put some cardboard down over the entrance to prevent people from slipping. He said "I'm on the clock" he was going to sign out. Karen that was being served spoke about if she broke her neck she would sue. It would be willful ignorance. Cardboard isn't going to help. The mat was pulled forward. Karen should stop whining. Get Mitre in to fix the problem. This old man wanted my colleague to fetch something for him. She was serving a customer. She had tried to help. I called for a member of staff. He said to her that is always the excuse. My customer went and got the soap. She should not have. The blonde woman is wearing a skirt. This bra like top. It is cold outside. These eyebrow razors were being bought by this young guy. I should have asked him for ID. Age 21+ and his brother was going to buy superglue. It was Challenge 25. The whiny git was surprised that you needed ID. Full on Karen mode. He mentioned that he was the oldest. The girl offered to buy it. Not allowed. This tall guy that I watched. Should have belled. He wanted a Joop and was at a till. There was a queue. I should have told him to join it. My colleague served him. Some guy was being watched earlier. Supervisor needed to be quicker. This woman in a green coat was being watched. She does pay for her items. Supervisor took the till off anyway. Confronted her and checked her pockets. She hadn't taken the item. Watched her via cctv. She paid and left. She was understanding. This guy in black coat and cap. Was browsing. Asked about Imperial Leather shower gel. It was on the shelves. He was looking to steal. I hadn't noticed or helped him. He spoke of payday and returning tomorrow. He could be the candle thief. You ask me to watch him. But you aren't being vigilant or following him. This woman asks about who had better cod liver oil, us or Boots. What the fuck. A student's card was not working. A Muslim guy had a £20 Scottish note. Was it legit? He says "check your eyes or with your eyes" how about you shush and let me do my job. This teenager was buying condoms and I asked if he wanted the receipt. He says "if I get her pregnant it's your fault." Weird joke comment to say to someone. Twat. It will entirely down to you. I had mistakenly been told that I finished at 12pm on Monday but it was 11am. Supervisor looked at the wrong rota. Colleagues not flattening boxes or separating plastic. I had to clear this mess from the toilet bin left in the totes. I warn people but they are useless. I ought to have asked this woman for ID. I thought that it would be OK or wasn't bothered. They were old enough to buy a lighter. I was busy helping a woman with footcare products and an Muslim man was at the till. This white man was saying to him that there is no ever available or some Karen shit. I had to get a colleague to serve. The man was waiting for someone so why are you being a twat? It is the caucasity of white people saying random shite. My neighbour had beTen in and she was going to a protest for Palestine. A woman moans about the painkillers limit. It has always been two. A Jamaican man had accidentally put his Stanley knife in the basket. If it was a work knife but why would you have it. A man seemed miserable about the fact that you have to pay for carrier bags. A homeless person had been sleeping by the fire exit. Left these others wedged in front of the door. Couldn't get the cages out at first. Health hazard. I remember not filling in the refusal log. My supervisor did find my sneeze amusing. I didn't. This woman buying too much paracetamol products because she didn't feel very well. You don't need all of it. Another lady had a load too. I did ID a lady paying for a lighter but not her sister though. I was bringing the cages in and a bunch of black guys stood in the car park. I could smell weed. It was raining a lot. Irritating guy moaned about my colleague not smiling. Then there is this pensioner that I served. His son/n law telling him about the fragrances. The oap says something about smelling like a pufter. I should be quicker to bell or inform management on someone that could be dodgy. But they were OK. This guy who probably works on the market or aa building site had already been in and bought laxatives. Now the limit is 1. I had been told that he returns to get another. He had come in and I had the opportunity to tell the manager. I should have refused him. He is a pensioner and I didn't want any fuss. But he knows what he is doing. It is company policy and I should enforce the rules. This man enquired about the paracetamol limit and as his wife had two could he get two on a seperate bill. He mentioned it being confusing. What for me? No. There is a limit and you have enough tablets. Did I tell you this? My manager was stood on a stool and a woman tells her not to move and reaches over to grab something. Wait. Invasion of private space. I was serving and there was a small queue. I was able to get through it and so didn't call anyone. This Karen yells out "is anyone available for checkout?" Fucks sake. We're you trying to help or just being impatient? I did explain to this couple that I could only sell them two packs of painkillers. The wife had to try and negotiate. If they use a different card and I serve a different person then fine. I should have refused as she was annoying me. I accidentally broke the polystyrene on a product. I was having to price check several times. There was this guy in black jacket. Usually have to watch him. He was on his phone. He left as I alerted staff. Now his jacket was open when it was closed before. The same one I saw in Tesco. A lad was trying to pay contactless but couldn't put it in the machine for his pin. As it was declined. This woman needed a refund and was still stood at my till as the supervisor would deal with her on the other till. Left her stuff near mine. Customers look at the wrong price labsel then play the victim when corrected. A tester might have been stolen. A colleague's friend was fat but had a nice ass. These women thought that the gastro resistant aspirin were 89p. They wanted the difference back as the wrong sign was on there. They had been charged £1 which is correct. A fuss over 11p. To be fair one of the staff possibly me had messed up by putting the wrong one out. The supervisor could not give a goodwill gesture. They thought it disgusting. I served this woman that was buying two laxatives. One syrup and another was tablets. She was getting one for a disabled neighbour. My colleague offered to serve her the other product as the limit is one. It is company policy. A woman was buying paracetamol packs and lemsip. She was told about the limit. My colleague tells her that she should come back in again a few minutes later and that I would serve her the other lot. But what I should have done is denied her. As it is company policy. She did say the same to another customer. Apparently the general manager does the same. What is the point in enforcing the rules if no one follows them? You don't need so many packs. I had served that other woman but should stick to my principles. I had served a student buying these eyebrow razors. I didn't ID the one I served today. The one from before provided ID. The dob would make her 20 years old. Now on the screen it asks if the person looks 21. You need to be 16+ to buy these items. I should have then denied it but it is confusing. Kept one door closed to keep out the cold. But it made it a nuisance for people coming in and out. These two white women had this dark fake tan on and it looked a mess. Seeing how it was applied. I was having to put the fragrances back in the window when management are meant to do it. My colleague did open a Jmmy Choo perfume for a custoemer to test. How will we sell it now? These women claimed that this foreign woman stole painkillers. But she paid for them. One woman previously on her phone mentioned going on a domestic violence course. Discussing that in public. This African woman was buying these items. She had been drinking drinking the 7up which still had to be paid for. Took an ibuprofen pill. Her phone banking app declined and she didn't have her card for chip and pin. Wanted to be moved onto another till. Then mentioned she had another card. You clown. The bank needs verification. Don't use an item before paying. I am not getting in trouble for others taking the piss. I should get management. Report you to head office. Looks like I will have to enquire about some things. Can't moan about some customers and let others break the rules. Another customer wanting sanitary towels off the flyer shelves. Mentioned that if there was a stool they wouedld get it themselves. The ladder and footstool are staff use only. Should not be left there. A man was trying to get served and his wife was talking to him at the same time. Also a man was being spoken to rudely by the women that he was with.
I was supposed to have gone into work earlier than 8am. I remember being told something like 7.30am but it could have been 6am. As the previous delivery was cancelled. I had gone into work on that day. I turned up today. A text was sent to me but I never received it only the follow up. Some guy on a green bike had stolen from the store. A colleague went after him. He left his bike behind. Decide not to go to the Christmas do. Quit the job. 

How is it that some customer dropped cough mixture and put the packaging back onto the shelf. The bottle was broken and the liquid had poured out on both ends of the shelf. No staff member cleaned it up and I had to do it. 

 I served this Black guy buying a pilot lighter. I believe him to be old enough to buy the item. Even though it is Challenge 25. I could have asked him for ID. Same with this woman buying CBD Oil. This shoplifter that took the Prada perfumes months ago turns up after an item. His friend tells him to head on out. He bought a fragrance a few days ago. I don't trust him. Serving Jude again and he still was listening to his headphones. I have a custoemer change his mind about two cans that he paid for. People asking about something when I am serving. A guy comes off as rude. One woman was miserable. Did this customer touch alcohol? I have to look out for this scam that was pulled off in other stores. Don't let customers leave until the transaction has been approved. I had to work out if this tester belonged to a Hugo Boss fragrance. No price on the more expensive one. I did see a former colleague from my agency days. I didn't say anything. I recognised a shoplifter that stole baby powder. You have some customers getting in the way with their trolley, pram or just not paying attention. A child crying. My manager dealt with a guy that moaned like a Karen about the bell ringing when he entered the store on Saturday. She had to explain things to him. He basically proved that he had to be watched as he shoved items down his trousers. They were retrieved. I should be offering everyone sas. I had passed two shoplifters and informed work. The green bike is now left outside for the council to take. What was the point in keeping it in the shop? Just give it to the police. I had found two empty Voltoral boxes. 
The black woman from a charity shop wanted this chicken pot noodle. I had to grab it from the back. She then offered to fill the shelf. A Chinese woman was going to cut in the queue but was told to go to the end. This woman wanting paracetamol for a child. There was Calpol which she didn't want. I was watching this woman that was testing the fragrances. She went up the aisle with a fragrance. She had come back to the display and then got another one. She might have put the other back. She paid for the items. I made a count on how many we had. Nothing missing. This man in black clothing with a JD bag. Broken arm. He went around the shop. I wasn't too sure about him. Should have alerted staff. I did speak to him. Rachel Spiby's boyfriend was in. I knew he was going to buy something. I rang for the manager to jump on till. I get asked yet again if I was ready for Christmas by the same person. I get some stupid shit said by customers. Also who the fuck when setting up sas uses security tags to attach price labels to a gift set? When you peel the tag off it tears some of the packaging. Use sellotape. The gale force winds blew the fence down. I am not putting it up or paying for any more wood. This customer asked if I was blown over here. Meaning using the wind to fly over to work. It was a stupid joke I could have responded with that I am never that lucky meaning blowjobs. This rude miserable short woman did ask again which was the newest Hugo Boss. My colleague had answered that question. How the fuck should I know? This woman justifying a person paying a musician than a homeless person. I almost rang 3 bells for someone I mistook for someone else. I didn't Challenge 25 a woman that was old enough. Two women with large prams but only one was paying. A guy buying antihistamine tablets. Was part of the queue. He left and went to get something else. Rejoined where he left and was served. He should have gone to the back. A builder guy kept changing his mind about the fragrance he wanted and put others back in the wrong place. The snotty man complains about the So Soft pack handle being broken. Enquiring about the price when he should know by now.  Walking behind this family that took their fucking time. I used the card only check out which I only had cash borrowed from my mum. This Indian woman just had to stand behind the Polish woman that I was serving. People need rid fucking wait in line. The blonde teacher asked me to get a few things for her when she could have left the queue and got them herself. Listening to Radio One. This woman talking about her pet bunny sounded like the supervisor. Greg James and Matt Edmonson seem like wankers. The Polish woman that works at the canteen at the BBC. She sang an Xmas song. Really embarrassing. The delivery ran late. Also my colleague had been to the toilet for a piss. He hadn't flushed the toilet. See some wet drops on the floor too. This stocky guy in a long black coat with his hood up came into the store. He wore socks and sandals in this rain. Now I had an inkling that he was up to no good. Hood was still up. I would have belled foe him. The manager was already watching him. He tried to take three air freshener sets. I even went over to grab it from him but he tried to push me away. Called the manager a fat bitch. The stuff was retrieved and he was reported to Tango Victor. He is well known. Why didn't they warn me? Connor is his name and he is on bail. The cunt went to Sports Direct after. This man set off the alarm and told me that he didn't have anything on him but a bag with trainers in which I could see. I let him go but didn't tell the manager. This woman buying a drink set the alarm off. The barrier is acting up or something. I should just tell the manager straight away. The shop should detag the item when selling it. I did offer to do that. Could have checked cctv then but it would be pointless now. The blonde lady in blue had this hairspray but it was slightly damaged I wanted to ring it through then she could get a replacement however she went to get one so I served the next customer. A Muslim woman on her phone left an item. More "just this" being said. This man joked about buying two more paracetamol in the evening. I was looking at certain individuals. Didn't outright three bell but had some staff nearby. Paranoid as you would be in retail. Some guy moaned about the store not having superglue and we should order it in. Also women enquired about the 60% off on fragrances as said on the poster. It is off rrp. Could not specify what was reduced. Another guy spoke about coming back for the ibuprofen. I was asked by a customer if I had heard about some nonsense. Getting silence from one guy. Another pops his stuff down at the wrong till when I mentioned the end one. I was told that a shoplifter had assaulted the supervisor. This was when the Fair was on. A mature man and he returned that day. My week off. Tango Victor can't monitor someone because of data protection. If they have not done anything wrong. A woman asked me about these white disposable gloves being suitable for food making. I said that they were OK. Now I later find that she had asked my colleague but wanted to ask someone else. My colleague wasn't sure but did say that blue gloves are better as the white ones leave a powdery residue. As I worked in catering is why I was confident about the product. Checked the packaging. I served this attractive tall black girl and her friends were nice. Some woman outside McDonalds asks me for change. I gave her a few coins. I should have refused. I could have just gone to Greggs. Either way it's my money. I don't have to give it to anyone. She had a cigarette in her mouth. Wanted a pound or four. No doubt has money then why give it her? Comes over asking for three more quid. Asks other people. No point posting about it. A few dodgy people in town. They don't need the money. I am not a fool or nice. I come for work. Do not ask me. I won't do it again. I knew that she waa going to be a nuisance. If I deny my brother then I can say no to her. She will get a kick to the face next time.
Furthermore Sarah Kline had been into the store. I was facing up and I noticed someone with bright red hair go up the aisle. Now I would have immediately belled. But I should have done when serving her a drink. Cctv shows her taking a Rimmel product. Really pissed me off. A guy came in and told me he had been attacked. He was close to tears. He will report it. I would have told Tango Victor. Management could not do anything. I served these teenagers nail glue that I assume were 16. A woman didn't have her ID but took it as a compliment. A former colleague from Pulse is dating the assistant manager's mum. How the fuck did this Karen not have any ID when buying a pilot lighter? Her friend had gone back and got another one for her. It is a proxy sale. I should have refused her. There is that mature man that has a go at my manager as we don't have imperial leather soap. Wanting the delivery to have taken place on New years day. Fuck off. The 300 Spartans owner buying painkillers over the limit. His colleague should have paid for his. I should have refused him and also ask this Black lady for ID when buying a lighter. A lady had her bank statement on her phone for an item she was returning. I see that one of that item was missing from the shelf. She got an exchange. The guy gave me money for the paracetamol without me scanning it. I had to do it after. A woman having her special needs client test the deodorant. A woman had forgotten her card and would return an hour later but never did. Not long left until closing and this ginger haired guy with his backpack full of food shopping. Short height, cropped hair, all black clothes. Had a bike. Needed to memorise his face. He says hello. He sounded stoned. I should have trusted my instinct and three belled. He gave me bad vibes. I let my guard down. I carried on facing and he did glance over. I was watching him. He put dishwasher or laundry tabs in the basket. He came to the till and I went behind and he walked off with the basket. I rang for the manager. I felt he might do that. I could have run after him. If I had closed the door first. He had gone into this alleyway on his bike and then comes back out. I watched where he went. I could have immediately radioed Tango Victor. It did piss me off. I had many opportunities to stop him. Cunt. Blogging just helps me rant. The manager has reported it and viewed cctv. She didn't blame me and I should not either. £30 worth. Dumbass move. Another store mentioned a few individuals. I noticed someone on a bike before. Won't happen again. This faggot will be arrested. Better yet he will die soon. I did find a security tag on a Johnsons Baby Shampoo. I had been watching some other people. Two different mixed raced guys. One had a big bag. The other went around the store and came to the chiller near the front. If I was suspicious I should have warned the manager. Both paid for items. This woman came in with children that were misbehaving and she was disciplining them. Much respect. Someone still tests the spray when I was in the aisle. One asks straight off the price of a bag. Others with headphones in not being polite. Because of Storm Isha the delivery was cancelled and moved for tomorrow. I was only there 5 minutes on Monday. A colleague that was a Christmas temp has left the company. Though the manager did want her to stay on. She hadn't been able to get to a shift as her car broke down. She hadn't turned up or contacted the store since. This Irish traveller woman was in store with her kids. One had left an empty carton on the floor. She tried to buy three laxatives. Limit is one. I explained it to her as it was company policy. She asked about her mum buying the other. But she was going to use the same card which isn't allowed as the assistant manager pointed out. The lady says "now you're being funny" and left the items ranting. Funny how? Like a clown? Karen you do need to follow the rules. I didn't question this half drunk water bottle this student had as we sell the same. Some guy had given the homeless guy outside £20. Not sure what his situation is. This Black guy was complaining about people getting served before him. A queue was not properly formed. However the person that my colleague was serving had gone off to grab something else. As the safe needed replacing the money was being kept in the tills which is apparently safer. This customer works in retail and spoke of the product recall for Batiste dry shampoo. Health complications. Not been told anything yet. Having to find the right vitamins for a child. Decided between high strength and normal. Apparently harmful to children. I did tell this couple about the painkillers limit. She wanted to purchase two and her partner gets two. She mentioned something about it being the same part way through. He uses a card and she used her phone. Now it better not be the same card it is linked to. Taking the piss. I saw this blonde in blue shorts. Nice ass and thighs. I didn't warn Tango Victor about potential shoplifters but another store did. Andrew O'Dare and Matthew Iveil were about. I have a name to a face now. The card machine played up. The woman assumed the payment went through. "pin OK" It probably means that to check the pin then press the green button. It had declined on my screen. She paid cash. There was a woman outside yelling at another person. Repeating phrases like "what are you looking at? Tramp. Take a bath/shower" aimed at someone she must know. It was after 9am and I had been working the draws this shoplifter possibly the one from Tuesday had come in and grabbed a few laundry packs. My supervisor alerted me to him. I was stood by the door. He goes "I don't know why you're stood at the door, fucking hell" some stupid reason I went behind the till. He had placed the items by the till. My colleagues should have gone to the door. He started to pick up the items and hurried out. I knew that he would do it and should have closed the door and stayed where I was. She did want me near the till. But he had answered his earlier question. All black clothing, puffer jacket. Scars on his face. The supervisor and colleague ran out after him. For some reason he turned to look over and tripped and fell to the floor. They got the items back. I should have been more vigilant and quick and smarter. I had been fantasising about hurting these retards. Kick to the head. Cunt you know what you were doing. I was right to stand there. I will hurt you. Karma is a bitch. He had been reported. Others had been hanging around. A black guy had stolen fragrances yesterday, I was told. My colleague allowed a woman to buy four packs of painkillers. Served at different tills. The Auditor will be viewing cctv. Can't do it for her but deny everyone else. I had to inform a couple about the limit and passed the husband over to a colleague. A woman moaned about receiving pound coins. Didn't get any from the other till. But later got change. A customer swapped money with her. I had considered moving to another till. Karen paid for a £1.69 item with a £10 note so stop whining. The supervisor should have just got notes from the other till so I would not use all pound coins. Better yet I should have asked before. My colleague openly spoke about certain people being killed off by Covid. Customers were present. That Rachel Spiby and her boyfriend had come into the store. My colleague hadn't recognised them. They had a shopping trolley and grabbed a basket. I had a feeling they were up to no good. I informed the management. One watched the camera and the other stood close by. I glances over but cold have followed them. They have purchased items before but also stolen too. Rachel did put laundry pods into her trolley. The manager had her give it back. They left the basket and exited. Reported to Tango Victor. How were they not noticed? Andrew O'Dare had assaulted a female member of staff weeks ago. The delivery arrived a few hours late. The guy bringing in the cages was putting them near the front door. I needed a cage to unload and asked him several times if I was OK to take one. He seem rude. Probably got the wrong impression as the cages were blocking the door and went up against the dumpbin. I had to move cages away. The manager told me to leave them to the delivery guy. He should have been bringing them down the aisle. I am not doing your job. The delivery driver later asks about closing the door. His colleague and him should have been doing their jobs properly. I was trying to move this lady away from the ladder that the manager was stood on. Health and safety issues. She was oblivious. This couple came in. Both were iffy. I was serving. He had his scarf over his mouth. A red flag. Because of the weather I was unsure. I should have hit three bells sooner. Kept watching them. Approach the table where the woman was. The assistant manager had been watching them. The woman apparently took a fragrance. The man had nails and lashes. I rang the bell. She would take the drinks trolley down the aisle to where they were. I was worried that something would happen if she took the trolley. I could have been more vocal. The woman had a wad of cash. So why steal? I could have acted faster. But the manager could have stayed on them. They were reported to Tango Victor. I expected someone to turn up on Valentine's Day. I need to act instead of going over what if. Fucking cunts. You both deserve to be beaten. Karma will get you. I didn't ID one lady with a pram though she was young. One guy I could barely hear and he left his change. This attractive black girl was giving me eye contact. Maybe mixed signals. This woman bought the last One Million est. The box was in bad shape. This woman wanted the toilet roll and cut in the queue in front of these teens. I should have told her as I did this student coming to the till as the guy was in front on his phone. A girl questioned if the fragrances were real. Some folk going to see Madame Web. My supervisor had gone. A customer had been and told me about it. Some woman was talking about her daughter buying condoms and says something about me laughing. I wasn't. She says that she was joking. But I will let it go.I will have to murder a shoplifter. It has gone beyond a joke. It puts them out of their misery. One less problem for the company. This homeless man Kieron was complaining about the musician that was busking nearby. Saying that it was his spot. The singer stopped and had a go at him. Talking about mental health issues. That he would give him money or buy him food. As long as he remains quiet and shows respect. He later did talk to him calmly. This was his only job says the singer. Has 6 kids. Lives in some strange place. He was out of order yelling at him. I could have shouted to them both. He was off key at times. This woman bought paracetamol and water for Kieron. She later came to take back the pills in case he overdoses. What a palava. 
I considered asking a woman for ID but believe she was old enough. If she didn't have ID it wasn't my problem. A black student was stood behind the white lady and in front were her friends. She jumped the queue to join them. She needed to be told to get back. Children and oaps getting in the way. Some kid crying. A guy looking at the vape items. Did he put it back? These others who are stoned came to the shop. I have had a few people asking about part time jobs. A woman not getting that we don't take details. She needs to check online. This Indian woman was being served and she was finishing putting her stuff away. This white man behind says "hurry up love, we haven't got all day" He says to me "you must have the patience of a saint" I could have said something to him. Even move onto the next till. The caucasity of this man. Stop being impatient. Some woman seemed to stand in front of me whilst I was in the queue. Shaheen, I think I remember., he wanted a small mirror. I took him to the make up section to see what I could find. Then there were the bathroom mirrors instead. He had to say "you should know, you work here" Well listen here you cunt I was helping you out, learn some manners. I had let my intrusive thoughts slow me down on the delivery. Deleted a song. Serving this couple that didn't speak a word of English was hard. Wanting perfumes. A customer asked me if I was a Virgo star sign as I was packing the bags neatly. I don't buy into that nonsense. Daft question. There was a homeless guy that came in and asked for advice. He did pay for his items. He came back as he forgot an item. This time he had his bag with him. I did mention to the supervisor to watch him however she wanted me to watch him. He was being watched by my colleague. I should have just stayed with him. But if he has done nothing wrong then nothing to worry about. I had asked this couple for ID. As they were buying matches. However she did not provide her ID and she was paying. I looked at his and accepted it. I should have been clearer and refused the sale. They were old enough. How did she not have hers? There were two other students buying eyebrow razors and I could have asked them for ID. They are over 16 which is fine. But around 21. What will the auditor make of it? I did scan a bag when the customer didn't want one. She had it anyway. More nonsense with my brother's NHS form. I decided to use the poppers before work which isn't smart. I need to be quick and alert. Left me with a headache. They hit different. It really isn't worth using again. I took my mum for a walk and at the halfway point this guy tells me to wait for her. Fuck off. She was to head back and I was going to work. My supervisor did ask a woman for ID. She showed the ID on her phone which wasn't accepted. She said she was 25. However you should know the rules. That Sarah Kline has been barred. Got into an argument. Also she had used the nword towards the security guard in another shop. Two teenage sisters are prolific shoplifters. They could do better. Heyland is the name. One man wanted gloves but I was dealing with someone else and he left. I thought of warning Tango Victor about shoplifters but someone did after. That one guy who lives at the Falcon hostel he tried to use this card but it wasn't accepted. Miserable black guy was waiting to be served but wasn't in the queue. The guy waiting pointed that out. A woman wanted to buy 4 paracetamol packs. I did serve three different women who may be homeless or working. Some woman yelled some nonsense in the street. My supervisor mentioned watching an old man on cctv. He had a basket but put some items into his bag. He said that he couldn't afford all of it and apparently was nice. Well if you can't afford it then it stays on the shelf. I looked at some customers suspiciously. The area manager wanted this dumpbin to go to the side of the gondola. However there isn't much room for customers. Fucking stupid. I was on the floor putting stock out and this Black woman stood over me looking at the glasses. I had to move. I had put a product out only to be told later on it was recalled. Why not tell me earlier? This sheet to monitor sas was brought out. Offering fragrances and batteries and the customer makes a dumb joke. A woman forgot her bag but came back for it. I seem to have an effect on female customers. 
Someone had a car accident I find on my way home. I did tell this man trying to buy three packs of aspirin that the limit was two. He wanted two for him and one for his wife. I told him that she would have to pay. She goes outside only to be called back in. He had a different card. He still swiped it. She should be getting served. The limit is two and you don't need another pack for the wife. Twat. That bellend Andrew O'Dare had gone by. The police haven't done anything with him. I was told that one guy was arrested. Only to be freed and for him to return later that day. My colleague had come in. She was wearing shorts. Nice legs. The superglue wasn't Challenge 25. It didn't appear on screen. I did think two people were suspicious. Both had spoken to management. This man had tested deodorant or something. A guy needed a bin bag to hold his mats that he had bought. The shop should have provided him with one. This blonde woman with a few kids came into the store. She has been monitored before. I ought to have hit three bells. The manager watched her on cctv. Thinking she might be OK. She had put something in her bag. Acting like they didn't need anything but you came here. The boy was holding a Lenor bottle which I asked about. The little shit was watching me and walking out. She has paid for shopping before. I expected something to happen and should have been smarter. Keep watching and hit the bell. What kind of example is it to your kids? This silly bitch will be beaten and hopefully her kids drink the stolen household liquids.  Some other dodgy types were outside. This interracial couple were given change however the man wanted the £5 note swapping for another. Nothing wrong with them. There was a leak coming from the business upstairs. I was already awake but I got a message before I had even left that the delivery was cancelled. Assistant manager had open the back door without using the key and the alarm was set off. But no one turned it off from the front until she was done. I had served this guy and am certain that he bought painkillers earlier. Now I could not quite remember but he had returned hour or so later and bought paracetamol. I should have questioned him and denied him. The rules need to be observed. This student had to be told about the limit. She hadn't put the item back in the right place the first time. I could have suggested that her boyfriend buy the other pack. They had returned but this time the boyfriend bought the other one. This woman had to check under the cover of the fragrance display. It was covered for tomorrow. Her carrier bag had a slight hole but I didn't tell her. A lady thought the floor was mopped but no. She was shouting over to the manager from the tills about the vitamins. The phone was ringing too. There was the Beconaise that was Challenge 25 but the lady looked old enough so I didn't ask. In her 20s. Audit is still on. My manager wasn't sure about this Asian/black guy was he paid for his item. I noticed this woman had come in. Her coat was off as she left. I should have watched her closely or rang for someone.  I am certain it was on as she entered. Was near make up section. Did remind me of Sarah Kline but it wasn't her. 
I did speak to someone from the school days who was my cousin's friend. I did help this teen that might have been on the spectrum. Just needed a little guidance on the shampoo and conditioner. I tried to help a student with finding a product for scabies. Then wasn't too good at directions. A man helped and went with him. I had served this guy two paracetamol but only for him to return. I had to deny him. These teens c came into the store. Didn't answer when greeted. Sprayed something round the other side. I should have gone round there. Heard one coughing. Well it serves you right. Ruining a display. Tested the deodorant. Why were you holding the rucksack the way you did? Having passed through my aisle to come back around. Some of these kids aren't getting beaten. What the fuck were you even in the store for? I did have to explain the limit to a regular customer. A Black student would put the money down on the till desk instead of my hand. I was considering asking two different people for ID. I think they looked old enough and served them. I went gym in the morning. Used poppers at home. However I have to work a big delivery the next day so poppers should not be used. I wasn't quite on the ball. This mixed raced woman came into the store. 20-30s. Now I thought briefly that she might be dodgy but didn't want to come off as paranoid. I served her and she bought a mouthwash and put it in her Boots carrier bag. As she left the barrier went off. Had to look at cctv. She had left the queue to look at the Rimmel stand and rejoined where she had left. But even earlier she was at the stand and had a Rimmel pallete which went in her bag. She makes her way around the shop to the queue. I should have hit the bell. The manager didn't suspect her either. Too late to report to Tango Victor. She will not be getting away with it again. I expected something to happen as we had been good all week. Pisses me off. Absolute cunt. A guy had wondered if he had seen me somewhere. Had I been on TV? No. I also must be props to a customer that understood the painkillers limit and complimented the company. Again a woman gets the price wrong on a product. Read the label. There was the item at the back of the shelf. Someone did ask about a job and I almost told them there wasn't one. But there is a vacancy. The delivery was big. I would have been much faster of I hadn't used poppers the night before. My colleague was a great help. People trying the door but there was a sign saying when we would open. A woman looking for a specific hair dye felt the need to rummage through the tote. It is for staff only. A couple ask about a Harmony Hairspray. I did tell them it could come in on Monday. The husband goes "that's what you said last time" Well Dickhead. I don't remember saying that. You have to keep checking. Go to another shop. I did greet a customer and he asked the manager a question but not me. This Black girl was pretty and had great skin. It was moisturised and it shined. This European woman was buying random fragrances. Used contactless for each purchase. Didn't have a proper look. Wanted expensive items. The manager was suspicious. She asked her to do chip and pin. The customer was aggressive pushing her hand away from the card machine and being rude. The manager thought the card was stolen. The police spoke to the lady in another store. She has mental health issues. This couple were told about the painkillers limit. The woman was talking about silly rules and how another store let's you have more. The husband used card for the shopping then used coins for one pack. I should not be serving him twice. This man dressed in black looked like a builder. Tall and stocky. He didn't look suspicious. He had put two laundry packs in his bag and was caught doing so by the staff. He took the items out and put them at the till saying that he had forgotten his card. I did think that this bloke might have been mocking me but I could be wrong it isn't worth it. I offered fragrances and he asked his girlfriend. Some kid did repeat company policy after explained the painkillers limit to his mum. These customers thought this Asian woman had pushed in. She had got to the tills before them but had to wait for her friend. Her friend did give her the other items. A customer did tell me it was nice to be served by someone as polite as me. That was a compliment. As I was heading home. I get to Fennel St and wait for the green man to show. A white man, cropped hair, stubble. Wearing Black puffa jacket and jeans was running across the road. He was carrying three handbags that had price tags on them. He would look back. I was seeing if someone else was after him or where he might have been. I thought possibly TK Maxx. Tango Victor must have been watching. I considered ringing 101. He disappeared as he got to the church. The shop will report it.

I should stop writing everything. Let it go. 


Well it is just a description. That is all. It really isn't an issue. This was about that recent shoplifter. Hester is definitely an American looking to be offended.
People on Spoutible are irrelevant.


I need to quit the job. No need to update this post. It will get me in trouble. 
 I am done ranting.  
Anyway I am not ranting or blogging in 2024.

Let it go. End of rant.

Anyhow this is not important. I will need to stop. 





I was just crossing the road as the green man showed and this man in his car decided to run the red light. Twat. He was waiting at the red light. He stopped and let me pass. I had the right of way. Many weeks later a car comes closed to a kerb and through a puddle splashing me. Another ran a red light as the green man showed. 
 
All this bollocks. 99 problems and I should not be getting bothered by this company and not mention it here. 
 I won't keep updating. 
What is the relevance in typing this?


Why are people glorifying George Santos? 

I knew there would be someone crying about Isaac Newton looking at the comments. Always bring up MLK or other figures. It is a scifi show. This is about the Wild Blue Yonder episode of Doctor Who. 

Twitch streamer Rubaz is doing a challenge where he gets by without paying for anything. Other streamers have done it. Just freeloaders. Taking money from a business. 

That one tiktok Jewish girl crying in her car and Tim Kennedy can get fucked. 
There is no point to telling you this. I will refrain from updates. 


She says that she isn't Jewish but posts this take. Clearly antiblack. Looking to troll both communities. 

The guttering replacement has been booked There is no need to blog. I am still waiting on being paid back. Even though I gave a warning I am asked for money. I will be overdrawn. 




I dreamt that I was in this venue with family and some strangers. I went to another part of the building and I discovered this student party. Everyone was naked and blonde. I wanted to take part but was self conscious. Other people were offended by the event. I would need to leave and I was passing an exit when all the guests were dressed in white. A woman carrying ice told me that they had been filming for two years and received an award. I hoped to see the film and run into her again. I was giving coupons to this old woman as part of a game. I was transporting a crocodile to California by magic. It shrunk and could not pass through the wall. I did quote The Master "a man is allowed to experiment" when discussing my past behaviour. I had been looking at these photos on the board. Some students had graduated. I had never made it. 

This dream I was on the run from The Nun. We would make our way to the military base. 

In this other dream I turned into the Hulk. I tried leaping as high as I could but it was useless. I did venture to these hills and streets. The skies were glowing and purple. 


Elise Stefanik the terrorist sympathiser trying to get a Black professor fired because she supported Palestine. False Antisemitism claims against Harvard. Ohio prosecuting a Black woman for having a miscarriage. 



Sharing this post will get it reported. People can just ignore this. 

An Anime Vtuber on Chaturbate


Exbc are streaming on the streets. The woman is dancing and an old man comes up trying to get past. He could have avoided her. She should be aware of her surroundings. Shark3zero on the recent Chaya interview




I had a dream where I was in a village. It was sunny. At this house was a party. A beach. was outside. It ran down like a slope and the water was below. If you look across you see cliffs. Houses sat on them. Kayla Compton was nude at one point. Sunbathing indoors. Shouted at me for looking. That did annoy me. 






The dumb antisjw channels being promoted. Eugenia Cooney videos recommended when I don't care. Weirdos taking a Children In Need Doctor Who skit seriously. Still whine about Whittaker. That one channel I subscribed to did talk about Palestine. The rest of the content is gossip drama. Will unsubscribe. Check out Weird Paul. 

White Feminists like the Suffragettes were only for the interests of the white women.

Alot of the antisjw youtubers are definitely descended from the klan. 

Support Black content creators. Stay woke. 
Immediately liking the video. 






They wouldn't let George Floyd rest. Those far right muppets are against democracy. Reject far right politics. 


This statement is false. Marshal is a white supremacist. 


Taylor Swift apparently Swag Surfing but it isn't. People acting like Travis Kelce invented the Fade haircut. 

Thalassophobia is something that I suffer from. Fear of the ocean. 

This young Black woman had passed out at the gym. A man and woman helped her. There were no first aiders about. I grabbed the Cleaner who was the only member of staff available. The ambulance were called. I did ask the guy if the ambulance had arrived. He said "of course not, it'll be two hours" I don't think he meant it in a snarky way. They did arrive faster. I commend them for stepping up. There wasn't much I could do.


Got a automated message talking about Christmas gift deals. +447701407167

I should have double checked who was replying to me in regards to a donation. 
Had another look at the profile. Definitely one of those folks copying the profile of a person asking for monetary help. I remember another one popped up for someone in Hawaii. Best to report them. Joseph Malindi is the scammer. josemalindi2@gmail.com Not sure what can be done. No buyer protection. He knew what he was doing. Must stop donating to people. 
I reported the account and transaction. I did donate to a gofund.me and questioned that. I guess that I could sign him up for newsletters. Change his password. Mobile ‪+254 7•• ••1438‬ Based in Kenya. 



I disputed the PayPal transaction. Looks like they impersonated someone else. 
It has been said that a Zionist will go to a protest to rile people up. Take videos, doxx protestor, push a narrative. 
These pro Israel people are vile. 

Hitler would be proud of the Conservative Jews. Shapiro, Loomer and the rest would deep throat him if he were alive today. Especially how Israel operates. Misinformation was spread by fascists and idiots fell for it. Maybe Kanye was right all along. 

Always these weird engagement tweet threads. "post a picture of the last person you assaulted" "when was your biggest shit"

I turned off reposts but still see quote tweets. Aren't you faggot retards tired of posting gifs? 
Katie Herzog is antiblack aswell as transphobic. She proved Robin Diangelo right. 



See The Kavernacle video on the Conservatives whining about people being child free. How about they concentrate on raising their kids. 



White supremacists continue to be idiots.... 

Sargon of Asshat doesn't know his arse from his elbow. 





Watch this young sister. 
Destiny subreddit hates The Kavernacle. These people are imbeciles like their idol. 


Zionists attacked a Jewish woman and they thought she was an arab. Will the people that moaned about the BLM protest complain about the Zionist rallies? 

People on Twitter with their dumb takes about Roda who was hit with a brick. There is a black woman in Peckham that was assaulted. The victim blaming comes out. The racists don't understand irony, push a false narrative and exposing themselves. Especially Lawrence Fox. Some black guy cooning for engagement. These people would support a white woman. Two white tennis players play the victim. Some Amala woman is a grifter for White supremacists. Some white woman had to quote tweet a Muslim lady on 9/11. She plays the victim. She also retweeted an antiblack tweet. You can follow me on Twitter. People are still quote tweeting and I turned off reposts. Victim blaming a young black teen murdered in Croydon. The dumbasses at Gbnews getting fired. Some biracial woman was being colourist. 

I cleared the garden but could have done with the big ladders for the weekend. More rain to come. I have to cut down the neighbour's big plant that runs up the wall. He should have trimmed it earlier. Why my brother wants to bring the ladders today. I was free in the weekend. I had to wake up early on Saturday because Matthew was coming to paint again. I had to remove the masking tape and wipe down the surfaces. I am working early in the morning today. This woman can't stop ranting. My other brother had the bath sponge in his room and it is mine that I was using. I had to buy a new one. Still wasting toilet roll. They make a mess. Yet I am the only one cleaning the house. The scaffolding was put up a day early. Now I won't be able to cut the plant properly. Unless I use the scaffolding. Wanted to see if I could clear the guttering of excess water. No money to buy anything. My brother would have brought the ladders in the weekend. Well why suggest Monday? I fucking wanted it done. Also asked if I would be in on the Thursday and Friday. I did book them as you said that you would be in. 
No communication from Roofline. Coopers are at fault. Now they are starting a day early at 8am. My mum had taken out the bin and had none to replace it. She goes out of the house early. My brother comes to tell me. Why don't you go after her then. The work outside is being done. I have to see what they are doing with the sewer pipe. It hits under the guttering. There are still areas to finish. 
Not paid back enough money. Can't go out. I even considered calling someone to sort the underfelt which I wanted doing last year. Used the 20kg bar at the gym and it was a struggle. A few hot women. The woman that we know from up the road will bring the food down. My mum scratching herself being weird. I woke up early waiting for Roofline to come back. I would be sleeping otherwise. Did consider trying to get the underfelt sorted whilst scaffolding was up. Might not be worth it. With how the scaffolding is, how will the new pipe be fitted? The old connected to finlock hasn't been removed yet. Neither is that block. A new one added next to it. Will I have to seal the side? It was all done but he has told me to have the roof looked at. Especially the rafters. While the scaffolding is up. It will go soon. I don't have any or enough money to sort this. Royal Roofing had not a very good job it seems. Now this would bother me. No ladder to look inside the attic. I could have gone on without being told this. I can't get a loan. I am paying for this guttering. I can't even top up my phone. I spoke to Dave. He reassured me about what needs doing. The tiles could be replaced but that is expensive. Not waste money on jobs that do not need doing. Having the scaffolding will cost more money. I need to be paid back. It was a waste of time and money using Royal Roofing. I should have sued. Wasting my time ringing up other companies for a roof inspection. Might not respond. Just give the scaffolding back and be done with it. There is always next year. Already had a discussion with the man down the road. There is no major issue. Someone will look at the house. Told to get a structural engineer and it could be costly. Wasting my money. Not going gym as needed the rest. More bollocks at work. Should have gone gym. Will go early but then the roofer arrives but then work later on. Being asked for money, the guy across the road needing to give his advice. The fence can wait. Just pissing me off. Could not be bothered with gym. Couldn't get to sleep. I will go at some point.  With the weather being like it is I can understand if Ryan wanted to rearrange. He is running late or isn't going to come. I woke up early and didn't go gym. Cancelled another appointment for next Wednesday. I will find someone else if he doesn't respond. 
Had a look. Arrived later. Would need to be retiled. Clearly Pete Evans hadn't done a good job. Should have sued. Nothing to worry about. I still wasn't entirely convinced. You folks won't get up there to do the repairs but would for a retiling. For some dumb reason the Cineworld site had my location as Western Super Mare. I hadn't realised until I got to the cinema. I had to buy another ticket. I was tired and had been unwell. Not sure what can be done. The hail storm happened whilst I was heading home. Wearing a t-shirt. My brother was supposed to use the bath. He has to them fuck around on my phone for about an hour. Can't decide on which phone to order. Then taking the piss with the order form and looks for shoes. My other brother still had to ring and ask for money. I wanted to peace and quiet. No privacy. Can't use my fleshlight. Do I have to destroy property and murder people? I swear that my brother does this deliberately to piss me off. Some nonsense about form filling, doctors having wrong info, blood pressure, whether my other brother will give him a lift. I'm not going to Leicester and mum probably scratching herself. Fannying around over a form. Not everyone has to be at your beck and call. I have every need to raise my voice. You are a grown man act like it. I will move out and you all will prove to be pretty useless. Constantly interrupted. 
A relative that works away from home is in the East Midlands. Visiting in the evening. Brother whines about that. No one is staying the night. He couldn't come so phoned. Has got into trouble in the past. Making money for some big business. I was reluctant to give him my number. Not sure if I would want him round. Some relatives cut him off. They don't talk to each other. I personally don't care for family. Can't use poppers and fleshlight because something will put me off. My other brother ringing up for money. Mum rambling and wanting to take tablets at daft hours. Why is my brother taking 30 mind in the toilet then a few minutes washing his hands? Almost blocking the thing but he unblocked it. What are you even doing? Still talking about a new phone. Knocks and enquiring about his NHS form. Five times. I can tear it up. I am having to wake up just to help my brother with his blood pressure monitor. Has to have a few minutes to relax. Just do it yourself. 
 I will no doubt murder my entire family. 
The gym was a struggle as I was away from training a week later. Having been ill didn't help. A guy asking for coins. Should have just said no. I don't like being b. Do you really need it? Shoplifter or drug addict. I won't do it again or be nice. Got my mum's medicine. It is always back and forth with the surgery and pharmacy. Get it toogether. My youngest brother was told it would take three days. But my other brother says that you have to buy it. Takes the piss. My brother calls as usual. Just because I am not paying for the roof don't mean that I will lend you money. 
During a Dansgaming stream. It happened to be are rerun. Why would they bother? Labelled under live channels. Some points were redeemed and some nob had to comment.
I was still waiting for the scaffolding to be removed. It will probably go when I least expect it. I could have hired a company to remove the moss from the roof. Using money by gifting subs on Twitch. That should stop now. Twice where some idiot in a car would shout something at me. That car will crash. 

But needing to rant when there is no point. I should move out. 

I won't be lending any money. Stopping the use of poppers. 


I had been feeling constipated. Took a Dulcolax. Went to the toilet in the gym as usual. No cleaner around. No toilet roll in one toilet. I was on my way home. A guy that had been working at the University need to get back to Derby. He had got lost. I took him to the train station to see if the Skylink stand was there. My mistake. It wasn't. Walked with him all the way back to the town centre. Coming back felt the urge for the toilet. May need some other medicine. Hopefully this is it. I wasn't done. Blocked the toilet. Unblocked it now. It just burst out of me. The moss removal is expensive. Just hand the scaffolding over. Get charged for scaffolding when it is already up. Dave said not to waste money. I am not paying for retiling. I am moving out. I should have done something sooner. The weather was hit and miss. I would end up having to do it myself. Cheaper to get the equipment. But I could always wait till next summer and let the scaffolding be taken. There is nothing really to be done. I am not arseing about. Should have just let it go. I took the moss down. Getting back onto the ladder from the scaffolding is tricky. Hopefully that there are no issues. The water can get to the gutter. If I want something done I will hire a professional. Seeing a gap between the ridge tiles. No water is coming through. Could have called someone to sort it. There are others that would sort the underfelt. I easily could have rung before or wait till next year. I do notice things on other roofs but they aren't having any issues so nothing is done.  Need to sort the taps out. My brother has his volume up on the TV. Playing music and he seems to be dancing. It is 4:20am. The neighbours won't like it. He can answer them. These teens hid in my garden as their friend was coming up the walkway. As a surprise. I had just got home. Stay the fuck out. I find it annoying that songs are dissappearing from my playlist. I find that Michael had painted over the stopcock. I need that to turn the water off. He had done the same with the door to the gas and electricity metres. I wake up early and hear rambling in one room and music in another. Go back to sleep but now overslept when I was to go to the gym. It still annoys me that I look at ridge ane feel the need to call someone. A roof inspection was done. Either do something or don't. Having to get the taps sorted. Again, trying myself or call a professional. Tried to change the taps. Will get someone. Still having to discuss this form or medical terms with my brother. He can discuss it with the doctor. Supposed to rest the voice. Not keep rambling. Can't get any privacy. It does not fucking matter. I still get asked for money. I have gifted subs on Twitch and purchased tokens on Chaturbate. I am stopping. Brought something from Bestvibe. Use the money for a mattress or plumber. Save to get out. Stop spending money on useless things. Poppers that I would only just open not have opened up not working for me. Pouring the liquid away when there could be a use a day later. Quit altogether. I had set the alarm for gym. Was drowsy and could not be bothered. I watched porn instead and used poppers. Pointless. Should force myself to go. I will go tomorrow morning. Then work in the afternoon. Having used the poppers yesterday didn't help. Waking at various times messes up the sleep pattern. It would be difficult to get back to sleep. I was to use the poppers later on. Whether it is xhamsterlive, chaturbate, Twitch or poppers. I am spending far too much money. When I should use it for a plumber and mattress. I will make no more unnecessary payments. Can't be lending money and need it back. I should be food shopping. I have direct debits. My music doesn't make alot. My mum's account is overdrawn. Whatever my brother is trying to sort out has the bank clerk suspicious. Money being transfered to him. He asks me to transfer money to him so he can pass it on to her. He created this mess. He can sort it. I am owed money. He is coming down. I can't even get any privacy. I can put money into her account but not if he takes anything. He had said on certain days that I would have the money back. Looking at my statement no money has been paid. He reckons it will be sorted in a few days. I spent a ridiculous amount on Twitch and Chaturbate. I find charges for sites that I don't regularly use. Always someone on Twitter that is struggling. Manage your money better. I will not donate. I am at fault for mismanaging my money recently. Saw this dodgy guy in Tesco that turned around and went the other way. No security. I didn't inform staff. Distrokid royalties split with charities. I have stopped that now. One artist that I credited hadn't accepted the invite. I am only paying for this year. I will message him. If he doesn't do anything then 100% will go to me. I am trying to be fair and help these people. Using their music which is allowed but I credit them and send money. My youngest brother has alot of money saved up. So why is my mum not getting any and I pay for everything. Good that he is being smart. I find that he had splashed water everywhere that it got onto the carpet. I put a shower curtain there for a reason. I gave him a spare razor blade which was my last one. He can afford some. The boiler did show F2 which is flame loss. All I did was reset it. Parts were replaced in January. I could have kept paying Ideal. With the weather it would affect boilers. L2. Reset it again. I don't have the money. This is stupid. Having to ring someone again. Not BK. But Ideal again. I am not going through all that nonsense again. Almost putting me off my training. I don't need to be worrying about other shit. These young lads had come into the gym. Dressed for a night out. Probably using the same pin number. I have to have the domestic and general policy started up again. They have now left. The boiler was sorted. My mum talking about my brother coming home from work at 12pm. It is now 1pm. He would have been making noise and probably bother me for money. I was going to use my poppers and toys but didn't as I probably was going to be disturbed. Now I had something to eat. I would have done this before taking a bath. He was at the house hours earlier. Why get it so wrong? I can't do shit in private. My other brother will be home soon. 
 Johnsons text me about the my dry cleaning being done. I had been home half hour. I could have stopped by in town. Trying to set up a Big Value Bundle so I ring Vodafone. My phone still has issues. I could only top up and had to ring again. But there was interference and missed what the woman was saying. I get asked if I could get to the taxi rank in town to get a lift to the Toby Carvery. I was using the bathroom and my brother wanted to wash his hands. He had just come upstairs and could have used the kitchen. I can just get a taxi from my house to there. The restaurant was busy. The staff had alot to do and I understood that. Service was running slow. Waiting on drinks and dessert. The colleagues were complaining. I didn't have anymore drinks or dessert as I did think that they were going to go to the town centre for drinks as I was told. Plenty of students at this venue. Pointless using hair removal cream, shaving, bathing again and going to the gym. Would not have attracted any women. It is always the same thing. I accidentally touched a bum. Which I apologised. The toilets were clean. It was far too cold. Plenty to discuss. Some felt the need to slag off regular customers. They would have done similar things like the politicians breaking Covid rules. 

I think back to the time working for Berry. This woman who was a student. She had a car but refused to take passengers. Car sharing was necessary. I wonder if she said that to anyone else or was it just me?

Clearly one of the poppers bottles had been leaking into the padded envelope. There was that smell. White residue around the lid. Not much liquid in the bottle. I still get ask to send money. I knew that my brother was going to ask when he called. 
I was sleeping and my mum had to come in and asks me to give her the medication. She can wait. She left the door ajar. With the plastering, painting, fence and carpets. My brother wanted it done yet I am the one being asked to pay for it. Same with Christmas gifts. If you want it to happen then you have to pay for it. If you have a child then you should provide for her. Your girlfriend is not my problem. 
Israel and Australia are part of Eurovision. Russia were removed. Bizarre. My mum wanting to take the medication. Whilst I am taking a shit. Kept calling. I was getting ready and my brother tells me to give her some. "do us a favour" I will do it when I am ready. Turns out there pills ran out. So my other brother didn't go get any or tell me. So all that whining for nothing and now I have to rant. I forgot my body puff with all that bullshit. I went to B&Q and bought hooks. Waiting like an idiot at the check out. The sales assistant tells me to scan the item at the self service where I was waiting. He was serving someone. I opened the poppers bottle yesterday and I had an issue with it today. I did already give money to my brother. Looks like I didn't get it back when he said he would. Had the audacity to ask for more. I will sell his computer equipment even though he needs it for work. Take him to court for the other money still owed. Get the items from his house. I had borrowed money in the past. I began paying it back. I don't have to pay rent. He just lies about paying me back. I will not help him financially or otherwise. I can destroy items to get my point across. His number is blocked. I will outright tell him. My other brother not using the shower curtain and replacing the toilet roll when it isn't finished. I may resort to violence. I had set the alarm for the gym. I couldn't be bothered to go. I tried using the poppers but then wasn't in the mood. Found it difficult to go back to sleep. I hear my mum rambling loudly. I have my ear buds in. It was pointless using the poppers. Setting the alarm or considering going later. I don't see the point of training anymore. I should cut down the exercise and time spent. I could go back to sleep having once trained. I would regret not training. Not much to do. Taps need to be sorted. Order a mattress. Fix the light. I attempted to use the poppers again. The house was empty for a short while. It didn't do much and there was liquid still in the bottle. I poured it away. Opened a new one. But it was early for me to be using it. As someone is at home now I won't use it yet. I am quitting poppers. One or no orders. No more for 2024. I ordered alot from KFC. Binned the rest. The phone was ringing and I was asleep. My brother was obviously awake listening to some retarded music loudly and didn't bother to answer it. I had requested the medication on Monday but it still wasn't ready on Thursday. Got it Friday and had to wait. My brother asking me to take my mum for a walk. I had just removed work clothes after getting home. I would eat then go bath. I had to get dressed again. He was at home and should have taken her. Some cunt from +447520691666 with an automated voice message about Xmas offers. Always hearing my mum rambling and laughing at night sometimes. I tried to buy a sinus rinse product from Boots. Should have checked my bank account first. Card was declined. I could have not bothered ordering the poppers, KFC or chips from the place in town. Same with the gifted sub on Twitch or Chaturbate tokens. I hadn't been paid back yet. Lending money to my brother will put me in this position. Also as I transferred money to help with my mum's account earlier. I won't bother again. I have to stop subscriptions. Half an hour in the toilet and now my brother blocked it. My mum is using it. Should have had her wait. I have to unblock the fucking thing. Why be so ridiculous? Flush it half way through. I told her not to flush. She does it anyway. It will be unblocked. It has been cleared. I want to go to sleep. Lost sleep not sure if I fell asleep or not. He might as well deal with it. Don't take so long to use it. This guy was at the gym early. Wanted to join and spoke of free training. No staff available. I get paid next Friday. My mum wiping her backside not sure what exactly she was doing. The door was open. Then uses the toilet then bathroom. Use the shower curtain. Close the door. My brother had borrowed a tenner from my mum to get stuff for my aunt. He then had gone to my youngest brother's room and left the tenner and took the twenty note. Why isn't the aunt buying her own stuff? You should be using your own money and don't take anything without permission. I expect to be paid back more than just £50. Like I said before if I don't resort to violence then I will take the computer downstairs and sell it off. My brother wanting to use the iron but asked me to plug it in. You do it. Telling me to give mum the medication. I was eating and he was up already. He did give it to her. Distrokid had finally removed the songs from Beatport. Difal and Rusty Galjour not accepting the invite so they can get royalties. Same with the ones not responding on Bandlab Iceman, Rio Strap and Milliecash. Kasemusic didn't send me further details. I sent you money via PayPal. I reached out in the first place. I won't bother again. I will put a fake name. If I want to be petty. Even remove the featured artist. It is Christmas though. I am an amateur not a professional. I should stop wasting money and time on music. Two videos can't be monetised. I got a clip from the Internet Archive and with the other I obtained a cover song license. Just because I didn't say anything doesn't give my mum the right to come into the room. It is early in the morning. I had also told her to stay out of the kitchen as I was still cleaning but she decided to go in anyway. I mopped the floor and left the door open. My brother brings my niece with Christmas gifts. Just give me the fucking money. My youngest brother constantly playing that Michael Jackson and Jojo song on repeat. Adding new toilet roll. The attic door was ajar. I had clearly closed it. I have decided that I will make up names for the song credits. As these twats don't reply. Just keep the splits to 100% for me. I can still greet customers at work and not get a response. I really should be killing people. I was at the gym today on Boxing Day. So many hot women. Blondes and brunettes. Nice ass and thighs. Two were wearing blue shorts and top. Another in grey leggings and one with pink shorts. The neighbours are having guests. Why are they upstairs? I wanted to watch porn and use  my fleshlight. I had fallen asleep. They were still chatting hours later. I should just use it anyway. Two strangers greeted me in the morning. I did wonder if the someone was moving the broken fence. People whining about Doctor Who. I couldn't get another video monetised because of repost network and orionthascholar. Could be fake or legitimate. Either way I will delete the video, edit and upload. The neighbours had guests again and I was asleep but woke up and now a few hours later I can hear them. The storm is back. It is payday. I shall see if I get paid back any money. I won't transfer any over. This cleaner at the gym. Not a regular. He seemed to annoy me a little. He would be talking to me but I have my headphones in. He asked me to dispose of the blue roll that I was using. I know what to do. Youtube recommends the antisjw youtubers. Getting banned from a Twitch channel that I promoted Requests_VJ, only chose amusing and good songs. They unbanned me. The gale force winds tore down the fence. The next storm produced lots of rain. Canal overflowed and streets were flooded. Brother still wanted to get the carpets replaced. Asking me to pay for them which were on sale. As taps were seized. You can't remove the spindle but replace the whole taps. If the council were to put in a walk in bath, the floor boards would need replacing. Condensation on the toilet tank is from moisture in the air. The water will be cold. Ventilate the room. Storm Isha brought rain and strong winds. Don't need the toilet lid slamming. Food waste on surfaces or floor to be cleaned up. I did wonder if I smelt gas. Probably get it looked at but then the cooker needs cleaning and not used on a high setting. Some rubbish outside not been cleared away. Recycling from the bins blown away and part of the old guttering. Third time in a row I am overdrawn. Having transferred money to my mum and brother causes it. I am trying to move out. My brother's work not paying him right or underpaying him and so he needs me to transfer money to pay for his rent. Why the fuck should I be paying for it. He is planning on paying back parts of it. I will wind up overdrawn again. I don't want small amounts. It has to be all. I can't get anything sorted if I am giving my money to him. I am saving to move out. Sod trying to fix or replace things. Let it be their problem. I had someone signing up people for Battersea Dogs Home. I knew by the knock that it was a sales person. Could have avoided opening the door. He was only doing his job. But I wasn't interested in charities or animals. I was falling asleep and got a call from this number +442031374132 It is a scammer that is blocked. Action Fraud can't do anything regarding previous reports. There is alot of Kumbaya shit on Quora. Promoting these posts to me. Why do I find a toilet roll that is almost finished in the bin? Him also repeating the music. It is being played loud at odd times. Then there is her talking loud repeatedly. Cups, plates and cutlery not being washed properly. I tried this program recommended by Denims. In the gym. 5 exercises, 5 sets of 5 reps.  I was at Tesco. Paid for my stuff and packed it away on the self service. This Karen decided to come to it and I hadn't left yet. She moved away. I should have slapped the bitch. .Did think of how this Steve Ball guy who worked at the bakery at Morrissons Loughborough had been harassing my youngest brother whilst he worked there. It has been 15 years now. I was reluctant to do anything however had gone in. Rang the manager at the time. He had said that he needed to fight his own battles. He had to have reported it to management and hr. The guy had to be dealt with. Something within the company. Karma will get the guy. Might be racially motivated. Uniform was removed from his locker and found near bins. He was bothering a female colleague. I had been working nights and he was bugging me all the time. Steve can still be killed. Same as Debbie who is a housekeeper at Loughborough University. Throw her off the building. I don't need to add old things or anything else to this post. 
I am overdrawn yet again. Waiting for that money I am owed. He had the audacity to ask for 120 for the day. I transferred 550 for the rent. Gtfoh. A trifle I bought on Friday was already mouldy on Monday. Stab a shoplifter or racist. My youngest brother telling me to take my mum's blood pressure when I had only just got in. The other one could have done it. The batteries had run out. I sent a text about money owed I am still waiting. Debits getting returned. I am not transferring any more money. Quit that job if they underpay you. I should sell that carpet or get it refunded. I will have to smash something or take it to Cash Converters. You have taken the piss for far too long. I knew that you would be a let down. I will stand my ground. Give a final warning. I had been sleeping for a while and was tired. The phone rings and no one is answering it. My brother tells me to answer it as I was going to do. He could have just done it. He was annoying me yesterday over this dumb questionnaire. Anyway it was 0800 9555544. Some woman said she was from some company. I just hung up. Either Talk Talk or Octopus Energy. Maybe a scam. I just wasn't in the mood. Finding that there is very little in the fridge. Now that would not have been an issue if I had not paid someone else's rent. Not sure if my brother has picked up any groceries. Has he blocked the toilet? I hope not. I was at Puregym when in the changing rooms, at the toilet. I was filling my bottle. A cubicle was occupied. A flush happened and a Caucasian male in his 20s steps out. He walked straight out without washing his hands. I had seen this man laying unconscious beside the bus shelter on the way to the gym. Drunk student. He was gone as I left. 
The pharmacy didn't have the Cocodomol ready as expected. They had included this other medicine that lowers cholesterol. However my mum isn't meant to be taking it yet. So why the fuck was it included? My youngest brother tells me about the wrong date on the book where the blood pressure readings are written down. Asks me to take two more. Did the doctor request 4 readings in a day? What difference does it make? Why the hell won't you do it? You said you were out of practice. He is doing it now. I am still waiting for the money. 
I hate having to ration food. Make something from scratch. I will get it back one way or another. All this milk being bought but no food tins and rice is always being made. "This is a reminder from Shawbrook that we will attempt to take your direct debit payment in the next few days. Please make sure you have the funds available. If we cannot collect your payment your direct debit will automatically cancel, and we will be in touch to make sure you are comfortable repaying your loan. " It has been two weeks now. I should have had money a week ago. Need not have used any on Chaturbate. I cleaned the kitchen but it has been left a mess. Shudder is useless. Pic fair doesn't earn me anything. Shit sprayed on the seat and bowl. No brush used to clean it up. Music playing loud after 6am. I find a few tins in the house. Cancel subscriptions as they don't benefit me. I felt like going back on poppers but it will affect my body and waste money. I used to borrow money from my mum as a student. Started paying her back. The money inherited from my dad wasted. 
I was sent back £200 and some more will be sent tomorrow. Only happened because I texted and asked him. I am going to refuse to send money. Still owed from before. I was thinking about the condensation on the toilet. Also finding the pipe in the kitchen to be wet. Probably ask about it. Hopefully nothing major that can be sorted. I rang Manish the plumber but he was busy. Left a message. The condensation issue when I look it up online is nothing to worry about. 
As the cocodamol was given late I can't give the other pill. I am definitely moving out. 
No more Mr. Nice Guy. No one else has been hoovering the house. I only received £90. Why is it that my Twitter account gets locked out? Is Apartheid Ken unhappy with me posting Black History Month content? 
This blog is glitching. I accidentally stepped on a tube light. Sent my brother money for the cost however it was meant for the skip. I was fucking sleeping when my mum had to open the door saying something. It is Sunday. She had to also make noise hours earlier when I was up for the gym. 


Some arsehole in a truck/van says "nice sunglasses on you mate" clearly said to take the piss. I don't know you.

Repeating herself again. Hadn't even flushed the toilet and left shit on the seat. She was scratching herself again. 
 

No response from Manish. 
Definitely fobbed me off. Doesn't mean I can't call him again or someone else. Maybe Ben Kunne. Better yet just leave it. The condensation was gone. No need to worry.
On the way home I bumped into a former colleague. My youngest brother still playing the same songs almost every day. It could be early in the morning or late at night. Loud. Fucking annoying. Cruel Summer by Taylor Swift. Michael Jackson Sings about your generation to Billie Jean. Some whiny woman. This guitar playing to an audience and a man wants to find you. Also wasn't looking for love. My other brother still asked for money as he should be paying it back. My mum decided to go get sugar in the rain. I had to go fetch her. I won't bother next time. I was considering sending my assistant manager a birthday card with Neil Breen on it. Too weird so won't bother no matter how humorous it is to me. Not sure what to do with youtube after hitting 1k subscribers. The Voodoo People song I made was removed from Audiomack. It had been removed by Distrokid a while ago. Someone paid for the track on Bandcamp. I might have to remove it. It will be for my own use. My cousin had left his Saab car on the driveway. Which he is selling. My mum had to repeat my name several times. Wanting the blood pressure test and cocodamol. It was early and I had just got back. My brother wanting to borrow my phone. He came to my room around 5 times over this NHS form. It could have been sorted with one visit. I had to use the old Chrome app to get onto Twitter. Got logged out again eventually. Passed three people on the way to the gym. One asked for a light. I don't smoke. You should have one on you.  
I have 99 problems but a bitch ain't one. 
Stayed off poppers. I decided to buy a poppers bottle. I could easily have not. It does pass the time and is better when masturbating. I won't use as much as before. I can quit for a while or for good. As long as my strength and speed aren't affected. I have to stay on the ball at work and face responsibilities at home. Make that move. 
I had to look up the process of changing a tap to better understand it. Just ring someone else to do it. The council isn't going to replace the valve. Brother comes into the room over that fucking form. Overthinking shit. Has been told an answer several times. Just started to piss me off. 0s are not counted. Send the form back. I was expecting to use my poppers. Waited for them to arrive. Was meant to move the bed and so waited. Takes the piss. Someone had gone and placed the general waste bin bag in the recycling bin. The bag when being removed had spilt it's contents all over. I had to clean the thing. Mum was whining and talking to herself. Repeating my name. Yesterday as she wanted her blood pressure test. Right now she comes to my room. It is 7am. Just because I don't answer. Doesn't mean you can disturb me. My brother doesn't even give her a tablet in the morning. Do you all want a slap? Not sure why my brother needs to see a film at the cinema for a specific time or you don't know what you are watching.
 At Puregym. The geordie fella had been using the decline leg press and it was loaded up with a lot of weight. Once he was done it was left as it is. The Asian lady that uses it alot was on it. Same weight. Must have been half hour on it. I was planning to use it. She left the weights on. I had to remove some to use it then cleared it once I was done. How are you coming to the gym but are lazy? 

Someone referring to me as their woke friend and asking me to transfer the Voodoo People track I remixed. Someone else was interested. I left a Google Drive link. It may be gone eventually. Legal reasons. Someonr on Reddit explains that it originally belonged to The Prodigy. I know what I am doing. I did have the links in the description. It was on Bandcamp the entire time. I could post it back up or other small sites but might get caught. Remove the videos altogether. Weird comment section. 
 I was going to use the ski machine but this woman had put her shit in front of it. I was faffing about spending money on other things other than calling a plumber or ordering a mattress. Got a call from +447435768740. But the guy says that he got a missed call from my number 25 minutes earlier. Someone in Farnham is still spoofing this number.  I am having to text my number again to Manish though he already had it and recognised my details. My phone is out of credit and it is a ballache to top up on this phone. The call centre is annoying. +441225591542 calls but then I look it up and get these websites selling bathroom furniture. Got an appointment sorted. Buying the mattress. My brother had to come into the room to tell me to make sure mum brushed her teeth. I was sleeping as I got back from gym. You could have sorted it. I can just ignore that for waking me up. Jaymal had knocked on the door. I was eating at the time. He knew my brother from school. He had popped by. I wasn't sure if he was high. He was touching his nose a fair bit. Had a cigarette and a small carton of milk. If he had been up to no good in the past I didn't want to know. Wasn't going to let anyone in. Been going to the gym every two days on my week off. Still looking at these places to rent. Some are no longer available. Mostly house share. This woman decides to come to my room again as I hadn't said anything. I was trying to get sleep and had an hour to go. The alarm from next door was going off. You can wait for the tablet and blood pressure test. She feels the need to repeat "uduben" and "jewra" and I am close to becoming violent. I was trying to use the poppers earlier. Got that mattress arriving in the afternoon. I was going to go to the supermarket. Emir came and replaced the tap. Good job. I should stop using sealant and other products when I don't know what I am doing. I had to drag the mattress up by myself. It looks a little wide. I was only asleep for 40 minutes and my mum has to come in. I was fucking asleep. You do not wake me up. I will tell you when. I am not going to do the blood pressure test. Disturb me again and I will smash that thing up. Get my brother to do it. He is up. Doesn't even give a tablet. The mattress fit perfectly. It is comfy. Quite thick. Jay-Be Microfoam. From Argos. My brother isn't supposed to be asking me for any money. He has been paying things back but I gave him 30 a few days ago and 50 recently and he is asking for 80 for a bill. Get your partner to pull her finger out and pay for it. This clown in the next room ie my youngest brother playing Michael Jackson's Beat It on repeat well one segment. I need to stop getting these fucking texts for Kareem, Jariya and Mo. I may need to switch numbers. +442034753631 was the most recent to call me. I am blocking texts and calls.
My mum asking about a tablet. I was trying to sleep when she came to my room. It is the 5th time now. My brother already gave her a tablet.
This guy had left his shoes by the incline leg press and I was wanting to use them. He came for them. There was a lot of sweat on the headrest. You could have taken the shoes earlier and cleaned up your mess. I was asleep and am woken to that shitty Taylor Swift song on repeat. My brother could have given mum a tablet but asks me to do it. I was going to but you were home early. Hoovering, wiping surfaces and using the toilet brush and doing the laundry. It seems that none of you cunts know how to do anything. The people that bullied and harassed me as teens were at fault. As were their parents that had failed them. Irony being they are now adults and parents themselves. They will no doubt be shitty fathers and mothers. Why the fuck are you calling and asking if I am alright? So what if it is 8am. I am not answering or getting up early for a blood pressure test.
Getting told to make sure she brushes her teeth. She could have done it earlier. Not only has no money been sent back. I seem to have an Amazon Prime Membership that I didn't sign up for. I was speaking to a rep. Those pop up ads that send me to Amazon probably sent me there. The money is being refunded. I took my mum for a walk and it started raining. I should not have bothered ordering pizza and just wait for the money to come back. I am cancelling subscriptions. I am never sending money to my brother. Nothing else is getting sorted in the home. Stop spending money on poppers and give them up. Go shopping. It is 9:31 am on a Saturday and this bitch is still asking if anyone is coming down for a Blood pressure test. My brother comes in asking if I can do it. Well you can. I will make her wait. I can just hit her or throw the machine out. I am making a track using that Sydette Blackamazon woman from Twitter. That's what she gets for blocking me. The computer that my other brother uses will be taken to Cash Converters or smashed up the moment he asks for money and fails to pay what is already owed. My brother asking me to take my mum out for a walk again. I already did this morning and you aren't doing anything. I won't be do anything again.
My brother seems to have taken more money than he should have from the youngest. Should not give him your card. See what you are spending. Was a fraudulent act committed? 
It doesn't make sense that my brother probably earns alot with Aecom. More than other family members. Yet money from my mum, the youngest brother and mine is being transferred. Making low funds or overdrawn. What are you spending money on?  Niece is old enough to get a part time job and his partner has no excuse not to find work. What is the landlord charging? It requires a proper investigation. I need to put a stop to it. Ban him from borrowing. Get the police involved. Go to court over unpaid money. The social worker was right all along. The council had been cutting the hedges and have broken the fence. It is payday and the clown is already asking me for money. I would like to go one day without you asking me for money. An entire month. I will need to sell your stuff or beat up your partner to make you see sense. I deleted your details for transfers. I say no and stick by it and you are blocked and ignored.
My mum still talking out loud about this blood pressure test. I was trying to get some sleep after coming from the gym. Four times she comes into my room. I told you once. Use your brain. She had been repeating my name for thirty minutes.
The youngest brother should have done it. He doesn't even do it. Yelling at her to take a bath. You fuckers are making unnecessary noise. She does not seem to comply. All this bullshit in the morning. My younger brother had first asked for £17 then £30. Two or more text. Four missed calls to the mobile. I also knew that it was him calling the house phone. He is apparently in Skegness. He rang my mobile three and house phone today. Saw this notification of a missed call. Should just message him to stop asking and that the answer is no.
Some guy I didn't know saying hello to me on the street. Some couple thought the exercise this guy was doing was weird or amusing. High knee kicks. We are in a gym after all. No wonder my father hated this family the way he did. He should have just killed everyone. I won't be taking her for a walk or doing anymore tests or giving tablets. 
I really don't care about my cousin and his wife having had a baby. I don't see them at all. Someone came to my room for whatever reason. My mum was up and I was heading for work and she wanted the blood pressure test to happen. My brother can do it. It was 4:30am.  Calling and texted to see if mum was OK. Now asking for £50. My youngest brother is at home and doesn't bother doing the blood pressure test or giving a tablet. Mum was talking about the cooker not working. You don't even clean the thing. I am not wasting money trying to get it fixed or a new one ordered. My brothers aren't doing anything. They can deal with it. The gas meter would have to be fucked around with and it might affect the boiler. I had transferred £100 to my mum as it helps with bills. My youngest brother needed some money £30. Don't you have two accounts? I am sure that one had £6000 in it. I stopped doing the Stronglifts 5x5 program. I was wasting time. My mum was asking for the blood pressure test. Realising it was after 2am and went back to sleep. But felt the need to ask if I was still going to do it. I was going to go to the gym. Once I came back I wanted to go sleep and she asks again. I told her later. But she still thinks it was going to happen. Tried the door twice whilst asking. It was after 5.30am. Then after 6am. I had the ironing board and iron up against the door. I need to put a lock on it. I can't even get a lie in without this bitch nagging me. That prick I the next room could do it. 
I have got to move out and then cut ties with them.
I did open a poppers bottle but couldn't get off to it. A few days later tried again. Still had alot of content. Some accidentally went up my nostril. I poured it into the bin. Could have waited and tried a day or two later. Charging up the fleshlight. I still remember Dave Bowden labelling me a klutz whilst I was giving a presentation at art college. During gcse era, Shafiq Ahmed had barely knew me and said that I had a face that you would want to stamp on. Alvin telling me to lift up my jacket. Whilst his two female friends found it amusing. Was he calling me a shirt lifter? Only one of these people is dead. The rest shall follow. I should let it go. It is all in the past. These people are irrelevant. Karma will punish them. The Berlin Xxx bottle making me go soft. Not feeling the vibration but the machine was charged up. Why I stopped using. Used money on YouTube, Twitch and Chaturbate but not family. Well it is my money. That money that my youngest brother has gone it was from months ago. My younger brother still asking for money. Up to £2000 to cover bills and rent. His work seem to be underpaying him. I am only asked to pay a portion which will then be given back in two weeks. Anyway this takes the piss. The youngest was in all day but asks me to take mum for a walk. Fuck off. My brother asking for £300. I already sent £400 and can't do anymore.
I have to move out. 
Happy new year. 
Here ends the rant. 
 Useless device it won't suffice I want a new game to play. Refrain from ranting in 2024.

I won't blog anymore. Anyway.... 
 I don't need to tell this blog every single detail. 
Anyway I could should not keep posting. 
Merry Christmas and a happy new year. 

I don't need to tell you every detail. 
No more fucking about or writing a blog. 
These Asshats on YouTube moaning about the new Mean Girls movie. Based on the musical. Written by TinaFey. One has an issue with a black actor. The original still exists. Alexa Nikolas livestream. See the comments by Shawn Michael and Troublemakerbros


People talk about Keith Lee who I had never heard of. 
Dan Wootton being a Bellend as usual. Same goes for Joey Barton. Dan might be right about Shamima but she was groomed into joining Isis. So maybe he is wrong. He doesn't care. He just wanted to attack a woc. Joey needed to roast a 17 year old female goalie. She is new to the profession. Again he is a misogynist. 
Some other dumb channels are recommended. 





















This cunt is a bigot. 





Jackson Hinkle was antiwoke and pro Russia but is now showing support for Palestine. 


Michael Rapaport is causing hysteria. 

Fox News whining about Santa. I see this Nerdrotic Live video hosted by a Chinese woman. You aren't beating the model minority allegations. 


Did I mention that cunt from Girls Out West with the messages on Faphouse? Missbratperversions sent pics only to block me. Are you retarded? I wont respond to private messages on Chaturbate. This LukesWilson user kept demanding things of a performer without tipping. 

Is really isn't important what Simone Biles's husband talks about. Doesn't concern you Kim Foster. 

All these idiots on social media should understand that the celebrities can support who they want. They don't owe you shit. The general public don't have to give them any money or attention. 

Instagram was being shit when I try to upload something. Clideo fucks up again. I did ask to use of of @aprettyPR's TikTok video that was banned. I could post it to YouTube which helps her out. She posts some emoji as a reply. Took her ages to get back to me. Are you retarded? I can just download it anyway. Wtf is with this response? I won't bother. 


I am replied to on Bandlab. These fools on Twitter aren't worth it. Incidents don't have anything to do with me. Keep promoting my affiliate links and art. 
Time to make my exit. 
I won't add anything else. 
This is it. 
This is me clocking off. 
This is pointless. I won't add anymore. Deal with there. I will let it go. One of the four beasts said "come and see" and I saw a white horse, the name of who sat upon him was Death and Hell followed with him. 

I said that I wasn't going to mention home, work or anything else. Stick to reviews. I've got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one. 







It isn't racist have an all black or white panel. Karens clutching at straws. Tone policing does not work. 



Not the same student that was on Fox News months ago. But the Asians that complained about Black people were never smart to begin with. Country music has black roots



I should not respond to people anyway. Post certain books with tags. All this is irrelevant. 

Wasting money trying to find the full Piano track by Michael Nyman. I do have one which was probably youtube converted. As long as the composer gets his royalties. 

Another edited video to make a false narrative. A woman gets told that she will be raped. She responded with the word cunt not kike. Zionists are twisted. Montreal. 

On TPain's stream no one knows the name of the songs played. People ask too. 

People going through the social media to find offensive tweets have too much time on their hands. The excuses only come out for white teens. 

Having just watched the 60th anniversary Doctor Who. I believe that the terfs and antisjw youtubers will be triggered. You have a black trans character and a woman in a wheelchair. That is what the bigots will focus on. With the amount of hate and misinformation the antisjw youtubers put out they ought to work for the Israeli government. I wasn't sure about Rose's acting. It is a scifi show. Everything is different. Alonsy! 






Antiblackness in the comments. Don't need to explain shit to the trolls.













Jonathan Majors is a good actor. Best of luck to him. Don't care about the court case. Same with Johnny Depp and Amber Heard. Continue to work in Hollywood. Why are people invested in someone's private life? 

Rip Andre Braugher. All people post about is his Captain Holt character. What about his other work? 

Marvel What If season 2 episode 6 will trigger the colonisers. 

Sir Tom Moore's daughter gets all this charity money yet the fascists were whining about Sistah Space. 



I said what I said during Calvin Michaels' livestream. The white supremacists were pissed off about Alabama. As the Jacksonville shooter is dead. He got away with it. He will be getting pegged in Hell. 

Dave Rubin is an idiot. Basically tone policing a Black woman. 

Just weird how Zionist women think that sexual assault and rape are acceptable forms of punishment. 

Chaturbate is a waste of time and money. I have promoted the ones worth visiting. The music is a turn off. These models sit there and wait. Tokens that activate sex toys don't last long. You can't masturbate to webcam streams. Just watch porn. Nothing wrong with paying for porn. Support the creators. 


Look on social media and see how bigoted Amy Schumer and Sarah Silverman are. 
Donna and the racists in the thread going into #karen mode. Don't even understand what the protest is about. 



The Menu is a horror comedy. A satirical take on the food industry. I have worked in catering and hospitality. It can be seen as pretentious. The extras will have been professional chefs. They did an excellent job. As this is a film and you have these actors. I did work vip events.
Ralph Fiennes as Chef Slowik
Anya Taylor-Joy as Margot
Nicholas Hoult as Tyler
Hong Chau as Elsa
Janet McTeer as Lillian
Paul Adelstein as Ted
John Leguizamo as "movie star"
Aimee Carrero as Felicity
Reed Birney as Richard
Judith Light as Anne
Rebecca Koon as Linda
Rob Yang as Bryce
Arturo Castro as Soren
Mark St. Cyr as Dave
Peter Grosz as "sommelier"
Christina Brucato as Katherine
Adam Aalderks as Jeremy
Matthew Cornwell as Dale

You do wonder what is going to happen. The guests arrive on an island to dine at a fine restaurant. Chef Slowik is in charge. He has everything running like clockwork. Intelligent dialogue. Philosophical. There are metaphors worth looking in to. A great cast of actors. I was using Bluetooth headphones and maybe it seemed out of sync. Hard to get hear what was being said at the beginning. Many guests talking over each other. Some characters were annoying. I would need to look at the back story. I do recommend Old and Fantasy Island. Amongst the guests are business men, an actor, food critics. Most of the action is taking place in the restaurant. You get the description of the food. I saw it on Disney+ but it will be available on all platforms. I do like the design. See the trivia and discussions. Plenty of people have watched Masterchef, Hell's Kitchen, Michel Roux's Service, Great British Bake Off. They may enjoy this film. Surprises are in store for the guests and audience. I thought it would end a certain way. The cast will be well fed. Ralph having played scary characters like the Chef, Voldemort, Francis Dolarhyde. I did get a feeling about how two characters were connected. They acknowledged Covid. The Chef talks about the food with each course. Elsa keeps an eye on the guests. Margot is one of the main characters. On her date with Tyler who is a foodie. Anya is stunning. You will recognise some faces. Worth having a butchers. Compliments to the chef. Eat the rich. 




You call yourself #prolife yet support murderers like #DerekChauvin and #KyleRittenhouse
Make it make sense.

These celebrities cannot be cancelled for having a political opinion. Whoever they support is up to them. 


I tagged a few people. This will trigger some..... 

@kaenaval God knows better than to bring me around these stink ass tourists. THIS is exactly why we dont want you idiots here. Entitled fucks.




 



People make dumb assumptions in comment sections. 


Capital Xtra does play some shit music. The presenters sound like they skipped English. 

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These are the people following me on Tumblr. The Plantation Monthly is a parody. 



Why are they talking about abortion? Why would you tell someone to commit suicide? 


Torraine Walker doesn't like Feminists. Ms Figaro seems to believe this bullshit he posted. 





The Miss France scream is from 2018 so why the fuss now? Hopefully people leave her alone. 




Women living now are modern. What is with these dumb fucks using "modern women"? 








Charlie Kirk thinking he is a slave master. Crt is needed. This Andre should have paid for the woman's item. Cunts that don't work in retail are commending him. Better to have had the abortion. 


Who knew that this woman was a Karen? 
Candace Owens benefits from Feminism. Give her a slap. 

Whilst Chaya Raichik plays the victim. 

Some Asian woman on YouTube with woke backlash to Doctor Who in the title. Anything conservatives don't like is woke. Stop suggesting fascist content. 



FDsignifier, Foreign and Soulbunni were right about these white "leftists" 
The white fragility coming from white youtubers and the comments section really shows you who they are. 

With #SAGAFTRA #WritersStrike affecting not just Hollywood but content creators. Everything coming to a halt. It is like the Covid lock down. 

It was good to stay off Twitter for a day. Might stay away for longer. I challenge people to do the same. When you come back there will be snowflakes whining about everything. Like Twitter is life and death.

A black woman murdered because the man thought that she was trans. 

These idiots freak out over seeing a Palestinian flag. #karen who is a mother and a woman telling another woman that she should be raped. Lauren Wise is definitely a Pick Me. People show support for the civilians and not Hamas. 



I had uploaded things to Vectreezy. My partnership application has been declined. Part of a blocklist. Either I am or this other company is. White people on the right want to be oppressed. Won't ban or stop saying slurs. Lack of compassion for migrants on boats and the rich people in that submarine. Whining about Jonathan Majors' girlfriend supporting him. Some people love child cruelty and another won't stop going on about someone scamming her. These Maga morons are only speaking up as it is Hunter Biden and with Trump being prosecuted. Calling out white privilege. As Kodak Black is in prison and Hunter isn't. Anyway these are all irrelevant. I got the new fleshlight from Bestvibe. Hoping that I am not too small for it. It can be noisy. 

The rightwingers will show no compassion for the migrants or police brutality victims. like they did the sub crew. The left gave no shit about the sub crew. 

I won't bother uploading anything else to the site. 

Who are these people at 02038080309? Still getting calls from removal companies. 07442055787 rang me twice today. 02045749552 rang now. My Amazon business account cannot be verified. Well just give up then. 



"Thank you for visiting OnTheMarket.com. Create a property alert at http://bit.ly/349JWBY and be first to see details of relevant newly added properties" 
More texts and calls. 01603358222 left a voicemail. I had to ring up and get my details removed. Others have contacted me. 

Some story about a black woman being attacked by store staff because she had sound $50. A white supremacist in the comments wants to blame her. 

Onlyfans model with misinformation

Clearly doesn't know history 

As it was said on Twitter. The men have no issue with the sex assault allegations against Diddy but took issue with his sexuality. Tells me more aboriut those fools. It is pathetic . 

Since Hbomberguy's video on plagiarism came out. These drama channels will talk about it. Moistcritical is quiet at the moment. Xqc will react to it. 



These Zionists are race baiting and playing the race card. 

Francessa Ramsey and Selena Gomez don't need to announce that they are leaving social media. It is simple, log off. Stop being retarded. No celebrity has to give their opinion on everything. 


Ashli should have complied. She was a terrorist and got what she deserved. 




How is it that the poppers that I only opened yesterday stopped having the desired effect after one use? Threw it away. 

Couldn't have happened to a nicer person. Originally followed her. She followed me after a Comic Relief auction. Once we stopped following each other. I had seen a tweet where she mentioned someone having "wog like skin" She seemed to be dodgy as are her friends. 

One of her friends or followers who seemed nice.
Mo in Fareham went to Homebase. I got the text for the order and a feedback questionnaire which the allows the customer to enter a prize draw. I entered it. Serves him right. Still get calls from removal companies. Still getting bored with no money to spend. My blog post is under review now. The fleshlight is broken. 
Something is being done about it. May speak to Vodafone. My card is taking a while to get here. I used the app to get my pin. 

The idiot rightwingers getting triggered over the Harrison Ford interview where it is mentioned that Indiana Jones would punch a nazi in the modern era. 

The Ghetto Gaggers company should be shut down. It is misogynoir. Also Terfs aren't smart. Clearly not feminists as they drag other women. In regards to the Nottingham stabbing the white supremacists are making up allegations and theories. The Starbucks manager was fired after the black guys were profiled. She got compensation. Anyway none of this matters. Creepy men doxxing the Home Depot Girl and these women wanting this Chipotle guy's social media. Someone took a picture of him. Americans don't understand boundaries. 




Israeli Karen should not be a therapist. The Black one that followed was also unqualified. 

As it has been said before the people whining about Cisgender, Karen, Cracker being a slur are the same folk that drop the nword, p@ki, fagg#t and other things. Have been labelling Trans people as groomers or will bodyshame a larger woman. White Fragility. 





Jealousy of bipoc. Irrelevant and inferior. Report, block and mute. 



Some moron hinting a child might be gay. Another calling something an invasion when it is migrants on European soil when the Europeans colonised most of the world. A person lies about Jonathan Majors' girlfriend being arrested. He still isn't going to pick you. 

Asia Jackson follows MelonieMacadoodle on Twitter. I had to unfollow. 


I stumbled across this YouTube short where a Black woman is reacting to a scene in Evil Dead 3. Ash looking round and ready to say the nword. Her other videos complain about the Pirates 6 casting and things being woke. She definitely on a grift. 

Looking up videos on Target and these muppets like Just Jen Reacts and other rightwingers misuse the word woke. 

#budlight #PrideMonth #lgbtqia #transgender The rightwingers are a bunch of snowflakes. They throw a hissyfit and break the law. 
Anyone seen the absolute fuckery with this #WomanFace trending topic? Karens having a meltdown. 
It's either prison or war they are sending some people to. Keeping them out of university and high paying jobs. Regarding affirmative action being removed and the army jobs turning away white people for bipoc recruitment. Calvin Yang and other Conservative Asians suck on the white man's dick. Make yourself look like retards. Ashley with the Onlyfans trying to tone police a black woman. Clearly misinformed. One white supremacist in the quotes was full of shit. 


Also remembered from that shift at McArtney's Catering. When they said that a male had answered the phone. Why would a thief answer a stolen phone? My colleague Nate and I had been clearing tables and serving customers with other staff. Clearly not on the phone. Sam was never searched. I call bullshit. Clearly one of the agency chefs stole it. 


There are some real dumb takes in the replies. They should have got the police involved regarding the revenge porn. It doesn't justify murder. The woman should not have had the affair. Do people not believe in taking accountability for their actions? Plenty of misandrists want the mother and daughter released. They don't see anything wrong with murder. Also seem to be OK with the age gap relationship and affair. 

So this apparently the original tweet. Do people like endorsing criminal behaviour? Mr Cedeno does not deserve this.
Then you post this for clout. I had to unfollow this person. Fraud is fine with these Karens. Is it even real? People really are leeches. He obviously cheated for a reason. Reported the tweet. 99 problems but a bitch ain't one.

Elon has put a rate limit on how many tweets you can read. It may be temporary. 

Abortion bans, drag bans, book bans, businesses can refuse service to LGBTQIA. Affirmative action now gone. African American studies stopped. Debt Relief out the window. More laws aimed at trans people. Nothing being done about White supremacists, reparations or guns. 

He has me blocked for some reason. A racist that harasses black women. 

Police shot a teen and so people riot. The racists come out with their dumb opinions. One Indian woman in America makes an ironic tweet. People forget what colonialism did to Africa. The Jan 6th folk probably are condemning French protests. They had no issue with the Tulsa Massacre. Riots and protests have always been happening. It's only OK when white people do it. 
Vivek Ramaswamy is antiblack. The people in the comments are simping for him. The Breakfast Club interview. There is this dipshit on Twitter called Daniel Kim who need any excuse to be racist. Keffals, Vaush and their followers are triggered by the truth. Malcolm X warned you about these people. 

Yet again as looking at an Abc post about the 1st copy of Harry Potter being sold. Some Right-wingers mentioned the border and George Floyd especially during Black History Month. 





I like tweets that may get me cancelled. I won't spend money on Twitch or Chaturbate. 
This Shadiversity guy is such a Bellend. Whines about Barbie. Must add that Ben Shapiro is being an absolute melt regarding Snow White.

South Africans joining the IDF. 

Some Israeli woman dressed up as a nurse. Claimed to be Palestinian. Debunked. 







Many people have said that the Zionists attacked a Black woman. But the account is pushing a false narrative. White supremacy.

Twitter locked my account. Got it back but now it shows that I am not following anyone but I still am. These rightwingers are irrelevant. No need to pay them any attention. They will eventually kill themselves.

A lot of these youtubers are reacting to tiktok or reddit. Must be running out of content. 

White people do like to invade black spaces.
Spill app has a wait list. Hopefully they vet who tries to join. Fanbase is an app for black creators. Rival to Tiktok. 




I might not be Black, Muslim, Trans or a Feminist. But I do support these groups. 



I have watched Barbarian. A horror movie. Set in Detroit. Tess is a young woman coming over for a job interview. She has rented an Air B&B. But it is double booked. Keith is a man that she wonders if she can trust. He is also staying there. Something is lurking in the dark. You have AJ, an actor that is being investigated for sexual assault. He gets to the city. There is a flashback to Frank that resided in this city. The area looks run down. I would have to look at the back story. From the title I assumed what type of threat would be there. I did end up thinking if there was any point to this film. You might like The Woman.
Georgina Campbell · Tess ; Bill Skarsgรฅrd · Keith ; Justin Long · AJ ; Matthew Patrick Davis · The Mother ; Richard Brake · Frank. 
I dreamt that I was in a movie. I believe it was Bill Skarsgรฅrd playing the Devil or some unknown. There was this empty bar/warehouse. The villain just happens to be lurking around. There are people coming to and fro. The place was set alight but he let me or the person I played, go. We flew up. I went through the ceiling. There was a man coming out of the toilet. I had these wraiths try to attack me. I destroyed them and dropped the skulls off into this garden. A party was taken place. My cousin was at the house in another scene with a newborn baby. I had been trying to fix a gadget at work that broke somehow. Management weren't pleased. I was questioned in a snidy way by a colleague or former college friend. I had been into a cafe of sorts to collect something for a young girl outside. The man was boiling water and cleaning lighters. Strange. 

Infinity Pool is a surreal horror. Directed by Brandon Cronenberg. You might like Possessor or even films by his father David. Starring Alexander Skarsgรฅrd, Mia Goth, John Ralston, Cleopatra Coleman, Alan Katiฤ‡, Amanda Brugel, Jeff Ricketts. James and Em are a rich couple. On holiday at this resort. It caters to their every need. This country is quite poor, crime is high, the police are seen as corrupt. The laws are very strict. The guests aren't meant to leave the compound. Gabi and Alban invite them for a picnic. An accident occurs. For some reason the authorities have this machine. It will clone the suspect for a price. You would then be present for the execution. If not then it is death. Thresh is a detective that will interview them. It is a weird film. Attractive cast members. Good nudity scenes. The new friends are clearly a bad influence. I was siding more with the police. I will look at discussions. I did think that it is possible where you could be swapped with your clone. Great acting. Violence, sex, swearing aplenty. Some recognisable faces. You should also watch The Perfect Getaway, The Menu, Fantasy Island, Hostel, A Cure For Wellness, Total Recall, The 6th Day, Midsommar, In The Earth. 

I saw this fox down my street. It turned into the street on the left. I should have followed it. Wanted to get a picture. I was apprehensive as it is a wild animal. I tried to promote two posts on Tumblr they were for two Gofundme campaigns. "Blaze" option. Looks like I was denied and getting a refund.

It can come across as gaslighting. But she has the right to defend herself. Take it to court. I used to be subscribed to the channel. Liked the Miranda character. Male youtubers will face worse. Double standards.
I have to be honest the stuff happening in other countries or incidents regarding celebrities and youtubers doesn't affect me so I don't really care. 

This is better than prank videos as they only antagonise people. Juan is helping the neighbourhood out. Reparations are still owed. 

No idea why she blocked me. Hope that you enjoyed that PayPal donation fam. Well at least I get to use Ryan Andrews voice notes. 
I signed up for a new Twitter account using her email and my phone number. I can take a look at the people that blocked me. Use their media or tweets. 

Christopher Gibbons and Tyrone Patten Walsh wanted Prince Harry to fill their bussy. Kevin Samuels is busy deepthroating Satan's cock. YouTube recommends another Antisjw Karen called WickedVirtue. Whining about the new Snow White.
Debbie Downer unfollowed her. 


These men turning up at terf gender critical protests aren't in support of feminism or women in general. They are just anti LGBTQIA. 
Some Hermoine Chapman being racist regarding a dead child and she is a colonizer in Australia. Shoeonhead being a racist piece of shit. Irrational Chud who is a white supremacist trying to paint a black woman as racist. Getting nonsense retweeted onto my timeline. 

Daley Thompson another old school athlete being transphobic. 

Sophie Cockmunch moaning about Notting Hill Carnival. Mike Sperrazza being a spanner by calling people that fight against racism as being divisive. 
Some people are falling for the trap set by verified Twitter accounts. Quote or reply to them and they earn revenue. Just screenshot them. 



These conservatives still post about Ilhan Omar's husband being her brother. It isn't true. Just a racist rumour. They should grow up. 


I practically wasted an hour trying to get off to porn. Should have just gone to sleep as I plan to go to gym early. 
Straight people are triggered by what the lady is saying. They throw a hissyfit over Pride Month and the cisgender word.






There is this black guy on YouTube who keeps misusing the word woke. He is a Conservative. Xbeastboy or some shit. Shucking and jiving. Adam22 is a cuck. 
Olayemi doesn't have to respond to these fragile clowns on Twitter. Report and block. They literally prove her point. They are inferior. The dumb fucker with the reaction channel is clearly antiblack. Stealing content from other creators. The arsehole that thought that a black woman deserves more abuse. Follows JustPearlyThings. June Nicole Lupine wasn't slapped about enough. These people will play the victim when the abuse is returned. Libsoftiktok and this Asian woman alongside a few black people in the thread with the misogynoir. About this black feminists speaking about White supremacists. She has a white boyfriend which isn't related. Nothing wrong with the black woman having a white boyfriend. She was clearly going after the rightwingers. But the people in this thread are too stupid. How you overreact at white supremacist terrorism being challenged. Dan Wootton being exposed.  As someone I follow mentioned that there are many blue check accounts to block. The misogynoir that is probably happening right now. There is absolutely nothing wrong with Black women. 
Irrelevant at the end of the day. 



Twitch streamer Taylor Jevaux might be attractive but she is annoying. Supposed to be doing jumping jacks. Naked but for body paint. She drags it out for so long. Why are you simps following her? 

On ConureCc stream, the StreamElements posts an official link. But it got deleted. 


Brie Larson was right about these people whining about films that aren't for them. 



If it isn't the white Christians going after Black people. Then it'll be the Latino and Asian folk as they have been doing recently. Now it is the turn of the Jews. They are only upset at #JamieFoxx because he disrupted their hatefest of Palestinians. 

There is no white genocide in South Africa or anywhere else. The colonizer loves to play the victim. 

This Metatron is a right leaning moderate which makes his content sus. 
The nonsense these white supremacists and their black and brown agents are trying to pull regarding the #peckham incident. Victim blaming, using cctv footage of another person, misogynoir. Lawrence Fox is a racist. Some black woman tweeted "muzzies" which makes her look a twat.

Still get nonsense on my timeline. White supremacists being idiots. People concerned over celebrities. Time to mute, unfollow or log off Twitter. 
#twitter is a cesspit. The rightwingers are always offended by trivial things. People air their bigoted views. Bodyshaming. Someone is getting cancelled for voicing an opinion. Harassment and doxxing. Celebrities presumed guilty before the case has gone to trial. Bots. Misinformation. 
Anyway alot of nonsense gets posted onto the timeline from tennis to protection. Stick to affiliate links. I get these music promotion and porn webcam followers that aren't needed at all. No reposts. Like with Youtube I don't check notifications. Argue amongst yourselves.



I already paid you for the service and repair. I kept having issues until Ideal came around. I had to then pay them. The problem began from the day that it was serviced. Now you have the audacity to email me. 

And you muppets apparently cover large parts of the UK but yet wouldn't come and help me. 

Subscribe to Abby Martin's channel. If you were to watch a Mia Khalifa video then this is it. 




YouTube is pissing me off. 

Cynthia G lost her youtube channel. They are blaming some white woman. She does want Black women to do better. But some of the way Black men are getting dragged sounds like something the white conservatives would say. People were simping for Kevin Samuels and he was disrespectful towards black women. Sssniperwolf still has hers.

Conservatives are stupid the way they mocked Trudea's kids. Also what would have happened if people came together like they did in Montgomery. They could have tried to help George Floyd and Jordan Neely. 

Terfs are supporting Russell Brand. He has these rape allegations against him. They are after David Tennant for being pro Trans. They were never about supporting women. They are pick mes. Right wingers. 


Ben Shapiro is a fascist Zionist pushing out misinformation. He loves white supremacists. As seeing his video on Hasan's stream. Fuck him. Jewbacca is wrong on everything. 












Didn't know the video would get so many views. Never heard of Lil Xan. This streamer did use the words weed queen on stream video. Argue amongst yourselves. 

I recommend that you see Hayleex






Harrison Ford · Indiana Jones
Phoebe Waller-Bridge · Helena
Antonio Banderas · Renaldo
Karen Allen · Marion
John Rhys-Davies · Sally 
Ethan Isidore - Teddy Kumar
Toby Jones - Basil Shaw
Shaunette Renee Wilson - Agent Mason
Boyd Holbrook - Klaber
Mads Mikkelsen - Jรผrgen Voller

Indiana Jones And The Dial Of Destiny is the final instalment in the franchise. I grew up watching the previous films. I didn't watch Kingdom Of The Crystal Skull in full. The white supremacist neo nazi conservatives were already triggered by the interview and will be by this film. An action adventure. Pheobe did excellent. She was of the writers for No Time To Die and Fleabag. A few cast members have been involved with Star Wars and James Bond. The rightwingers don't like her. She is talented and attractive. You get to see action kick off nearing the end of World War 2. The spear of destiny is on being placed on board a train by the Nazis. They have gathered more treasure. Indy and Shaw are there to get what they can. Happen to run into trouble. I liked the action, stunt work and comedy. There is an artifact that is only one half of a larger piece. The user will have the ability to travel through time. Over in 1969 Indy has been teaching at a university and is due to retire. Helena needs Indy to help her get this treasure. She has her own motives. Voller is over in America and has a team. The US government did harbour some nazis after the war. They would work on projects. Great filming locations. You get to learn some things. This franchise did inspire Nation Treasure, Tomb Raider. You have the iconic theme. Indy is a pensioner and he is pretty active. References to older films. Bringing back legacy characters. You might like Timeline, Timeless and Outlander. Thinking of the ending I would have liked it to go one way. Shia Lebouf's character died during a war. Spielberg and Lucas were involved with the film. Classic Indiana Jones adventure. There is the TV series Young Indiana worth looking into. See the trivia on Imdb. I did see a continuity error. Helena holds these cards up to Indy. It changes and the camera pans to something else and then back on the cards. Find Indiana Jones treasure here


I dreamt that there were these two pythons or anacondas. Along the street. Had to have them contained. Needed to make sure family stayed away. Blowup the outside world by Soundgarden played. 
This Other dream I was on a coach and there was another one with Ariana Grande that I would need to be on. I arrive at this town. There is a shopping centre. I helped this mature white man. I needed to buy a t-shirt as it was hot. 






No such thing as "forced in" You definitely hate black people. John is a great actor. 







I find it strange that there were people uploading videos of real life interactions between human beings. Whether they are drunk, stoned, have mental health issues or whatever. Skyrim or Oblivion music plays. They would be labelled as NPCs. Now the ones that enjoyed that content are triggered by Pinkydoll. 
Then you have the people acting homophobic over a gay sex scene. Tom Holland is an actor. You are being retarded. Mark from RDCworld1 learned what battyman meant. Dylan used the term. Disappointing. 

The far right cocksuckers causing a disruption on Armistice Day. 




I dreamt that I was in some random city. I was in this building which had a restaurant. Another section seems to be a school. I was going to order food. Needed a drink. I wondered down these corridors and stairs. Saw a black woman with a guitar on the top. Other people were wandering. I saw Ben Shapiro sat at his desk watching the news. On the couch were various rightwing women. I left. There was a plan for these satellite/drone/bomb things to be lifted from the rivers running across the country. Spy type stuff. Something was to happen at 3pm. I was with Merrick Deville and a man. I asked for a double vodka and coke. She had a bottle of Bacardi in her hands. 

I also dreamt that I met this Asian woman who was struggling in the past. She now worked as a bank manager for Lloyds. Sheltered housing had been given. I went toward the location. This blonde girl was here over by the police station. She needed to do something. The police officers had been drinking. 

I had another dream where I am watching a youtube video. The metal music is playing. It suddenly is using the nword. I find this guy is a white supremacist. 
I had mentioned before when I followed Kelsey on Twitter. I had sent her money via PayPal. kelseykingpr@gmail.com She blocked me on Twitter. Did she really have an issue with this Ryan guy? Was it all a scam? I am owed a refund. Should have disputed the payment. Sign her up for things.




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This sci-fi film called Outlander. I have seen it before. Cast: Jim Caviezel, Sophia Myles, Jack Huston, Ron Perlman, John Hurt. During the time period the Vikings were alive. A man from outer space crash lands on Earth. Meanwhile there is a monster on the loose. If you like Predator, 65, Alien then this is for you. Regarding the special effects take it with a pinch of salt. Good soundtrack. Worth reading Imdb trivia. There is a interesting scene using shields. I have read these Stephen Baxter books. The Vikings are at war with another village. They were suspicious our visitor. Interesting dialogue. 





The Devil Conspiracy. I had felt that I had already seen this before. A horror thriller. Independent film. Mixed reviews as expected. Alice Orr-Ewing, Joe Doyle, Eveline Hall, Peter Mensah, Joe Anderson, Spencer Wilding, Brian Caspe and James Faulkner. Interesting story. Good visuals. Starting off with these portals or wormholes. One from Heaven and other to Hell. Lucifer is cast down. You see Michael arrive to chain him up. Modern day Italy. Laura is an artist though might have other projects going on. Marconi is a priest that has given her access. Meanwhile there is this company that can engineer clones of the most influential people in history. There are people funding this. Liz is a demonic woman. Working with other Satanists. They want to resurrect Lucifer. The Shroud Of Turin is stolen. Christ's DNA will be used. I did wonder how they weren't suspicious of a woman in a cloak. Michael must get the stolen item and thwart their plans. Good soundtrack. Unknown actors but did a good job. You might have seen Legion, Constantine, End Of Days, Prey For The Devil, Supernatural, Lucifer. 


God works in mysterious ways

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@RedMeatRacists got suspended. The Tom guy from Derby that followed me and I followed him. He has disappeared. Can't remember his username. He might have blocked me. 


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I was walking towards the alley way and saw the fox. It snuck between a fence. I was going to take a video. 

I often see this fox on the road in Loughborough. During the summer. Usually after 1.30am when I am heading for the gym. It winds up in my street. There is always one. It will have walked by the canal. Seen from Bridge St to Bottleacre Lane. 


Looking for Girls Out West videos and I look at the Google search results. I find this site containing Bestiality porn. 

Onlyfans models post their better pics on Twitter. Before subscribing you could search their name on this site or Google to see if it is worth it. Most of the time it isn't.

These idiot men blame Keke Palmer and defend her abusive partner. Maya Bialik spreads misinformation. Her family are from Poland and she has a pro Israel stance. False Antisemitism claims. Being pro Palestine is not Antisemitic. 

I recommend the Loki tv show. The Marvels is worth seeing. 



People whine about Drew Barrymore going back to work during the strike. Not a big deal. Ashton Kutcher incriminating himself. Either way irrelevant. 

This BigO fella on Twitter is being mocked fr having a stalker. Victim blaming, sexual harassment. These same people were preaching about protecting women. No doubt some are making comments to make men see what it is like for women. Here is the original thread.


I was wanting to do the barbell squats. Some guy is filming himself doing these exercises. He isn't actually using that section. I could just ask him instead of blogging. I had to skip on using the power plate because of the woman leaving her stuff on it. I am doing lunges instead right now. There are other squat racks available. He had placed his bottle there. He has now took his stuff and gone. What is the fucking point? The fact that I didn't do the bulgarian split squat or not sleeping for long enough and so the reps on the squats weren't so much. Maybe a glute bridge and lateral raise was still needed. The guy had left his headphones. They looked expensive. I handed them to the cleaner. I could have left them or taken them. 

A few days later and I was going to go gym. Opted instead to watch porn and use my fleshlight. It still makes noise. The poppers weren't having an effect. I should have just gone to sleep at 7pm. I had plenty of time. I will lose more sleep time. I will end up missing that Fox. It probably has been on the prowl. 

I decided to have a wank. I had tried before but the poppers were difficult. Now I should be going to sleep as planned and get up early for the gym. I have set a later time for Sundays. Might all be pointless. Well it was. Usually asleep by 7pm. Awake earlier in the morning. Some twat might be looking to use the equipment that I use. Move on to other things. Fuck updating this shit. If anything I post offends you then just leave. Don't bother reporting it. Join my Patreon.


I dreamt that I was in town. This black middle aged man in a white t-shirt and cap was approaching me. He wanted something. He got close. He wanted money. I had been at a shop or similar. I told him that I didn't have any and he kept following me. I asked him something. He said that he didn't know where his ancestors were dropped off. I would try to back away and he tries to block. My bag was a little open and I closed it. I eventually flew away and left him. I got to my cousin's house. They were playing a driving videogame. I directed them where to go and I would get home. The door was difficult to close. 
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So it seems that John Fetterman supports Israel. Sssniperwolf has apologised to Jacksfilms. 


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White conservatives are out of touch with reality. It is first world problems. Having a dumb protest. Whinging about a football kit or diversity. Banning books, crt and affirmative action. Upset over pronouns. There are people in the world going through a war. Many losing lives. Ones that are homeless. But you cunts are losing your shit over trivial things. 

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The Gem 106 radio station mentioned Bolowatife Oluwasemilore Oluwadamilola Oyekunle Ayanfeoluwa Emmanuel Michael Oladele and the viral graduation ceremony video. Spoke about when it is difficult to say a persons name you just refer to them by their pronouns. Also one jokes what Harry Potter spell this was. There is #thecaucasity 


I dreamt that I was at a wedding. Possibly two. Everyone on the team wore white. We were dressed like chefs. There was a brief given like a college assignment. I had to have what was described as a paddle. Something similar a 2hat is used for dhol drums. A man made it at short notice and charged £40. I paid half with someone else. The bride was sat in the car. I would see the groom. Another item had to be fetched. The minibus was driven erratically. Some people were in the way. Something was being placed on either side of a walkway. It helps with the music. A little bizarre. Music playing was classical. 

Lizzo has made her statement probably innocent. People on Twitter do like to feign outrage. I don't care either way. 


I had this dream which by the way I will no longer blog about my dreams. But anyway. I was working in a pub restaurant. An old man was wanting the salt shaker refilled so I went to the kitchen. The kitchen porter was busy using the dishwasher. He kept pushing out trays of clean items with nowhere to put them. A glass smashed on the floor. Alan and friends were at a table. I somehow end up in a hospital. I am going down flights of stairs. I arrived at this staffing area and the surgeon asked me to leave. I ended up elsewhere and a catering assistant asked me what I was doing. I ignored her and made my exit. With the following dream I was going to watch some porn starring Zendaya. It was bizarre. I said that if she did this then I see how she got with Tom Holland. I was wearing overalls and unbuttoned them to get to my phone as the alarm was going off and I woke up. I have checked my phone and I still had 11 minutes left before it would go off in real life. 


More white supremacist nonsense from these clowns. Michael Byrd is a hero. 

Chaya Raichik is a gimp. Dream wishes he kept that mask on. Moms4liberty working with child abusers. Hollywood fires actors supporting Palestine but not Israel. 

I deleted plenty of tracks from Soundcloud where I had recorded people in public and home it wasn't right. Like I ranted about them on social media. Some soundbites could be monetised. I would have embedded something here. Need to be different. That all changes in 2024.

Neo nazis go on their marches. Denims on Twitch watches endless amounts of video. What is the point of some of these big boobed streamers? A guy uses the word Urbans for black people. 


I ordered this pizza. It is 18 inches. Should have got a smaller one. It is suitable for a family. 

I had found my Vido pod. It was inside the trainers. 

I created a new Twitter account. Following those that blocked me. The block button is being removed. 

Subscribed to Rundjrun on Twitch but still got 9 fucking ads. 

Man invented god and the devil.
Anyone that is a rightwinger, a terf, uses they/them pronouns, has an OF will not be taken seriously. Don't care for celebrities.

I spotted a few hot women in Loughborough at the train station. At Derby and in the train station someone clearly can't use the toilet properly. I went to Marketon Park and it was really hot. I tried filming what I could. Other people did and that I was there for the final time I should not be bothered or self conscious. All ages, different clothing, LGBTQIA and straight people. I wondered if Terfs were there. Stage music was loud. Bar staff did a superb job. There were these Christian missionaries handing out leaflets and speaking to people. One spoke to me about life after death and sin. Implying being lgbt was a sin. Why waste time? A group of mature gay white men were at the festival. They were waiting by the car park. I had seen some rainbow costume people pass by them. Some Asian taxi drivers coming in from the left. One said that someone looked like a terror suspect. This was sus. 

Train was delayed for about half an hour. There was an incident on the one carriage. A man was sat down hogging these seats. His shoes were off and laid upon a seat. An Asian man approaches wanting a seat. The other guy got arsey. The man did find another seat but told this chap that his feet stank. That riled him up. He went to the other man and hit him. Now the victim was asked to leave the train but somehow the assailant hadn't. The police and medics were called. Neither man would leave. Eventually we got moving. The victim was on another station. Offender still on the train. I hope that the police catch up with him. Have to add that another passenger was getting impatient.

These Onlyfans models do like to come to a thread on Twitter. The subject might be about a celebrity or some other matter and these thots feel the need to post their pic asking a daft question. Posting stuff on Twitter for the time being as these fools just won't stop. 

So many of these idiots on YouTube have a video about Sssniperwolf and Jacksfilms. Fuck Palestine this is more important. 

a completely unhinged response to a person raising money for children. Tim and his followers in the replies are idiots

Another thing is that McDonald's in Israel have shown their support for the IDF. America not too sure. Britain hasn't. This was all alleged. This seems to be the facts behind it. A man releasing mice into the restaurant took it far. 
They have a business to run. People showing support to either side will lose work. Both countries will annihilate each other. Best to stay impartial. Keep out of it. 

Brett Gelman was in Stranger Things. A few of their cast and crew are problematic. People will boycott it. 


What kind of dumbass posts "if you don't cry at this scene then you are a sociopath" Not everyone is fragile. 

I did use channel points for a song request. On Rottedranch stream. Probably not getting it. If anyone unfollowed or blocked me on Twitter. I was never the issue. You were. 
Copyright claims on my own music or public domain videos isn't right. I will dispute it. Ethan Klein being weird over Israel. This Chud Logic bodyshaming Frogan and general fascist takes. 





I had my rants and discussion of irrelevant topics. No more. 

I can unfair sometimes regarding blogging and social media. Often people need calling out. No more will be added. This is it for the blog. 


White supremacists consider themselves to be the master race. More like the master beta race. 

Bjork shows her support. Regina Spektor shows her ignorance. 

Lest we forget. 

From the videos that have been posted online. Zionist women seem to be pro rape. Is it part of the culture? Shapiro probably knows. I don't care about P Diddy or some Pardi fella. Celebrities can support who they want. Log off Karen. Mute some words. Unfollow people. 

Quite a lot of these Right-wing Black American men dick riding abusers and rapists. Especially when Black women are the victim. 

After mentioning people begging for money. Kdgriffit unfollowed my. I was right though. Manage your money better. I specifically didn't mention him. Be grateful that I helped you at all. 

Don't need to be seeing dumb right wingers posting their Ls. It appearing on my timeline.
They are of no importance. Ignoring it all. 
If you are offended by anything that I post then suicide is the only option for you. The people mentioned in this blog are irrelevant. 

Black Americans need to reclaim the term Woke.

I get told that Google is infected and needs u installing. Which version? How is Vodafone not letting me text or call? I have a Big Value Bundle. Anyway...... 



Watched #TheMarvels at Cineworld Loughborough. Enjoyed it. Good fight scenes. Good chemistry between the actors. I like the theme music. Ignore the antisjw youtubers as these Kkkarens have an agenda against anyone not straight, white or male. Brie was looking hot. 

Ethan Klein clearly not understanding anything. Now that Suella Braverman has been the fired. The right wingers are upset. All they have to do now is commit suicide. 

A toy is not Antisemitic. Wayne is a twat. 

Twitch chat can be sarcastic, stupid, horny or other. 

I enjoyed watching #Marvel #EchoMarvel #echo #Indigenous representation was needed. Great cast. Looking into the choctaw history and filming location. The antisjw colonizers can keep whining. When they aren't sexualising kids on Reddit or binge drinking energy drinks.

Geeks And Groomers should be banned. 
I followed this other streamer. She was talking about vomiting whilst giving oral. A mod deleted a message telling her it wasn't an adult site. I unfollowed. 

Any man that has to talk about females/feminists/women being humbled are a bunch of soyboys and beta males. You need to be bitch slapped. 




People at home or work will cause a nuisance. White supremacists and Zionists will be abusive and play the victim. Dumb celebrity gossip which has nothing to do with anyone. My blog and Twitter timeline are irrelevant. Only pay attention to what I promote. I have no need to update or respond to things. Start a fresh in 2024. Thanks for visiting, subscribing and following anything that I put out. 
But anyway I don't really care about what happens. I have more important things to deal with. I am Kishore aka the Solitarymaninblack. A legend in the making. Ivegot99problemsbutabitchaintone.blogspot.com 



Chaturbate in a nutshell. 
I will never understand why the music is louder than the action in some of these streams. Might as well watch a YouTube video and wank to that. 

Alexei Navalny was an opposition leader to Putin. He is dead and people blame Putin. Folks on Twitter have stated that Alexei was a neo nazi.

That Amala cunt thinks that a Black/Biracial person being a descendant of slave owners as some sort of gotcha. It wasn't by choice. Dumbass. Reparations are still owed. 

Drake's video should not have been leaked. Double standards. 

All Kang variants faced court cases. Shout out to Jonathan Luther Kang. Bernice King did call him out on his bullshit. I had been suspended temporarily from Spoutible and they put a rating system up. 

These weirdos constantly talking about Travis Kelce, Taylor Swift and Kayla Nicole as if they know them. Not important. 



Badd Medicine on YouTube and Dechartgames on Twitch are worth following. I like gameplay for Detroit Become Human. 

Doctor Who The Giggles will call out so many people. Great cast. The bigots will moan. There are some progressive reaction channels to visit. Neil Patrick Harris did a great job. Good specials. Best of luck to Ncuti Gatwa. In one comments section someone mentioned that The Doctor was being turned into a lout. I bet he wanted to say thug. Also my colleague is supporting the progress of the show. The Doctor Who Christmas special was spectacular. New and refreshing. The right wingers will moan about something. Disney magic is added regarding the music and singing. The antisjw and their viewers are represented in TV. Eg the Daleks, Kkk, Nazis. But they are irrelevant and won't be mentioned again. Great line from classic Who: "fear breeds hatred and war" I already have theories about certain characters. Ruby could be part of a Paradox. Maybe Susan is to return. Trans Racial adoption is a thing. More so in America. Ncuti did brilliant. Millie is pretty. Anyway best wishes for 2024. 




These politicians gather all these votes and campaign money only to drop out at the last minute. 





A missed call from +447888753537 another energy scam. Two juveniles had got into a dispute and causes a mass shooting in Kansas City. Some weirdos on social media were spreading misinformation. People mention that the lady paid for bills and food then went on holiday. However Nypost just want to push an antiblack narrative.

I have shared many book recommendations for various tweets. I promote things but then log off for good. Claims to be Action Fraud as people say on the site. +442895233190

Denims watching this video of an "incel" explaining the negative experiences at school which I can relate to. But she has to debate every single point that he makes. I did go back to Twitter for a while but left as the idiots haven't changed. Nicki Minaj is delusional like her fans. I did use money for Twitch and Chaturbate but briefly. Waste of money. Models put their clothes back on. Not acknowledged or getting rewarded. I unfollowed that Radfemfuture as she is a misandrist and keeps arguing with misogynists. It appears on my feed. Give it a rest, cunt. I find new people to follow.

The word woke is being thrown around like the antisemitic accusations. The world is a diverse place. It is not all about straight white Christian males. The antisjw youtubers and conservatives still think that the world revolves around them. They assume to be the default. They are still tied to the ideology of white supremacy. Which is why they whine about representation and diversity in media. They are pathetic and should be laughed at. The reviews for Madame Webb might be negative. I had been told about the cast being great. Effects were good. Story confusing. I will still watch it as I am open minded. I saw this ad on YouTube. It had an interview of Richard Hammond on This Morning. The AI voice imitating him pushing some product. Saw the Baftas. A few of the jokes were cringe worthy. Samantha Morton gave a great speech. Some films were getting the awards. Interesting to see the lady that has film archive get honoured. 
I seem to have issues logging onto Twitter. Posting things for the progressives probably upset someone. I had automated tweets set up. I could be logged on but not allowed to do a function or have to prove that I am not a bot. Suspicious login activity. I logged out a fair few times but should have stayed off. I could create a new account and maybe will get back on or it gets suspended. Either way these people piss me off with their whining. It is better to stay away from Twitter. 

I saw Madame Web online. It was a Cam recording. Doesn't give a good experience. I may have been swayed by reviews. It was boring. I kept skipping ahead. The dialogue and acting were bad. Dakota ruins it. 

With regards to the tramsphobia and the way she spoke about Jeremy Corbyn. Jk Rowling will always be a cunt but not as much as Rachel Riley. The irony of Lawrence Fox calling someone else a racist. 
The latest video from Joey Swoll and these black women talk about being amongst white people who were racist. I know that he and his followers will be tone-deaf as they have never been discriminated against. As it is no longer Black History Month.
These young guys in the changing room at Puregym were doing Bodybuilding poses whilst a friend would take a photo. 



I did leave a bit of a rant on Twitter which I have done before. I am meant to stay off it. The people are irrelevant as is the site. Books and music are only promoted. My links will gain traction. Same with this unhealthy blog. No More. Same old argument. Endless nonsense. 99 problems but a bitch ain't one. If the pain goes on I'm not going to make it. There's a man going round taking names. I'm one step closer to the edge. 

The opposite of "woke" is "cunt". Don't be a cunt.























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Comedians make jokes. These people taking it seriously should just avoid it. They all wrote a hit piece. 





The audacity of Lauren Chen, Katt Kanada and Lauren Southern who are children of immigrants to talk negativly about Black Americans. Who have been here since slavery. Clowning on migrants heading towards Europe too. Elijah Schaffer, Matt Walsh, Ben Shapiro, Tucker Carlson, Sydney Watson, Elon Musk and Charlie Kirk being descendants of Colonizers. The right wingers whose ancestors went to Asia and Africa during the British Empire can't speak on anything either. Dinesh D'Souza is an immigrant complaining about Black Americans and he should be dealt with. 
Fuck these white supremacists in the past and present.
Like I said before. Irrelevant people on this app posting shitty takes. These folks should have been aborted. They still have time to commit suicide. I will keep promoting my content and anything progressive. Fuck engaging with people. 
Ramadan Mubarak
It really ought to be #blackhistoryyear








The Beatles the final song and a great tribute 


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